How Can You Love When You Don't Love Yourself?

This is a story of Rachel Summers. A seemingly normal girl with a not so normal life. She thinks her life is useless until she meets Niall. The only person who discovers who she really is and who she can become.


2. Anna- Blackmail(ish)


I didn't want to leave her. I just did what I had to. I have been around Rachel long enough that I know people don't like her. I don't know why. She's really amazing. You just need to get to know her first. What I do know is that she moves here to get away from bullies, only to acquire more. Like I said. I couldn't help her. If I did, I would become their next victim.

2 Months Ago

"Anna right?" Someone behind me said. I turned around and one of the most gorgeous guys I have ever seen is standing right behind me. I realized I was staring and that he has asked me a question. "Yeah, and you are?" I asked, trying really hard not to sound desperate. "Zayn. I'm new here. Would you mind showing me to Mr. Clarke's class? I have it next period and I don't want to get lost." he said sweetly. "Oh! I have his class next too! Right this way!" I said using the skills I learned while being a waitress. I walked him down the hall. I turned around and he was right behind me. Like really close. "Anna?" Oh god. "Yeah?" my voice went really high. "Why don't you give me your digits and we can meet up sometime?" Holy Crap. What was happening? Was Zayn asking me out? "Uh yeah, just type in your numbers." I handed him my phone.

That afternoon I got a text from him. 'com 2 my house 2nite!' I replied almost immediately, something that will totally make you look desperate.'sure where is ur house?' He replied and I told my mom that I was going to Chloe's house to study.

When I got there, he led me to his room. It was kinda dirty but I didn't expect anything else. He was a teenage boy after all. I sat on his bed and we talked about how he moved and what he liked to do. After a while, he got up and walked over to me. Without thinking I stood up to meet him. All of a sudden his lips crashed on mine. I was too shocked to pull away, and I didn't want to. I felt his hands on my face as he deepened the kiss. He gently laid me down on the bed and his kisses traveled down my neck. He took off his shirt to reveal stunning abs and tattoos.

Lets just say it got really heated after that.

The next day, I saw him in Mr. Clarke's class. I walked over to him. "Hey!" I said to him. "Uh hey, Anna." He didn't make eye contact with me. "What's wrong?" I asked him. "Yeah, um listen. What happened last night, didn't happen." he said. "What do you mean?" I asked, confused. "Look, that was just a one time thing, sorry!" he said. The bell rang and Mr. Clarke walked in. "Anna, please take your seat so I don't have to mark you absent." "Yessir"

After class, I got a text. "if u ever tell some1 we messed around, it won't be pretty."

And that's why I can't stand up for Rachel, I want to but I can't.

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