I Want You

(Sequel to I Found You)

"I never stopped loving you Lexa. I just stopped trying so hard... because I clearly wasn't getting anywhere." He confesses to me.
"I push people away,that's what I do. I'm damaged.. I've always been. You've given me your heart time and time again... and I've just played with it and I'm so sorry for that,I truly am." I spoke to him.


I guess you could say I'm broken. After so many relationships,
I still hope that there is someone out there for me.. someone who will be there with me through every obstacle. The funny thing is I didn't really that he was right in front of me.


4. All is forgiven


I stand in front of her with my arms crossed. "What exactly do you want to talk to me about?"
 I ask her as she sits down on the couch. She glances around the room for a moment then looks at me. She lets out a small chuckle. "Everything."
 "Everything?" I ask confused. "Yes, starting off with why you don't talk to me anymore." 
"I thought you would of figured that out by now." I say moving to the couch across from her. 
"Well I haven't. And I think I deserve to at least know what the heck I fucking did." 
I let out a sigh. 
"Do you remember a certain party that you dragged me to? Do you remember fucking kissing the guy I liked? Cause I sure as hell do." I say my blood starting to boil. "I can explain that.." 
Syd says. "Oh please to do." 
I snap. 

Sydney's Flashback* 

"I'll go get us drinks." I say smiling at Alexa then walking to the kitchen. I look around in there and see the counter filled with different beverages. 
I reach to grab one but then I sense a presence behind me.
 "Sydney Horan just the girl I was looking for." I turn around and come face to face with Calum. "Calum Hood just the guy I was not looking for." I joke. 
He puts his hand on his chest acting hurt.  "And I thought you-" 
He started to say but before he could finish my phone started ringing of the hook. I look at the caller ID and my eyes widen. 
"Excuse me I need to take this." 
I tell Calum. I walk out of the kitchen and quickly run up the stairs going into Luke's room and closing the door. "Hi Ni." I say try my best to act casual.
"Syd where the fucking hell are you?" Niall shouts into the phone. "Big bro calm your ass I'm at Alexa's." I say lying. 
"Well you scared me to fucking death I couldn't find you anywhere in the house and you didn't tell me where you were going tonight!" He says. 
"Awww my brother is actually worried about me. 
I'm so flattered." I say letting out a giggle. "Oh shut up!" He says 
in that thick accent of his. 
"Haha bye Ni." I say hanging up and click my phone off.  
"Ah finally no more loud music." 
A voice suddenly says behind me. 
I look towards the door and see Calum. He walks in and sits on the side of the bed next to me. "Okay one don't ever scare me like that again and two don't sit so close to me." I say pushing him away from me playfully. 
"Sorry I didn't mean to scare you, I just came to make sure everything was okay." He says smiling at me sweetly. 
"Yeah everything is perfectly fine." I tell him. He stares at me for a minute then he eyes my lips. Before I knew what was happening his lips were on mine. 
He lifts my chin up with his fingers pulling me even closer to him. Then I realize what I was doing. My best friend likes this guy and I'm sitting in a room kissing him. What the hell is wrong with me?!
 I bite his lip and he pulls away in pain.  "What the fuck Syd?!" 
He yells moving his finger to his lip,wiping away the blood.
 "Your such an asshole." 
I say. "I thought you liked me!" 
He shouts standing up. I step closer to him and slap him across the face.
"Does it look like I like you now?"
I shout back throwing my hands in the air. "God why are you such a bitch?" He says clenching his jaw. "I don't know I was just born this way, it's one of my best qualities." I tell him flashing a fake smile his way.  I could see a small red mark forming on his cheek as I glared at him angrily. I grab my purse and phone, rushing out of the room and down the stairs.
 I have to find Lexa to tell her what just happened, she needs to stay away from this guy.

~End of flashback~

I stare at Syd, shocked at the information she just told me. 
"Well say something.." Syd says. 
"I can't. Cause I feel like shit and  you probably hate me right now." I blurt out. 
"I don't hate you, you saw us kissing and you didn't see what happened after that. It's alright that you assumed the worst." "Can we please just forget what happened two years ago and be friends again?" I ask giving her a small smile. "Yes." She says her eyes watering up.  We both stand and hug each other. "Finally!" 
A voice says from the top of the stairs. I look up at Harry who is leaning against the wall with a smile on his face. "I didn't think you guys would ever make up! I've
been hungry for like twenty minutes and I couldn't come down the stairs because you two were having this whole freaking dramatic cry fest." 
"Oh shut up Styles." Syd says as he goes to the kitchen. 
"Later we're gonna talk about what happened between you and Niall." She whispers to me before Harry comes back. This was not going to be a good talk.




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