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"Niall there's something you need to know" I whispered into his ear. He turned and looked at me, his blue eyes making contact with mine.
"What is it babe?" He asked, not breaking eye contact
"I'm.... i'm..... I can't do this anymore!" I exclaimed
"What?" He asked, I could already hear the pain in his strained voice. He understood perfectly well, he was almost in tears.
"I'm sorry Niall, but i'm fed up of being hidden. I can't be your little secret anymore. I'm sorry but.... It's over" I replied bluntly, trying to hide any emotions. I heard the sobs escape him as he whispered my name.
'No!' I told myself. It's over. It's for the best.
It has to be right?

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"Niall there's something you need to know" I whispered into his ear. He turned and looked at me, his blue eyes making contact with mine.

"What is it babe?" He asked, not breaking eye contact

"I'm.... i'm..... I can't do this anymore!" I exclaimed

"What?" He asked, I could already hear the pain in his strained voice. He understood perfectly well, he was almost in tears.

"I'm sorry Niall, but i'm fed up of being hidden. I can't be your little secret anymore. I'm sorry but.... It's over" I replied bluntly, trying to hide any emotions. I heard the sobs escape him as he whispered my name.

'No!' I told myself. It's over. It's for the best. It has to be right?

 

That's the day we broke. The day I ended my relationship with the only guy I have ever loved. I have told myself, every day, week, month, year since we broke up. I have told myself it was for the best. Nobody knew about our relationship. It was a secret. I was hidden from the rest of the world. Hiding, that's all I ever did. But I couldn't do it anymore, not for my sake. Not for Niall's. But for our daughter. The sweet little girl we brought into the world. The child Niall doesn't know exists. It would ruin him, ruin his career, ruin his life. In some ways she ruined my life. She didn't mean to, it wasn't her fault. My mother refuses to talk to me, the same with my father. The only people who have been here for me are my two brothers. They've supported me, given me a place to live. I owe them a lot! But I've built my life back up, found my way. For the first 2 years of my daughters I was a stay at home mum, then she started pre-school. I applied for a few things but never got anywhere. My main hobby was song-writing though. It was the one thing that me and Niall used to do together. I used to go to costa every afternoon, I would order myself a hot chocolate and just write. I was in there one day and some guy walked in. He knocked past me and my book fell to the floor. He picked it up and must have looked inside as straight after I was offered a job. He was part of Modest Management. The same label Niall was signed with. I never had to see him though. They had stopped making music by then. A year later me and my daughter moved out, got ourselves a new place in London. Last year she started primary school. Niall still doesn't know about her. She keeps asking about her daddy and I never know what to say. I just tell her he's away on holiday. She believes me. She doesn't mind it being just us two. That's how she likes it. Me and her. Us against the world!

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