DELETE (A Zayn Malik Fanfic)

Zayn Malik gets a lot of hate on the internet, but there is one hater who sticks out to him the most... A girl who constantly pops up into his life; one that he can't get rid of. "What is her deal?," Malik asks himself. The girl later ends up feeling a way she never expected.


15. Broken Souls, Covered Up

Perrie's POV

My plan went semi perfect. I got Zayn and Lia broken up, but Zayn doesn't love me. He's messed up in the head. Who wouldn't love me? I am so much prettier than that Lia girl. I don't see how he could love her. But what she said last night caught me off guard. "After what happened a week ago"? What happened a week ago? I know something is up...

Jennifer's POV

All I am is a broke soul. I face my difficulties by trying to make people feel worse about themselves than I do. I know what I said at the party last night was stupid, but I wasn't thinking. I think about the old days when all of us were best friends. Me, Lia, Emily, and our other friend Sierra. When Sierra moved years ago, that was when our power group started to break apart. Ever since, we started hanging out less. And on top of that, my parents were having troubles. On a constant basis, day after day, the night would end in an argument. My parents would cheat on each other, but they didn't seem to care one bit how this affected me.

I was torn. Torn, in this big world of lies. And somehow... Even the smallest things, that had nothing to do with me... I felt like everything was my fault. Like I was the one causing all of this pain.

I miss Lia and the gang, I really do. They will always be my best friends. And I just think about how much I messed up our friendship even more. I complain about my imperfect family, but look at Lia. She doesn't even have parents. She's lives in a big home by herself, that constantly reminds her of her family. I never realized the pain she must feel because I've been too busy worrying about my own.

We're all in a world of broken souls... Just covered up...

Lia's POV

I've been crying all last night and this morning. I just... I feel so used. I gave up my virginity for this guy that I really loved. But... He doesn't love me. I've stopped watching tv, because every channel, a one direction commercial has to pop up. And what confuses me the most is that he was cheating on me with his ex girlfriend... I kind of understood why because she's the complete opposite of me. She's not tan, blue eyes, she wears cute little dresses, she sings so powerful, and she has purple hair for crying out loud! Perrie is so outgoing and wild... I guess that's the type of girl Zayn wants. Not just a quiet girl, who likes to be in quiet places...

But I still love him... And I told him that. I even said it in front of the boys! Come to think of it... He didn't even say it back... I should have known. The second that he didn't say it back, I should have detected it. Maybe I shouldn't have had sex with him. I imagined losing the V- card after I got married. How could I have been so stupid? If only my parents were here to help me. Everything would be fine.


"Hello?" I answer my phone.

"Hey..." Says a girl.

"Who's this?" I ask.

"It's Jennifer."

"Oh... Look I have to go. I can't t--"

Jennifer interrupts me before I can finish my sentence.

"I'm sorry." She says.

"W-what?" I reply confused.

"I'm sorry for everything that I said yesterday. And I didn't mean it about your parents. I've been going through some tough times. That's the only reason I've been being a bitch to you. I'm truly sorry."

"What kind of tough times?" I ask.

I can hear her pause over the phone.

"I've never told you this, but my parents have been cheating on each other for years now. Every night at my house, they end up arguing. I just can't take it anymore. I feel so bad, like everything is my fault. Lately, I've been doing things that I know I shouldn't. I've tried actually tried smoking pot this week because I heard it relieves stress. Luckily, I backed out because I realized what would happen to me in the future."

"Oh my gosh... I'm sorry Jennifer, I didn't know. Why haven't you told me? All of these years we've been best friends, and you've been keeping these secrets away from me? Best friends are supposed to tell each other everything. I would have been there for you if you had just told me." I reply

"I know, I know. I'm sorry. I know that I should've told you. And I just want you to know that I'm happy for you and Zayn. You are two are really cute together."

I could feel my eyes start to water as soon as she said Zayn's name. I burst into tears over the phone.

"Lia? What's wrong? Why are you crying?!" She asks worried.

"I broke up with him last night! I saw him kissing Perrie in a room." I manage to say over the tears.

"That two timer! Ugh. I'm sorry. Everything will be better, I know it!" Says Jennifer.

"Thanks. I have to go. Talk to you later" I hang up my phone, and then run up to my room. I hide in my room the rest of the day, ignoring all phone calls and texts.

When will this get better?

Perrie's POV

To make my plan even better, I decided to make a fake fan account. I don't know what for, or when I'll use it, but I'm sure it will give me a big benefit. Just wait Lia Carter. I'm out to get you.

Zayn's POV

I love you. Why didn't I say it? I really do love her, but I just couldn't find the right time to tell her. Perrie ruined everything. She is just being stupid right now. And the fact that she wanted to get back together, WHILE she's already dating two other people, made me furious.

I've forgotten all about the "perfect relationship" we had. She surely forgot about it. I never realized how idiotic Perrie can be. I used to think she was the perfect girl, but I now know that Lia is my perfect girl. I know she's mad at me, but I just hope she knows that I will always love her. I would call her, text her, or even go to her house just to say I love you, but then she would just send out my phone number, and I know how that would end.

I just wish she knew that I loved her. But I understand that she doesn't trust me because she's already broken hearted. Come to think of it, I've never asked her about her parents... I've never asked her what was happening in her life... I've never asked her how she felt. God, how could I have been so stupid? Am I really that selfish to not think about her and her life? I didn't even know why she lived alone, until last night when that girl Jennifer said it. I never realized how hurt Lia must feel. For months, I've thought Lia was only angry because she didn't get out much, and here she is with no parents, and no family. Well I don't know if she has siblings or not, but she never talks about them. I've never even asked about her siblings...

It's not just Perrie's fault who ruined our relationship... It was me also. That's why she feels like she can't trust me. That's why she thinks I don't love her. I've never taken the time to think about her life...

Louis' POV

El and I just had a serious talk. She told me that Zayn and Lia had... Sex. I was kind of happy for them, but now they broken up. And I know El is thinking about having it too, but I just don't know if we should. I mean, we've been in a relationship for many years now, and Zayn and Lia have only been in theirs for a few months, so that must mean we are ready. But... I just get this certain feeling like I don't want to. What if El breaks up with me like Lia and Zayn? I don't want that to happen. But the fact that Directioners think Harry and I are secretly dating, I know she will think that's the reason I say no. It actually really hurts me and our relationship. I'm definitely not gay, and Harry isn't either. He has had girlfriends in the past, and he always tells us how much he liked them.

Should we do it? Or should we wait?

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