Living with my nightmare

Autumn cooper is bullied by so many people but the worst is Harry, Harry styles... But what happens when she is forced to live with him?

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1. in the beginning

"Authors note: I'm sorry but some parts repeat because it kept copying my work so if it repeats just skip it xx

DADDY, PLEASE DON'T!" I screamed out as he kicked me in the stomach. My mom tried to pull him of but he didn't buldge. After he was done with me he turned to my mom. "WHY ARE YOU STICKING UP FOR THIS WHORE!?" My dad yelled as he pounched my mom and after that I blacked out.

I woke up by my mom stroking my hair. "Baby you have to go to live with the Styles' for a while..." She whispered and the tears started to form in my eyes. "Can't I live with an aunt or uncle or grandparents?" I cried out and my mom cried too. "He'll expact you there." My mom cried out. I knew she was right but I really didn't want to live with the Styles. I know it's for my own safety but you don't understand. I've been bullied for as long as I can remember by about everyone. But the worst ones are Liam Payne, Zayn Malik, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson and last but not least Harry Styles"You need to pack now. You have to leave as soon as possible." She said and I cried. "But mo-" She cut me off. "I just don't want him to hurt you anymore, sweety..." She whispered and I nodded.Do it for mom.I thought to myself before walking upstairs and packing my stuff as fast as I could since I didn't know when my dad was coming home again. "I already called Anne... You have my number, call me whenever. Once I've found a house where your father can't find us you'll move in with me but for now..." She whispered and kissed my forehead. "Go." She cried out and I nodded and walked outside where Anne was already waiting in the car.

I hopped in the car and Anne pulled me into a hug. Anne was like a second mom to me, making this a little easier. She pulled back and started the car. "Now he can't hurt you anymore." She said and I rested my head against the glass."We're here." Anne said shaking me slightly. I had fallen asleep. I smiled weakly and got out the car. Anne lived in a mansion, and showed me around after showing me to my room. I walked into my new room and layed down. "HARRY, AUTUMN I'M OFF TO THE STORES I'LL BE BACK IN AN HOUR!" I heard Anne yell from downstairs I yelled back an okay and heard the door open and close. I was now alone in a house with Harry... This can't be good ....

Harry stormed into my room and I looked down at the ground. "So you're living with us now?" He said with a smirk, I didn't react. "Why? Don't your parents want you anymore?" He said and a tear rolled down my cheek. "Well that's okay." He said and came close. I shut my eyes and I felt his breath against my ear. "Because I want you... so badly." He said and kissed my neck. "You're so fucking hot." He said kissing my neck. I froze, I just sat there as he kissed my neck and sucked the skin. I felt tears stream down my face but I couldn't move. I had a huge lump in my throat and made fists, holding the blanket.

"Don't you want me?" He asked but I couldn't say anything. "EVERYONE WANTS ME, YOU BITCH!" He yelled and more and more tears streamed down my face. "I'm going to fuck you wether you like it or not." He snapped and I shut my eyes again. "Please don't..." I whispered as I slowly opened my eyes. "It's nothing you haven't done before you slut." He snapped. I wanted to tell him I was still a virgin but the lump in my throat made it impossible for me to speak.

He pushed me down on the bed. "Take off your clothes." He ordered and I started crying and sobbing as I took of my shirt and my shorts. "Harry please..." I was finally able to choke out but he ignored me. He took of his shirt and pants and we were both left in out underwear. Harry layed me down again and kissed my neck, than my shoulder, just above my bra, just underneeth my bra and eventually my stomach. He ripped of my black thong and smirked as he took of his boxers, taking out his legth. My eyes widened and the smirk on his face grew as he put on a condom he was about to slip He pushed me down on the bed. "Take off your clothes." He ordered and I started crying and sobbing as I took of my shirt and my shorts. "Harry please..." I was finally able to choke out but he ignored me. He took of his shirt and pants and we were both left in out underwear. Harry layed me down again and kissed my neck, than my shoulder, just above my bra, just underneeth my bra and eventually my stomach. He ripped of my black thong and smirked as he took of his boxers, taking out his legth. My eyes widened and the smirk on his face grew as he put on the condom. He was about to slip in when his phone rang. He groaned and picked up. "What do you want Zayn?" He snapped. "Okay, I'll be right there." He said annoyed. "This time you're lucky Cooper." He said annoyed as he slid on his clothes again. After he walked out of my room I locked the door emediatly, slid on my clothesand layed down on my bed as I broke down in tears. "Why me?" I whispered to myself. I eventually ended up crying myself to sleep. Knocks on the door woke me up. "Autumn? It's Harry. Mom asked if you wanted to come down for dinner." He suddenly sounded sweet and normal so I knew his mom could here him. I whiped my cheeks and walked towards the door. I walked down towards the kitchen and saw Anne had made lasagna; my favourite. I ate a bit and when I was done Knocks on the door woke me up. "Autumn? It's Harry. Mom asked if you wanted to come down for dinner." He suddenly sounded sweet and normal so I knew his mom could here him. I whiped my cheeks and walked towards the door. I walked down towards the kitchen and saw Anne had made lasagna; my favourite. I ate a bit and when I was done I smiled at Anne. "It was lovely but I'm extremely tired and I just want to sleep... if you don't mind, offcourse." I softly spoke and Anne nodded. "Sure sweety, go get some rest." She said before pecking my forehead. "Harry, walk her to her room please." Anne said and Harry looked at me and smirked. "Sure mom." He said and grabbed my wrist, pulling me towards a room at the other side of the house. I don't want my mom to hear you scream my name." He explained with a smirk and I wanted to run away but he grabbed my wrists and pulled me inside, locking the door. He kissed my lips hungrily and I felt tears brim in the corner of my eyes. "Harry, please." I whispered. He ignored it and took of my shirt. "I told you I was going to fuck you today." He whispered onto my neck. He took off his shirt and pants before taking off my shorts and bra. He stared at my boobs while biting his lip for a few second before taking of his boxers and my thong, beforeslipping on a condom. "I'm going to make you scream my name." He whispered in my ear before slamming into me. I tried my best not to moan or moan his name."Say my name." Harry moaned but I didn't say anything. "Fuck, Autumn you're tight."He whispered -I gues to himself-as he slammed into me harder and harder. "Say it." He ordered. "H- H- Harry." I moaned and he smirked. "G- Good girl." He moaned. I bit my lip so I wouldn't moan. Trust me, I didn't like having sex with Harry but he hit my sweetspot every time he slammed into me making it hard for me not to moan. I felt like I was going to cum but I tried my hardest not to. "A-Aut-umn I'm g- going to c-cum." Harry moaned out. And I bit my lip. "Fuck, Autumn" Harry screamed, I couldn't keep it in anymore. "Oh Harry!" I screamed/moaned out. After he came he layed down next to me. "I told you I was going to make you scream my name" Harry said, still trying to catch his breath. Go to your room, the boys are over in like 5 minutes. He said and I nodded before getting dressed. "Where's my bra?" I asked Harry softly. "I don't know, don't put it on, I'll look for it later." He said dryly and I nodded. Just as I was about to put on my shirt the door swung open. "Hey Ha- what's this?" I heard Nialls Irish accent ask and I quickly walked out of the room. "I'll be in your room later." Harry said with a smirk. "Harry I'm way too tired." I said irritated and walked towards my room.

Harry's POV

Harry, I'm way too tired." She said irritated before walking out. "Was that Autumn Cooper?" Louis asked and I nodded. "She looks fucking hot." Zayn said and I chuckled. "What happened? Why is she suddenly so hot?" Liam asked and I smirked. "Maybe it's the sex hair." I told the boys and their eyes widened. "You two had sex?" Niall asked and I nodded proudly. "How do we know you're not lying?" Zayn asked raising an eyebrow. I chuckled and threw her bra at him. "That doesn't say anything. "Look in the trashcan" He raised an eyebro but looked. "Dude I don't want to see your used condom, that was fucking disgusting." Zayn said and I chuckled. "You wanted proof." I smirked and took out my phone.

I tried my best not to moan or moan his name."Say my name." Harry moaned but I didn't say anything. "Fuck, Autumn you're tight."He whispered -I gues to himself-as he slammed into me harder and harder. "Say it." He ordered. "H- H- Harry." I moaned and he smirked. "G- Good girl." He moaned. I bit my lip so I wouldn't moan. Trust me, I didn't like having sex with Harry but he hit my sweetspot every time he slammed into me making it hard for me not to moan. I felt like I was going to cum but I tried my hardest not to. "A-Aut-umn I'm g- going to c-cum." Harry moaned out. And I bit my lip. "Fuck, Autumn" Harry screamed, I couldn't keep it in anymore. "Oh Harry!" I screamed/moaned out.

After he came he layed down next to me. "I told you I was going to make you scream my name" Harry said, still trying to catch his breath. Go to your room, the boys are over in like 5 minutes. He said and I nodded before getting dressed. "Where's my bra?" I asked Harry softly. "I don't know, don't put it on, I'll look for it later." He said dryly and I nodded. Just as I was about to put on my shirt the door swung open. "Hey Ha- what's this?" I heard Nialls Irish accent ask and I quickly walked out of the room.

"I'll be in your room later." Harry said with a smirk. "Harry I'm way too tired." I said irritated and walked towards my room.

Harry's POV

"Harry, I'm way too tired." She said irritated before walking out. "Was that Autumn Cooper?" Louis asked and I nodded. "She looks fucking hot." Zayn said and I chuckled. "What happened? Why is she suddenly so hot?" Liam asked and I smirked. "Maybe it's the sex hair." I told the boys and their eyes widened. "You two had sex?" Niall asked and I nodded proudly. "How do we know you're not lying?" Zayn asked raising an eyebrow. I chuckled and threw her bra at him. "That doesn't say anything. "Look in the trashcan" He raised an eyebro but looked. "Dude I don't want to see your used condom, that was fucking disgusting." Zayn said and I chuckled. "You wanted proof." I smirked and took out my phone.

To: Autumn

Sent me a pic babe. x Harry

From: Autumn

Now leave me alone so I can sleep.

"Look at how hot she got, I still remember her with braces,glasses and stupid clothes." I said showinng the boys my phone. "Fuckig Hell she's hot." Louis said and Niall, Liam and Zayn agreed.

To: Autumn

Wanna hang our 2morrow?

From: Autumn

I'm not going to have sex with you again.

To: Autumn

No, I mean like a themepark or a waterpark. Summer break doesn't last forever haha x

From: Autumn

Uhm... Okay, but I'm really tired, we'll talk about it tommorow x

To: Autumn

Sleep well love.

I smirked and turned to face the boys again. "I'm hanging out with summer tommorow." I said proudly. "Lucky fucker," Niall chuckled. "But lads, it's really late. We should go home." Liam said and all the boys nodded. "Bye lads." I said. "Bye Haz." They said and about half an hour later there was a knock on the door. "Come in." I said and there stood summer.

"I know this is pathetic and you probably hate me but can I please sleep with you tonight?" She asked, she sounded scared and tired and her voice was shaking as if she was cold. "Yeah, sure." I said and she layed down next to me. I wrapped my arms around her. "What are you doing?" She asked. "You looked cold." I answered and she rested her head on my chest.

And like that we fell asleep.

Autumn's POV

I woke up next to Harry, his curly hair all over the place, mine wasn't that much better either. I got up slowly and walked out of Harry's room, into my own and walked into my bathroom. I took a towel and turned on my music before turning on the water. I stripped down my clothes. I got into the shower and let the warm water relax me.

I washed my body and hair as I hummed along to the songs that were playing. I shaved my legs and mentally prepared myself on turning of the shower. Once I was ready I got out of the shower and quickly put on some clothes.

(Autumn's outfit)

I brushed my teeth and did my hair. I only put on some mascara since I didn't feel like putting on alot of make-up. I put on my bracelet and walked downstairs. "Hi." I said to Anne as I leaned against the doorframe. "Hey sweety, did you sleep well?" She asked and I nodded. "Harry told me you two were hanging out today, it'll be good for you, you know, to get your mind off of things." She said and I nodded again. "He's in the kitchen by the way." She said. "Okay, I'm getting myself, do you want anything?" I asked Anne and she smiled and shook her head no. "No, thank you." I nodded and walked into the kitchen.

I stood on my toes and took a glass, filling it with water. Harry smacked my bum and came close. "And don't you fucking dare tell my mom about yesterday." He whispered and I nodded. I thought he actually got a little bit nice, but no. He's still a huge asshole. "We're going to just hang out and walk around town." He informed me and I nodded. "Are you ready?" He asked me and I nodded. "Let's go." He said before we walked out of the house.

***

Me and Harry have been sitting on the swings in the park for about an hour just chatting and I'm starting to think he's becoming nicer. "Hey Ash!" Harry yelled over to a boy with curly hair. He was pretty cute, I'm not going to lie. "Hey Haz!" He yelled before walking over with 3 other boys.

"Hi, I'm Ashton and this are Michael, Calum and Luke." He told me smiling. "Autumn." I said with a smile on my lips. "Nice to meet you Autumn." The boys said. "How do you know eachother? I haven't seen you at school before, have I?" I asked and Calum nodded. "You're right. We go to mountain high (Totally made that up) but our bands met at a gig and we've been friends ever since." I smiled. "You're in a band? I love bands." I said truthfully. "Maybe you should come watch us rehurse sometime. I'll give you my number." Luke said and I nodded -still smiling- and handed him my phone. He typed in his number and the other boys typed in their number as well. They all texted themselves and handed me back my phone.

Harry's phone rang, interrupting the conversation I had with Michael about guitars. "Okay mom, bye." Harry said and he turned to face me. "My mom isn't coming home until tomorrow, something work related." He told me and he turned to the boys. "Wanna hang out at my house? I'll call the other boys too." He said and the boys nodded. "Yeah sure, sounds like fun." Ashton said and we walked towards Harry's house where the other boys (Niall, Zayn, Louis and Liam) would be waiting.

"Hey gorgeous." Louis said winking at me and I started blushing like crazy. "Let's get inside, lads." Harry said and all of us walked inside, towards the livingroom. "Can we pweasseeee play COD?" I asked blushing as I hung on Harry's shoulder. Michael got on one knee. "Will you marry me?" He asked and I started giggling. "I'll take that as a no." He said puting and I pecked his lips. "Sorry babyyyy." I said in my baby and we started playing COD.

"But" Michael started.

"How did you..." Ashton followed.

"My highscore" Liam said pretending to cry.

"You're better than me." Zayn breathed out.

"NowIwant to marry you." Luke said and I giggled again.

"I used to play with my dad..." I said as I tought back at the time my dad still loved me.

"I VOTE MEAN GIRLS!" I yelled as I popped in Mean Girls.

I sat down on Harry's lap and he held me by my waist. "Are you ticklish?" Harry asked with a smirk and I shook my head. "I don't believe you." He smirked before tickling my sides and I started laughing and squirming to get out of his grip. He stopped tickling me and came close to my ear. "I wouldn't do that... unless you want me to do you right now." He whispered and I smirked and made circles with my bum causing him to moan slightly, not loud enough for the boys to hear him though.

"Maybe I want you to do me right now." I whispered in his ear.

*WARNING This chapter will be sexual as hell. So read this at your own risk.... or inocence hehehe.*

Harry smirked. "You're going to get fucked so hard." He whispered. "Good." I whispered back. "O shit, I left my phone upstairs, Autumn can you help me look for it?" Harry asked and I nodded. "Sure." I said. "We'll be right back lads." Harry said and they all nodded.

Me and Harry ran towards Harry's room at the end of the hall. I opened the door and closed and locked it behind me. Harry pushed me up against the wall and started kissing me roughly. I helped him take of his shirt and he took of his pants. "Jump" He whispered and I jumped, wrapping my legs around his waist.

He walked up to the bed and threw me on it. He took of his boxers and I took of my bra and thong. We were both extremely horny and didn't feel like wastig any time. Harry slid on the condom and layed down on top of me. His length touching my leg as he cupped my breasts and kissed me roughly. "Harry, do it." I breathed out and he smirked before slamming into me. He eased himself in and out of me. "Faster." I moaned loudly.

He did as told and spead up. We both moaned loudly. "Fuck, Autumn say my name!" He screamed/moaned. "H-Harry S-Styles!" I moaned out loudly. "Fuck I love it w- when you moan my name." He said and I wrapped my legs around his waist. "Fuck Harry, faster." I moaned and he sped up even more. He slammed into me harder and harder but I didn't mind. Harry suddenly stopped moving in and out of me. "Fuck Harry, go on." I cursed under my breath. "Tell me you want this dick." He spat. "Fuck Harry, I want it. Give it to me. Now." I screamed. He smirked, knowing he was in control. I groaned and flipped us around. I was now sitting on him and eased myself up and down. I made small circles with my hips and Harry completely lost it. He moaned louder and louder. I smirked and took his phone from the nightstand. I made a picture of him. He looked so fucking horny I just wanted to fuck him.

"Now I can make a pic of you. That's fair." He moaned out and I bit my lip. "I don't know, Harry." I moaned, still moving my hips. "Autumn I- Fuck. A-Autumn I wont do anything with it." He moaned out and I moved up and down again. He smirked and took his phone out. He took pictures of me but I didn't care. He cupped my breast and made a pic. I moved small circles with my hips again, teasing him. "FUCK AUTUMN!" He yelled before flipping us over again and slamming into me. Hard. "HARRY FUCK!" I moaned loudly. "HARRY, YES, JUST LIKE THAT!" I moaned out and he smirked. "HARRY!" I yelled. "Good girl, scream my name." He moaned. "HARRY FUCKING STYLES!" I moaned at the top of my lungs.

"HARRY I- I'M G- GOING T- TO C- C..- FUCK!" I yelled as I came. Harry came at the same time as me and thrusted into me a couple of times more before pulling out of me. "That was the best fucking sex I've ever had in my life." Harry breathed out and I smirked. I got up and heard the sound of a camera. I bend foreword and took my phone. I turned around and took a couple of pictures of Harry. We got dressed and walked downstairs. "Found it!" Harry cheered as he stook out his phone. The boys smiled. "You didn't mis alot, this movie is borig." Calum said and I giggled. "Than put on something you like, we'll see if that's not boring." I giggled and Calum nodded and put on 'The Conjuring'

Harry's hand rested on my thigh, rubbing it slightly I played with his curls. "Now you're my little secret." He whispered into my ear.

"Turn it of, turn it of, turn it of." I whined, burrying my head in Ashton's chest since he was the only one sitting next to me. All the boys started laughing. "Guys I'm seriously going to cry, turn. Off. The. Fucking. Movie." I said and the boys laughed even harder. Ashton rubbed my back. "Guys c'mon she's shaking turn it off." He said and I heard a click followed by silence. "Thank you." I said as I took my head out of Ashton's chest. The boys smiled and I flashed them a weak smile. "I'm so not sleeping alone tonight. I don't want to get killed by some syco ass bitch" I said and the boys started laughing loudly.

"But guys seriously." I said. "Guys can you sleep in my room with me?" I asked Calum, Michael, Ashton and Luke since I didn't really trust Zayn, Niall, Liam and Louis and Harry would want to have sex with me or something. "I have to go home... but maybe the others can stay." Calum said giving me an apolagetic smile. "Yeah I can stay." Luke said and I smiled at him. "My mom wont mind." Michael said and I smiled at him too. "I'd love to protect you but I have my little brothers soccer match to go to tomorrow morning." He said and I felt sad him and Calum couldn't stay? Why would I be sad he couldn't stay? I decided to shrug it of and I nodded. "IT'S OKAY I HAVE MIKEY AND LUKEY!" I cheered and pecked both of their cheeks. They smiled and I giggled. "But can we go upstairs? I'm extremely tired." I breathed out. They nodded and I told everyone goodnight before walking up the stairs with Michael in front of me and Luke behind me.

I slid on my Pokemon pyjama bottoms and a black tank top before getting into bed. I had a big air matrass at the end of my bed where Michael and Luke were laying and soon enough we all fel asleep.I woke up first and decided to make breakfast. "Guys, will you help me make breakfast?" I asked and they just groaned and got up, walking downsairs. We made pancakes and toast and bacon, that kind of stuff. "I'm going to wake up the rest." I said refering to Zayn, Niall, Louis, Harry and Liam. I walked upstairs and opened the door. "Guys, wake-up." I said. "Shut the fuck up slut." Someone groaned but I decided to ignore it. "We made food." I said and Niall jumped up and ran downstairs, followed by Louis, Liam and Zayn. "Harry, get up." I giggled. "Can't" He said. "Why not?" I asked confused. "Morning boner." He breathed out pointing at his crotch. I giggled and sat on his crotch. I leaned foreword to a heavy breathing Harry. I kissed his neck slowly, sucking on some parts of his skin, not long or hard enough to leave a hickey though. I then kissed his chest, then his stomach and lower. I planted one last kiss just above the elastic of his boxers and I saw Harry smirking. I played with the elastic of his boxers and then let go, jumping up. "Now get your horny ass downstairs, Styles." I chuckled and Harry groaned. "Don't fucking tease me." He said through gritted teeth. "Whatever." I giggled before walking out of the room, Harry following close behind me. I could feel him stare at my bum so I swayed my hips a little. Harry pushed me into a room and pushed me against the door. "Harry I don't want to." I said trying to push him off. "Harry get off of me." I said, he ignored me and started to kiss my neck. "Harry stop." I said. I was actually getting scared, he started to try to take of my shirt and I was about to cry. "Harry you're scaring me, get of." I said and this time I finally pushed him off. I emediatly ran downstairs and tears streamed down my face. "Autumn, what's wrong?" Michael asked me concerned. "Nothing." I said with a sniffle. "Do you wanna talk to Ashton about it?" Luke asked and I furrowed my eyebrows. "It seems like you trust him the most." Luke explained and I nodded. "So you want to talk to Ash?" Michael asked and I sniffled again before nodding. "Michael flashed me a weak smile and took out his phone. It took a while but then Michael spoke. "Hey Ash, it's me... yeah... Autumn is crying... I don't know... can you come over? She trusts you the most..... okay... thanks mate... yeah I'll see you in ten minutes.... yeah bye." He said before hanging up. "He'll be here in ten minutes... please don't cry." Michael said rubbing circles on my back. I saw Harry staring at me from the corner of my eye but I totally ignored it. I heard the frontdoor swing open and 5 seconds later Ashton ran into the livingroom and hugged me. "What's wrong?" He asked me rubbing my back, trying to relax me. "Come, let's talk about this in private." He whispered and I nodded, leading him to my room. "What happend?" He asked as we sat down on my bed "Harry really, really scared me.." I said softly. He started to rub my back "What did he do?" I took a deep breath. "Me and Harry had sex before but this morning I wanted to get him out of bed so I teased him a little and than he was like 'don't fucking tease me' and I was like 'whatever' and then I walked out and he pushed me into a room and I was like 'get of' and he didn't stop and he just kept kissing my neck and he tried to take off my shirt and he wouldn't get off and he really scared me and you probably think I'm a total slut and that it's my own fault... God, I'm so stupid." I said as I burried my face in my hands and cried softly. Ashtn pulled me into a hug. "You told him to stop, Autumn. I don't think you're a slut and you're not stupid." He said. "I know you probably think I'm over exaggerating or something...." I whispered. "Autumn you're not. But you have to answer this question: If you didn't push him off, would he have, you know, raped... you..?" I looked down. "I think so..." I whispered.Ashton stood up and walked towards the door, his face full of anger. "Ashton where are you going?" I asked crying as I ran after him. He walked into the livingroom and tapped Harry on the shoulder. "What is it mat-" He was cut of by Ashton's fist coliding with his face. Harry fell to the ground. "ASHTON!" I cried out. I was never really a fan of fighting, it reminds me of when my dad beat up me and my mom. Ashton kicked Harry in the stomach. 'Daddy stop kicking mommy!'he pounched face a againDaddy please!I felt tears stream down my face.Daddy I'm sorry please stop hitting me!I started hyperventilate. "ASHTON STOP!" I screamed, trying to catch my breath. I put my hands in my hair and hyperventilated. I felt a hand on my back and my hypervenntilating got worst. I closed my eyes really thightly as the tears streamed down my face. "No, daddy please don't hit me. I'm sorry!" I cried out as I burried my face in my hands. The hand started rubbing my back. "NO DADDY DON'T HIT ME AGAIN, PLEASE. I'LL LISTEN! I WON'T BE A BAD GIRL ANYMORE! PLEASE STOP HITTING ME AND MOMMY! I'LL NEVER DOIT AGAIN! I'M SORRY!" I screamed, hystarically. The hand stopped rubbing circles and left my back. The room went dead silent. "Autumn, what happened to you at home?" Ashton asked me, clearly crying. I looked down at the ground and sniffled a couple of times. "Autumn, is that why you're living with Harry?" Niall asked and I just nodded since the lump in my throat made it impossible for me to speak. I felt armsaround me, I don't know from who though. The boy started humming songs as he stroke my hair. I looked up and sniffeled. "Ssssh everything'll be okay." He whispered. "Thank you Liam." I whispered and Liam flashed me a smile. "D- does mymom know?" Harry asked. He sounded like he was crying. Was he crying? I looked at Harry and nodded. "Yeah." I spoke softly.

"Come on, let's get you in bed. It'll be good for you, you know, getting some rest." Luke said and I nodded. Harry walked up to me and picked me up bridal style. He walked up the stairs and into my bedroom. He layed me down on the bed,tucked me in and walked towards the door. "Harry?" I whispered and he turned around. "Yes, Autumn?" He asked. "Can you stay?" I asked him. He nodded and walked back over to the bed, he got in next to me and I cuddled up to him. "Autumn, I'm sorry..." He whispered. I didn't react, I just cuddled closer to him. And we layed there, for what seemed like forever until I finally drifted off to sleep. "Yeah I'll talk to you guys later." Harry whispered. I guess the guys were going home. "C'mon Ash you can't stay mad at me forever..." Harry whispered and I sat up. "Why are you mad at him anyways?" I heard Louis whisper. "Why don't you ask Autumn." I heard Ashton snap before walking out of the house. Harry and the boys laked for a while longer and I got a text.

From: Ashton<3

Hey babe! Wanted to ask you if you wanted to come watch my band rehears tomorrow. It'll be fun :) x

I smiled at the text and my fingers started to slide over the keys.

To: Ashton <3

I'd love to! Sounds like fun :) x

I emediatly got a text back.

From: Ashton <3

Great! Pick you up tomorrow at one? x

To: Ashton <3

Sounds great see u soon ash :*

I put my phone away an lay down.

Bye!" I heard Harry yell from outside, followed by the sound of a car speed up. The front door closed and there were footsteps on the stairs. Harry walked into my room and smiled at me. "Hi." I said stil a bit sleepy. "Hey." He said with a smirk. "My mom isn't coming home until later tonight. What do you wanna do until than?" He asked and I laughed and shook my head. "I know what you want, come here." I told him and he smiled, taking of his shirt and leaning over to kiss me.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and smiled into the kiss as he took of my shirt. He sat up and pulled out a condom with a smirk. I bit my lip. "Urgh come here" I breathed out, pulling him closer. He took of his pants and pretty much yanked of my pyjama shorts. I pulled down Harry's boxers. "I still can't get over how big you are." I mumbled to myself, not expacting Harry to hear me. "What?" He chuckled and slid on the condom. He pulled down my panties and emediatly entered. We both moaned loudly, sceaming and moaning eachothers names and everything. Once we were done we layed down next to eachother, breathing heavily. I got up and Harry stared at my naked body. "Are you coming or what?" I asked him and he furrowed his eyebrows confused. "For round two, in the shower." I said with a wink and he got up emediatly and followed me into the bathroom. I turned on the water and felt Harry's arms wrap around me from behind. "You can't get enough, can you." He sais and I chuckled beforeslippingin the shower and letting the warm water run my body.

Harry got into the shower and stared at me. "What are you staring at?" I said and he pulled me close against himself. He pushed me up against the wall. He picked me up and entered me. I moaned out and so did he. Harry thrusted in and out of me hard. Loud moans escaped both of our mouthes. "Fuck, Harry you're going slow." I moaned out. He emediatly stopped moving as he was still in me. He walked out of the bathroom and threw me on the bed. His green eyes dark and filled with lust. He slammed into me extremely hard and started moving fast. "IS THAT FUCKING BETTER!?" He moaned"FUCK HARRY!" I yelled/moaned at the top of my lungs. Harry started moving even faster and harder. "AUTUMN!" He yelled. "Au-Autumn I-I'm not wearing a condom." He moaned. I was heat up in the moment. Harry was about to pull out of me but I pulled him even closer. "Don't fucking stop." I moaned out and Harru did as told, slamming into me harder."Fuck H-Harry d-did you h-hear that." I moaned. "AUTUMN I'M GOING TO CUM!" He yelled, ignoring me and about to pull out of me again. "AUTUMN I'M NOT WEARING A CONDOM." He moaned. "I-I don't c-care Harry d-don't stop!" I moaned and Harry did as told. As soon as we both came Harry and I moaned loudly and Harry's 'liquid' filled me. He pulled out and layed down next to me.

"Harry what the fuck are you doing?" a lady's voice said from downstairs. "Harry what the fuck are you doing?" I heard a woman's -well girls- voice yell from downstairs me and Harry's faces went pale and we looked at eachother. "HARRY!?" She yelled and Harry and I quickly got dressed. "Harry, who is that?" I whispered and Harry sighed. "My sister Gemma, but she wasn't supposed to be back until last week." He said confused. I nodded and we walked downstairs. I wasn't able to look at Gemma. "Harry this is my boyfriend John... Who is this and what were you two doing?" She asked and my cheeks started to heat up.

"This is Autumn, she lives here... We were playing a game and I lost so I screamed." He said. Gemma raised her eyebrows but then nodded. "Nice to meet you Autumn." She said with a sweet smile on her face. I smiled back at her and nodded. "Well it's late and I'm really tired... It was nice to meet you but I'm off to bed." I said and Gemma nodded and smiled at me. "Wanna hang out tomorrow?" Harry asked and I shook my head no. "Sorry, I already prommised Ashton, Calum, Luke and Michael I'd watch them reherse." I said and Harry nodded. "Goodnight." I said with a smile and a little wave. Gemma and John smiled at me and waved back. "Goodnight." Harry said and I smiled again before walking upstairs.I sighed and put on my pokemon pyjama's. I climbed into my bed and snuggled into the blanket, slowly drifting off to sleep.

*RINGRINGRING*

My phone ringing woke me. I groaned and looked at the clock on my nightstand, ten past telve!? I never sleep in this late! I'm going to be late. I sighed and picked up my phone.

"Hi?" I said.

"Hey Autumn!"

"Oh hi Michael!"

"Your watching us rehearse later right?"

"Yup."

"Want me to pick you up?"

"Sure Luke. Thanks!"

"No problem babe. I'll pick you up at one."

"Okay, bye."

"Bye."

I quickly got into the shower and washed my body and hair. I practically jumped out of the shower and practically jumped out, blowdrying it and letting it do whatever it wanted too. I put on some clothes and looked at myself in the mirror.

My outfit was okay. "Make-up." I mumbled to myself. I walked back into the bathroom and applied a little foundation, bronzer, blush, mascara and eyeliner. I heard the doorbell ring and quickly put on my shoes. "AUTUMN A GUY NAMED MICHAEL IS HERE FOR YOU!" Gemma yelled. "COMING!" I yelled back. I ran downstairs and slid a white beanie over my head. "Ready?" Luke asked and I nodded. "Bye Gemma." I said with a smile taking Michael's hand.

We hopped into Michael's car and the music started playing. I knew this song! I love this song! I couldn't help but sing along. "Stay for tonight, if you want to I can show you what my dreams are made of as I'm dreaming of your face..." I started and closed my eyes, singing along to the rest of the songs. Once I was done I saw Michael was smiling at me. "What?" I giggled. "You're a really good singer." He said and I blushed. "Thanks." I giggled and he focussed back on the road.

"GUYS WE'RE HERE!" Michael yelled and all the boys smiled. "Ready?" Calum asked and everyone nodded. I smiled as the song began. "This song is called out of my limit by the way." Calum said winking and I blushed. "Back in high school we used to take it slow." He started. The song was amazing and all their voices were perfect together.Guys that was amazing!" I cheered as I jumped up and down. The boys all chuckled. "There's this thing, it's sort of a concert with new bands, would you like to come with us?

It's about an hour away." Ashton said with that adorable smile of his. "OMG! YES!" I squealed and they chuckled. "You're so adorable." Luke said tapping my nose. I giggled and looked to my left to find Ashton staring at me. "Autumn, can I talk to you really quickly? In private?" Ashton asked and I smiled and nodded. "Sure Ash." I said walking outside with Ashton following me. "So what did you wanna ta-" I was cut of my Ashton's lips on mine. My eyes widened and I didn't know what to do. Should I stop him? But his lips felt so good on mine... so I kissed him back. I wrapped my arms around his neck. Kissing him felt so... right. He pulled back after a while and smirked. He turned around and walked back inside.

Leaving me there speachless.

My phone rang, practically unfreezing me. I picked up the phone. "Hello?" I asked. "Hey Autumn! It's Louis!" I heard Louis cheer from the other line. "Hey Lou, what's up?" I asked as I let myself fall on the couch. "Wanna hang out? All the boys are doing shit and I'm bored." He whined and I giggled. "So I'm your plan B?" I asked with a fake sniffle. "NO! Offcourse not!" He dramatically yelled. "Wait a sec." I told Louis. "BOYS!" I yelled. Calum, Luke, Ashton and Michael walked in. "Is it okay if I hang out with Lou? He's a loner and he's bored." I giggled. "HEY!" Louis said and I giggled. "Yeah sure." Michael said. I smiled and kissed his cheek. The other boys also said okay so I pecked their cheeks too and walked towards Louis' house since it was only a couple of houses away.

I knocked on Louis' door and before I knew it I was teckled to the floor with Louis on top of me. "LOUIS, YOU GAVE ME A HEARTATTACK!" I yelled and he chuckled and helped me up. "Sorry. Come in." He said with a smile and I smiled back, walking into Louis' big house. "Where's everyone?" I asked Louis, refering to his family. "My parents are in Italy for a week and my sisters are out shopping." He said and I nodded. "How many sisters do you have?" I asked with a smile. "Living here? Four: The oldest is Lottie, she's 14. Than there's Felicity or Fizzy whatever you prefer and she's 12. And than there are the twins: Daisy and Phoebe and they're both 8." He said and I nodded. "So what do you wanna do?" I asked Louis and he smirked. "WE'RE WATCHING SAW!" He yelled, quickly putting in the dvd and pinning me to the couch. "LOUIS NO OH MY GOD, STOP!" I yelled. I hate scary movies and Louis knows that. He just chuckled and pulled me onto his lap, tightening his grip on me, making it impossible to get out. We watched the movie with closed curtains and lights off because Louis wants me to ever sleep again or something, I don't even know. "You staying over tonight?" He asked, knowing I was scared. I nodded. An extremely scary part came on and the door to the livingroom -where we were sitting- swung open. I screamed and Louis bursted into laughter.

I covered my mouth with my hand, my eyes were still wide from the mini heart attack I just had. "I'm sorry..." I said to the girls who got a heartattack from my screaming as I gave them an appolagetic smile. They giggled. "It's okay." A girl, who I gues is the oldest said. "I'm Lottie." The girl said and I smiled at her. "I'm Au- Louis shut up- I'm Autumn." I said as I gave the still laughing Louis a playfull pounch. He stopped laughing. "Is that how you want to play this?" He asked extremely serious and before I knew it he hit me with a freaking pillow. I gasped and hit him with the nearest pillow I could find. He fell to the floor and I sat on him, tickling his sides. "TELL ME I'M BETTER THAN YOU!" I yelled. Louis was laughing unconrtolably. "Y-YOUHAHAHA AR-RE B-EHEHEHETEHEHEHERRR T-THAN M-ME" He screamed and I smirked. I got off of him and walked back towards the girls who had a satisfied smile on their faces. "You guys are like the same person! You two are like the cutest couple!" A girl said. "I'm Fizzy and this are the twins Phoebe and Daisy." I nodded. "WE'RE NOT DATING!" Louis yelled. The girls furrowed their eyebrows. "I mean ew." He chuckled and I felt somewhat hurt he called me 'ew' I looked down at the ground. "Maybe I shouldn't stay over..." I said softly as I walked towards the door. "Autumn, what's wrong?" Louis asked me. "Louis go upstairs with the rest of the girls, please." Lottie said and Louis nodded. "Come." She said walking towards the door. She opened it and we sat down on the stairs at the front porch. "What's wrong?" Lottie asked me and I shrugged. "It's not like I want to date Louis, trust me. I love being his friend but it just hurts that when someone asks if we're dating he responds with 'ew' you know..? Never mind, I'm probably overexaggarating or something.." I said and Lottie looked at me. "No, I get it. That was a bit rude but he didn't mean it like that, Louis just makes extremely stupid comments sometimes. Wait here for a sec, okay?" She asked and I nodded, looking at the car road in front of the house. Lottie left the door open and about 15 minutes later Louis sat down next to me."I'm sorry... sometimes I say really stupid things..." He said and I shrugged. "I get it if you think I'm 'ew' I guess." I said and he looked at me. "I really didn't mean it like that. It's just Harry is my best mate and I see the way he looks at you... I think you're extremely beautiful and sweet and you're the perfect girl. You're what every guy looks for, you know." He said and I looked at him. His blue eyes conected with mine. We didn't say anything for a while, we just stared into eachothers eyes. He gave me a weak smile and I felt my cheeks heat up. His face turned serious and his face slowly came closer to mine. I also leaned in to him a little, showing him it was okay. He gave me one last smile before pressing his soft lips against mine. BHe cupped my cheeks and I emediatly kissed back, ourlips moving in sync. And I know this might sound really cheesy... But I got butterflies. "I KNEW IT!" Lottie's voice was suddenly heard from behind us. I gave her a confused look while blushing. "I saw the way Louis looked at you and the way you looked at him." She answerd jumping up and down. "FINALLY! Louis finally has a girlfriend and she's not a slutty bitch. MARK THIS DAY IN YOUR CALENDERS!" I giggled and looked at Louis who was blushing. "Are you?" Louis said still blushing. "You tell me." I giggled. "I really want you to be but we can't tell Harry or the other boys... they'll beat me up." Louis said biting his lip in frustration.

I pecked his lips. "Calm down, Lou. I don't care if they know about us or not. I'm just happy I'm with you." I said and he blushed and leaned in. "Cough, cough." Lottie said and I giggled. "You two are too adorable, go away." She giggled before walking inside giggling and shaking her head. "Aaaaannnnd she's gone." Louis said before kissing me passionatly. I giggled into the kiss and kissed him back, just as pasionate.

LOUIS POV

Autumn's lips felt amazing on mine. I'm so happy she's mine... I just hate the fact I can't brag about her too the boys. I know she and Harry have had sex before and I'm scared he'll try to have sex with her again but I trust Autumn. Plus she really doesn't look like the kind of girl to cheat. I deepened the kiss and Autumn smiled into the kiss. I have to remind her Harry is nothing compared to me. I really like her and I don't want her to have sex with Harry when she has me. So I picked her up, she wrapped her legs around my waist and I carried her into the livingroom, locking the door from the hall to the livingroom and the I threw her on one of the couches and smirked before taking of my shirt. I took of her Sleeping With Sirens band T and my eyes widened. "So you're a boobs guy?" She giggled and I smirked. "Yup. But I'm also an ass girl and you have both, so I'm lucky." I said beore taking of her high waisted leather pants. She giggled and her hands foud their way to my belt. I slid of my boxers and her eyes widened at my 'length' I chuckled and slid on the condom. I took off her thong and kissed her all over, from the top of her head to her inner thigh. My lips went a little higher and I started to lick and suck on her vg she gasped and threw her head back, moaning softly in pleasure. I sucked a little harder and she gasped again, clenching her fists. "Fuck, Louis." She cursed, causing a smirk to form on my lips.I felt she was about to cum and pulled away. She groaned and I smirked, licking my lips. I hovered over her and looked into her eyes. They looked so innocent and adorable. I smirked and slammed into her. She took a pillow and covered her mouth so the moans wouldn't be heard by the girls upstairs. "Oh, fuck, Autumn." I moaned out and she kept moaning my name. I smirked, knowing I was the one making her feel this way. I rolled my hips. "L-L- Louis." She moaned softly. I quickened my phase and she arched her back and before I knew it we both came.

"Fuck, Louis." She said as she turned her head towards me. I smirked and pecked her lips. "You were great." I breathed out and she smirked. "You weren't to bad yourself." She said with a smirk.

AUTOMNS POV

"You're staying over tonight, right?" Louis asked as he buckled his belt. I nodded. "Yeah, if that's okay." I said and he chuckled. "Offcourse it is, babe." He said and pecked my lips. I smiled and stretched my back. "I'll be back in like half an hour I have to go home and grab my stuff." I told him and he nodded. "I'll be right back." I said with a smile before walking towards the front door.

**

"HEY!" I yelled as I closed the door behind me. "ANYBODY HOME?" I asked and no one answered. "ANNE? GEMMA? HARRY?" I yelled and once again no one answered. I sighed and walked up to my room. I took a random bag and threw everything I needed in there: underwear, clothes, a hair brush, a toothbrush and toothpast, shoes, accessories and my make-up. I threw everything in my bag and walked towards my nightstand, taking my Iphone charger. I swung the bag over my shoulder and took my phone from my desk before walking downstairs. I walked into the livingroom to make sure no one was home. There was no one. I walked into the kitchen and took a glass of water. I took my skateboard and texted Harry, Gemma and Anne saying I was staying at a friends. I put my skateboard down on the pavement and drove towards Louis' house.

I knocked on the door to be greeted by a smiling Louis. "Hey babe." He said pecking my lips. I smiled and followed Louis to his bedroom. He took out his laptop and went to netflix. We fell asleep while watching bambi.

***

I stirred a little as I was still sleepy. I rubbed my eyes and looked over at Louis who was already staring at me. I smiled at him and he smiled back. "Goodmorning." I said as I stretched my back. "Goodmorning, beautiful." Louis said causing me to blush. "I'm going to take a shower, I'll be right back." He sid pecking my forehead before walkinginto his bathroom.

I decided to check my phone and saw I had a couple of texts and replied to them before going onto twitter. Nothing really interesting there.... WAIT! I saw one tweet that cought my eye.

@JustinBieber : Just arrived in London! Hope to meet some of y'all.

I squealed. I LOVE Justin Bieber. I'm sooo going to find out where he is. Louis got out of the shower and I smiled. "I'm going to take a shower now." I giggled before walking into the bathroom, turning on the hot water and let it relax me. Once I had washed my hair and body I got out of the shower and got dressed. I walked out of the bathroom and took my make-up bag from my bag before walking back into the bathroom, leaving the door open this time. I did my make-up and Louis watched me.

"Do you really have to wear that?" He whined and I chuckled. "Unless you want me to be ugly... not that I'm not ugly with it." I mumbled the last part to myself. "You're gorgeous with and without it." He smiled and I smiled back. "But I have to be perfect today." I whined and put on some foundation. "Why?" Louis chuckled and I looked at him. "JustinBieberIsInLondonAndIhaveTpMeetHimBecauseIloveHim." I breathed out and Louis chuckled. "Calm down, what's up with Justin Bieber?" He chuckled. "He's in London and I have to meet him." I whined as I applied my bronzer. "I'll call him, calm down." Louis said and my eyes widened. "You're kidding right? Louis this isn't funny." I said and he chuckled. "My dad has worked with him, he's a PR agent." He said and my eyes widened and I squealed him and jumped up and down. He chuckled and called Justin and I continued to do my makeup. I brushed my curly hair and looked at myself in the mirror to check my outfit.

My loose croptop looked good with my high waisted shorst. My curly hair fell over my shoulders naturally and I had put on my believe necklace. I slid on my red Supra sneakers and quickly put on some pink lipgloss when the doorbell rang. My make-up looked good and I actually didn't hate my face at the moment. "AUTUMN, YOU COMING!?" Lou yelled and I took a deep breath before walking downstairs.

I litteraly froze. Louis wasn't kidding, Justin Drew Bieber was in his livingroom. I started to cry happy tears and when I finally unfroze I jumped up and down. "Autumn, calm down." Louis chuckled and I blushed. "Hi I'm Justin." Justin told me and I think I was going to cry. "I-I'm Autumn and I-I'm in l-love with you." I emediatly covered my mouth and my eyes widened. "Aren't I a luckly guy." Justin said winking at me and I felt like crying. O wait I actually was crying. "Hey don't cry, beautiful." Justin said hugging me. "I love you so much." I said through happy tairs. "I love you too." Justin said smiling. "So Lou, ready to go to the themepark?" Justin asked facing Louis. "Are you Autumn?" Louis asked and I nodded squealing.

We got into Justin's car, Louis was driving and me and Justin sat in the backseat. "OH MY GOD TURN THE MUSIC UP!" I yelled as 'Made in the USA' by Demi Lovato came on. Louis chuckled and I sang along. "Made in the USAAAAA" I sang and I saw Justin stare at me from the corner of my eye. I turned my head to him. "What?" I giggled. "You are an amazing singer." He said and I blushed. "No I'm not." I said furrowing my eyebrows. "YES YOU ARE!" Louis yelled causing everyone to laugh.

"Have fun with your idol." Louis said pecking my lips and I looked at him confused. "This was your suprise. I'll pick you guys up tonight" He said and I nodded, stil confused. Justin got out of the car and camera's emediatly started to flash. He took my hand and helped me out of the car. "Thanks." I said smiling as he looked into my eyes. Me and Justin walked towards the entrence, bought tickets and entered the themepark. "What do you want to do first, princess?" I felt like I was going to fainth. "Did you just call me princess?" I asked with a smile on my face. He smiled and swung his arms around me, pulling me a little closer. "I sure did, princess." I giggled and we walked towards a big rollercoaster. Screaming girls asked Justin for a picture and an autograph. Most of them shot me dirty looks. "Leave Justin alone, you slut." One girl whispered in my ear and tears formed in my eyes. Justin looked at me concerned. "You okay, princess?" He asked and I nodded yes. "Now the truth." He said and I shook my head no. He pulled me into a hug.

"Some girls are just really... protective? I guess." He said as he stroke my hair. "They just don't want me to get hurt..." I sighed and looked at Justin. "But I never did anything to them or you." I said and he smiled and put his pointer finger under my chin. I looked up at him and flashed him a weak smile. "Don't be sad, princess." He said and I giggled. I just really love it when he calls me princess. He smiled at me and it was ow our turn to go onto the rollercoaster. He rested his hand on mine and I immediately calmed down .

We've been in thethemepark since 1o am, it was now ten pm and the themepark closes in an hour. A couple of girls ran up to Justin and asked for pictures and autographs. Justin gave me an apolagetic look and I shrugged, llooking around. I stood there with my one leg crossed over the other as I looked at a couple of kids running around. They were adorable. I sighed since I'ce been waiting for about an hour soon my phone buzzed and I looked at it.

@justinbieber : Sorry for making you wait princessssss @_AutumnCooper

He had attached a picture. It was one of me. I was running a hand through my hair and my eyes squinted together because of the bright sunlight. My hair looked really pretty if I say so myself. I was giggling. Probably whe that one girl fell and said 'ouch my bum' I giggled again at the memory. Soon my mentions went crazy. Some were nice, calling me pretty and stuff and others just hate, calling me a slut and a whore. I felt sad but I didn't want Justin to see that. I decided to reply to him. @_AutumnCooper :@justinbieberI think I deserve a hug :'(

@justinbieber: anyhting for you princess @_AutumCooper

I smiled and he walked over, picking me up in a hug and spinning me around. He put an arm around me and we walked towards the exit. Once we exited the park flashing lights blinded me.

"Justin are you dating her?"

"Justin where did you meet her?"

"Justin how long have you been dating?"

Justin ignored the questions and I looked up at him. He looked down at me and smiled, causing me to smile. We got into Lou's car and I pecked Louis on the lips before buckling my seatbelt. Justin and Louis were in a conversation when 'as long as you love me' came on. I squealed and started singing along. "As long as you love me, we could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke." I sang and Justin chuckled before singing along. Soon Louis sang along to and we were jaming yo as long as you love me. The song stopped and everyone started to laugh. I had fun today, Justin." I said with a smile as I took my bag Louis brought from his house out of the trunk. I quickly checked if he didn't forget anything. "Me too! Would you like to come over to the studio tommorow? You'll meet Scooter." He said and I squealed and jumped up and down. "That'd be awsome!" I said. Justin and Louis chuckled. "I'll pick you up tommorow at twelve?" He asked and I nodded. "Okay I'll see you than." He said giving me a hug. I smiled and pecked his cheek before hugging Louis. I pecked his lips quickly, not wanting Harry to see it from inside. "I'll text you, babe." Louis said and I nodded. "Princess?" Justin asked and I nodded. "I don't have your number." He said and I giggled. "Right." I said before giving him my number. "I'll see you tommorow. Lou I'll see you as soon as possible." I said winking and walking into my house.

Someone emediatly grabbed my arm and pulled me up the stairs, into a bedroom. He started to kiss my lips hungrily. "Harry, fuck off." I said pushing him away. "Babe I haven't seen you since yesterday and I really want to fuck you right now." He said and I sighed. "I'm not in the mood, Harry." I said before walking out of the bedroom and into my own. I locked the door and changed into my pyjamas before laying down and slowly falling asleep. The soft morning light beamed in my face. I sretched my back and looked at my clock. It's now a quarter to one. I sighed and got into the shower. I sang along to the songs while washing my hair and body. I quickly shaved my legs and turned of the shower. I dried my wet body of and slid on an outfit.

I looked in the mirror and sighed before putting on a little make-up. I was about to put on mascara when the doorbell rang, I glanced at the clock and saw it was twelve o'clock. "Fuck' I said to myself."I'll get it!" Harry yelled before I heard the door open. "Wait, you're Justin Bieber." I heard Harry say and I giggled. "Yeah, I'm here for Autumn." Justin said. "She's in her room." Harry said confused before I heard multiple footsteps and my door opened. "Autumn, you in here?" I heard Justin say and I stuck my head out the bathroom. "I'm here!" I said and Justin smiled and gave me a hug. I smiled and continued to aplymy mascara.

I finished of my make-up with a soft pink lipgloss and put on my black boiler hat. "Ready?" Justin asked sticking his arm out. I nodded and we linked arms. "HAZZA I'LL BE AT THE STUDIO, IF YOU NEED ME,CALL ME!" I yelled and I heard a faint 'okay' before me and Justin got into his car.

***

"Hey guys." Justin said and I squealed since I knew all of them. "Autumn this are Chaz, Ryan and Fredo." I smiled and waved at them. They smiled back and said 'hey' I sat down next to Ryan and Justin got into the booth. "What am I singing first?" He asked Alfredo. "Scooter said... Heartbreaker." I squealed and everyone turned to face me. I felt my cheeks heat up. "Sorry." I said and Justin chuckled. "It's okay princess." He told me and I smiled at him.

Once Justin finished the song everyone clapped and Justin smiled at me. "You were amazing Justin!" I cheered and Justin chuckled. "Thanks, princess." He said and I blushed. Me and Ryan started chatting until I suddenly heard my name. "Autumn is also a great singer." Justin said and I turned my head and shot him a look. "Leave it alone, Justin." I said and he chuckled and threw his hands up. "But seriously, please sing me a song." He said pouting and I bit my lip. "I don't know..." I said and justin litteraly threw me over his shoulder and put me in the booth. "JUSTIN PUT ME DOWN I AM WEARING A SKIRT, FUCK JUSTIN LET GO OF ME!" I yelled and he chuckled before putting me down and walking out of the booth, leaving me in there. "Sing." Justin said and I pouted. "C'mon princess." He said and I sighed. "Fine." I mumbled. "I'll put on your favourite song." Justin said and the music too Made in the USA came on. I smiled, knowing he remembered.

"Our love runs deep like a Chevy. If you fall I'll fall with you baby. Cuz that's the way we like to do it, that's the way we like." I started, not losing eye contact with Justin who was smiling from ear to ear.

"You run around, open doors like a gentleman and tell me girl everyday you're my everything. Cuz that's the way you like to do it, that's the way you like. Just a little west coast and a bit of sunshine hair blowing in the wind, losing track of time. Just you and I, just you and I." I sang, preparing for the next part and closed my eyes. I took a deep breath and continued.

"No matter how far we go, I want the whole world to know. I want you bad. I won't have it any other way. No matter what people say, I know that we'll never break cuz our love was made.." I sang, my eyes were still closed and I started to smile. I took another deep breath.

"Made in the USA, made in the USA yeah. You're always reading my mind like a letter. When I'm cold you're there like a sweater cuz that's the way we like to do it, that's the way we like. I'll never ever let the world get the best of you. Every night we're apart I'm still next to you cuz that's the way I like to do it, that's the way I like. We touch down on the east coast dinner on the sky rise, winter is the best time for walking in the city lights. You and I, you and I.

No matter how far we go, I want the whole world to know: I want you bad, and I won't have it any other way. No matter what the people say, I know that we'll never break cuz our love was made. Made in the USA. Cuz baby I'll bite the bullet, take the blows for love. WOAH. Our love, was made in the USA. Made in the USA... Made in the USA.

No matter how far we go, I want the whole world to know, I want you bad. And I won't have it any other way. No matter what the people say, I know that we'll never break cus our love was made, made in the USA, made in the USA.

Made in the US, made in the US, made in the USA."

I finished the song and opened my eyes again. The boys were clapping and even Scooter was here now, how long has he been here? I smiled at them and they all smiled back. I walked out of the booth and Justin hugged me. "You were amazing, princess." He said and I giggled. "Thanks." I said blushing a little. "You really were." Scooter said and I felt my cheeks heat up even more.

I was having a conversation with everyone when my phone started ringing.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey, sexy." I rolled my eyes.

"What do you want, Harry?"

"Babe, I'm horny, come ride me." He said and I knew he was smirking right now. I walked away from the boys a little.

"Harry I'm not in the mood right now." I told him. I was lying. I actually really wanted too but I can't do that to Louis.

"Babe, you're always in the mood. Remeber that morning in the kitched when you wer-"

"Harry leave that out of it." I sighed and he chuckled.

"But seriously, what's wrong? Are you fucking someone else? Are you fucking Justin Bieber?"

"Did you just ask me if I'm fucking Justin Bieber? You have issues Harry." I said and Justin shot his head towards me. He took the phone from my hand.

"Yeah man, we're fucking now go away." He said and hung up the phone. "You're welcome." He said and tears started to form in my eyes. "Princess, what's wrong? Don't cry, please. I can't take it if you cry."

"He'll tell Louis and the other boys and they'll go back to hating me and Louis will break up with me and my life will be even more of a hell than it already is." I said with a couple of tears streaming down my face.

"Princess, I-I'm sorry." Justin stuttered and I whiped away my tears and ran out of the studio. I ran and ran until I came to the park. My phone started ringing and I sniffled. 'Louis<33333' the ID read.

"Hey Lou."

"How could you?" Louis said, clearly crying.

"What are you t-talking about."

"WHY DID YOU HAVE SEX WITH JUSTIN!?" He yelled and I cried a little harder.

"I didn't." I cried out.

"Harry told me. You don't have to lie," Louis said, still crying.

"Lou, please believe me. Justin said that so Harry wouldn't call me." I cried and I heard Louis let out a sobbing chuckle.

"We're over Autumn, you're such a whore. Never speak to me again." He said and hung up. I cried harder and harder, not caring who saw or heard me.

"Autumn, are you okay?" A way to fermiliar voice asked me and I sniffled a little and looked up. "No." I sobbed, running a hand through my hair in frustration.

"Babe come here. What's wrong?" He asked me sweetly and I sniffled. "I don't want to talk about it..." I said and he nodded. "I just really need you right now, Cal..." I told him and Calum smiled sweetly. "You know I'm always here for you." He said and pulled me into a hug. "Thank you." I said. The tears still hadn't stopped streaming down my face and Calum looked at me. "I'll bring you to your house." He said and I shook my head no. "Cal... please... I don't want to see Harry again..." I sniffled and Calum flashed me a weak smile. "Harry's rehersing with his band. C'mon." He said helping me up. He picked me up bridal style and brought me to my house, which wasn't very far away.

"Go get some rest okay. Call me if you need anything." He said and I nodded. "Thank you Calum." I said and he smiled and pecked my cheek. "Just get some sleep, babe. Call me as soon as you wake up," He told me and I nodded before walking into the house where Anne was crying on the couch. "Anne what's wrong!?" I asked as I ran over to her. "Autumn, it's your mum." She sniffled and I turned pale. "Your mom... she tried to kill herself... She- She's in the hospital.. They don't know if she'll make it." She cried out and I froze. It was like in those movies when something bad happens and time freezes. That's what happened.

I finally unfroze and fell to the floor. I screamed and cried. "She wouldn't leave me!" I yelled and Anne looked at me with tears in her eyes. "I HAVE TO SEE HER ANNE!" I cried out and Anne nodded as tears streamed down her face. "Do you want me to come with you?" She asked and I shook my head no. I knew exactly what I needed

"Babe come here. What's wrong?" He asked me sweetly and I sniffled. "I don't want to talk about it..." I said and he nodded. "I just really need you right now, Cal..." I told him and Calum smiled sweetly. "You know I'm always here for you." He said and pulled me into a hug. "Thank you." I said. The tears still hadn't stopped streaming down my face and Calum looked at me. "I'll bring you to your house." He said and I shook my head no. "Cal... please... I don't want to see Harry again..." I sniffled and Calum flashed me a weak smile. "Harry's rehersing with his band. C'mon." He said helping me up. He picked me up bridal style and brought me to my house, which wasn't very far away.

"Go get some rest okay. Call me if you need anything." He said and I nodded. "Thank you Calum." I said and he smiled and pecked my cheek. "Just get some sleep, babe. Call me as soon as you wake up," He told me and I nodded before walking into the house where Anne was crying on the couch. "Anne what's wrong!?" I asked as I ran over to her. "Autumn, it's your mum." She sniffled and I turned pale. "Your mom... she tried to kill herself... She- She's in the hospital.. They don't know if she'll make it." She cried out and I froze. It was like in those movies when something bad happens and time freezes. That's what happened.

I finally unfroze and fell to the floor. I screamed and cried. "She wouldn't leave me!" I yelled and Anne looked at me with tears in her eyes. "I HAVE TO SEE HER ANNE!" I cried out and Anne nodded as tears streamed down her face. "Do you want me to come with you?" She asked and I shook my head no. I knew exactly what I needed.

*BeepBeepBeep*

"Hello, this is Lou! I can't come to the phone right now sorry!" I sniffled and slid my back down the wall until I reached the floor.

"Louis.... I know we're fighting but I-" The lump in my throat made it almost impossible for me to speak. "I just r-really n-need you right n-now Louis..." I said through sobs. "Please call me." I cried before hanging up. I didn't get a call back. I got a text.

From: Louis <3333

Leave me alone slut.

I sobbed louder and called the person I knew would be there for me. I didn't know why I didn't cal him first. I sniffled and he picked up. "Hey, Autumn! What's up?" He asked happily. "C-Calum I n-need you." I cried out and he stayed quiet. "I'll be over in five." He said before hanging up the phone.

The doorbell rang and I ran to the door, opening it. Calum emediatly pulled me into a hug, kissing the top of my head. "What's wrong?" He asked and I sniffled. "Please take me to the hospital..." I whispered and he looked at me concerned before nodding and we drove off to the hospital.

"I'm here to see Marie Cooper... I'm her daughter." I said softly and the lady nodded before looking my mom up in the computer. She gave me a symphathatic look before telling me her room number. I thanked her and walked up to Calum who was sitting in a chair. He followed me. "Please wait here.." I said outside of my moms room. He nodded and I walked in.

"Mommy?" I asked sniffling. Calum didn't know we were visiting my mom, nor the reason she was in here. "COME ON MOM!" I cried out. "YOU CAN'T JUST LEAVE ME HERE! I NEED YOU MOM!" I cried out. I took her hand. "I can't take it if you leave me too..." I whispered. "Everybody leaves... they always do." I cried softly. "YOU PROMMISED YOU WOULDN'T LEAVE ME! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME MOM YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!" I cried out and Calum walked in. "You're supposed to be my rock, mom." I cried and Calum turned me around and hugged me tight. "I need her, Calum." I said inbetween sobbes as I cried into his chest. "She'll make it Autumn." He said into my hair and I sniffled. "I can't take seeing her like this." I sobbed and he kissed the top of my head again. That's when her heartbeat went flat. "NO!" I screamed as the doctors tried to get me out of the room. "MOM I NEED YOU!" I cried. "LET GO OF ME!" I yelled at the doctors. "MOMMY I NEED YOU!" I yelled and just like that.

I broke.

I was crying hystarically, screaming and sobbing. Calum rubbed my back. We've been here for two hours while the doctors were trying to save her. "Are you related to Marie Cooper?" The nurse asked. "I'm her daughter..." I sobbed and Calum rubbed circles on my back. "And you?" She asked Calum. "I'm not... I'm just her daughters friend." He said and I flashed a weak smile. "I'm sorry to say this..." The nurse started and tears streamed down my face. "No..." I whispered. "I'm sorry for your loss." She said and I stood up. "NO YOU'RE NOT! YOU COULDN'T CARE LESS ABOUT MY MOM!" I cried and her eyes widened at my outburst. "Ma'am calm do-" I interrupted her. "I WILL NOT CALM DOWN! DID YOU EVEN TRY TO SAVE MY MUM, HUH? DID YOU! NO YOU DIDN'T BESAUSE IF YOU DID SHE WOULD STILL BE ALIVE!" I screamed with tears flowing down my face. I ran out of the hospital. "AUTUMN!" I heard Calum yell before footsteps followed me.

"AUTUMN, STOP!" Calum yelled. I turned around. "Calm down." He whispered, getting some hair out of my face. "I can't just calm down Calum!" I cried out and he cupped my cheeks, forcing me to look at him. "Autumn, calm down." He said and I sniffled. He pulled me into a hug and I sighed. "I'm just done with everyone leaving me, Cal..." I sobbed. "I'll never leave you, Autumn." He whispered and I pushed him off of me gently. "That's what they all say." I whispered before walking off, leaving him there stunned. I didn't look back. I just walked away, the tears were streaming down my face as I cried silently with my head down. I finally reached the house and entered.

"Hey Autumn!" Gemma cheered and I looked up from the ground. "Oh my god, Autumn, what's wrong?" She asked with a concerned look on her face. "I-I-" I was cut of by my own tears and ran upstairs, locking myself in my room. I let myself fall on my bed and sobbed into my pillow while eventually crying myself to sleep.

I woke up with a huge headache, since I have been crying myself to sleep the last three weeks. I walked into the bathroom. I looked like shit: my mascara was running, my hair looked as if a bird made it's nest in it, I looked exausted and I felt like shit. "Why does everybody leave?" I whispered to myself and a tear rolled down my cheek. I didn't like this because I felt weaker than usual. You could actually see I was weak right now. I always hid it because I didn't want to anyone to know how broken and dead I was on the inside. I took a make-up whipe and whiped of al of my smudged make-up. I got into the shower and did my usual shower routine. I got out, dried my body and put on an outfit. I wanted change so I decided I'd dress up like a 'badass' and than go to the mall and change myself. I just felt like I had to let it out in a way and since I already hated myself I thought why not change the way I look? I did my make-up and slid on my combat boots. I took a random bag from my closet, took my phone from the bedside table and unlocked my door before walking downstairs Hey Anne." said leaning against the doorframe. "Hey sweety, how are you feeling?" I shrugged. "Can I borrow your car? I want to go to the mall." I said and she nodded and handed me the keys. "Do you want me to call Harry so you wont be alone?" She asked and I shook my head. "It's okay." I said and she flashed me a weak smile. I turned around and walked towards the car.I had been into a lot of stores. I bought a lot of clothes, underwear, hairproducts, accessories, make-up and shoes. I was getting pretty tired and suddenly girls started screaming and running. I turned my head to the direction they were running at. "JUSTIN BIEBER!" One girl screamed and my body froze. I quickly walked into the quiet starbucks and ordered a coffee. I sat down on a table, just playing with my phone and listening to my music. "Princess?" I heard someone say over the screaming girls. I looked up and turned pale. "Princess please talk to me." He begged walking over with the girls following him, giving me dirty looks. "Justin... please leave me alone..." I said softly before walking away. He held my wrist and turned me around, causing me to come a little closer than I wanted too. "Justin... I-" I was cut of my Justin's soft lips on mine and the sound of girls crying. I pushed Justin off with tears in my eyes. "Please don't make this any harder than it already is." I sniffled and he looked at me, cupping my cheeks. "Princess don't cry." He said and I finally looked up again. He was crying. Why was he crying? Princess please don't cry he said with a sniffle and I looked away. "Please don't be mad at me. I can't handle it if you're mad at me." He said through sobs. "Please forgive me." He whispered and another tear ran down my cheeks. Justin was crying and sobbing, looking at me with hope. "I don't know if I can Justin..." I whispered, looking at the ground. "Princess, plea-" I cut him of. "Justin... please don't say anything..." I whispered, finally getting out of his grip and walking away. I turned around one last time to find Justin crying and burrying his face in his hands as he sat down at a chair in starbucks. Maybe he does care...Snap out of it Autumn. He doesn't give a fuck about you. No one does.I thought to myself causing a tear to roll down my cheek so I walked until I came to my car. I got in and sniffled, driving home.

I got all of my bags and walked inside. I put the keys to the car on the dresser and walked up the stairs. Harry's shoulder bumped into mine. "Get out of the way, slut." He spat and I ran to my room crying. I locked the door behind me and slid down the door until my bum touched the ground. I was crying hystarically and didn't care who could hear me. I walked into the bathroom and took the small blade I had taken from my pencil sharpener. I haven't done this in a while. I took a deep breath and pressed the blade to my wrist and slid it to the right I did this very many times. The blood was streaming down my cuts as the tears rolled down my cheeks.

I took my phone and called the only person I could think off. The person who wouldn't make fun of me if he accidentally saw my cuts. Because I knew he had them too.

"Hello?"

"hi.."

"Autumn? I haven't heard from you in a long time. What's wrong?"

"I really need someone to talk to right now." I cried out and it stayed quiet for a bit.

"I'll be right there." He told me.

"Thank you.." I whispered before hanging up.

The doorbell rang and I heard the door open. "Hello, mate." Harry said. "What are you doing here?" Harry asked. "I'm here for Autumn." He spoke and I heard Harry chuckle. "Why would you want to see that wast of space? Are you banging her or something?" Harry asked laughing. I heard shuffling and than footsteps on the stairs. I quickly put on alot of bracelets and heard a knock on the door. "Autumn, it's me." His sweet voice was heard. I opened the door and his smile dropped and turned into a woried expression. He pulled me into a hug. "Autumn, what's wrong?" He asked me and I sniffled. We walked into my room and we sat down on the couch I had in my room.

"What did you wanna talk about?" He asked me nicely. I took his hand, covered in bracelets and turned his arm around. I took of his brafcelets and he yanked his arm back emediatly, covering his wrist. "I won't judge you..." I whispered and took his arm agai, tracing the cuts on his wrists with my fingers. "Please don't think I'm some sort of freak... it's just... I harm myself becau-" I cut him off. "Because it's the only pain you can controle..." I whispered, looking up from his wrists to find him staring at me. "How'd you know?" He whispered but I ignored him. "And the sad part is that everyone thinks you're happy, isn't it?" I spoke and he nodded. I could see he wasn't able to speak. He was holding back tears and I looked back at his wrists. "It's okay not to be okay." I whispered. I looked back up at him and tears escaped from his eyes. "Do they know?" I asked him, refering to the other boys. He shook his head no.

"Everyone hates me." I suddenly said as tears rolled down my cheeks. He pulled me into a hug and I cried into his chest as I told him everything. My dad beating me, being bullied all the time, hating my life, my mom killing herself, wanting to die... "Don't think like that..." He whispered and I shrug my shoulders. "It's not like anyone would miss me... everyone hates me anyways." I said and he kissed the top of my head. "I don't hate you... and neither do the other boys." He said and I started to chuckle. "Y'all don't like me...you just feel bad for me. At least Harry and Louis dare to show it." I cried out. "I cry myself to sleep every night and no one cares! People don't see how I'm already dead inside! they all hate me without a reason. They call me names and hit me! Like that didn't happen enough at home! I hate my life! I-... I'm just so done." I cried out. "Come on Autumn... please don't think like this... you're so strong an-" I cut him off.

"MAYBE I DON'T WANT TO BE STRONG ANYMORE!" I cried out. "MAYBE I WAS NEVER STRONG BUT NO ONE CARED ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO NOTICE! BECAUSE EVERYONE HATES ME!" I screamed as tears rolled down my cheeks.

".. and now I hate me too." I whispered softly.

"I think you should go..." I whispered and he shook his head no. "I'm not leaving you, Autumn." He said and I walked -well ran- out of my room. I bumped into Harry. "Hey sl-" I was so not in the mood for his shit so I cut him of. "SAY IT HARRY! FUCKING CALL ME A SLUT AGAIN! IT MAKE SOYOU HAPPY RIGHT? IT MAKES YOU FEEL FUCKING AMAZING ABOUT YOURSELF, HUH!" Harry looked at me wide eyed and I heard footsteps on the stairs. "WELL IT FUCKING HURTS ME HARRY!" I cried out and Harry looked down at the ground. "You know I cry myself to sleep everynight because of you." I spat. "Autumn shu-" I sighed in frustration. "Don't tell me to shut up Harry!" I said and he looked up at me with tears in his eyes. Good.

I took of my bracelets and threw them on the floor. "I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY NOW HARRY!" I yelled as I showed him my wrists filled with old and new cuts. "This is all because you and your friends like to hate on me without any reason. So I hope you feel good about yourself right now. This is probably extremely funny to you isn't it!?" I yelled at him and turned around and tried to run away but someone grabbed my wrists. I yanked my arm back, covering my wrists. "I won't judge you..." He said. "It's the only pain you can control right?" He said and I looked away, he's using my own words against me. "And the sad part is everyone thinks you're happy right?" He said running his fingers over my cuts. He brought them to his lips and kissed them. "It's okay not to be okay." He said and I sniffled before pushing him of of me softly. "Let go of me." I whispered. He shook his head and pulled me into a hug. I cried into his chest. Thank you Ashton I whispered softly

I woke up by my alarm clock. Today I had to go to school again. I took a deep breath and walked into the bathroom and did my usual morning routine. I walked into my closet and put on some clothes.

I put on some make-up and slid on my bracelets. I then slid on my black timberlands and put my hair up in a bun before walking downstairs. I drank a glass of water. "Anne, can you bring me to school?" I asked and she gave me an apologetic smile. "I'm sorry sweety I can't but maybe Harry can bring you." She said and I sighed. "Nevermind." I said before swinging my bag over my shoulder and walking out the door.Autumn?" I heard a way to fermiliar voice say. "Justin." I said, waiting for him to catch up. "Aren't you mad anymore?" He asked me cheerfully and I nodded. The only reason I was mad at Justin was because of all the boys but noweveryone hates me anyways so why should I even care? We reached my school and I turned to Justin. "I missed you..." I whispered and he pulled me into a hug. "I missed you too, princess." He said and I smiled. "I'm happy we're friends again Justin." I said with a sweet smile and he smiled back. "So am I." He said and I hugged him tight. "I really have to go to class." I said in his ear and he hugged me back and nodded. Hey, wanna hang out with me, Ryan and Chaz after school? Y'know hang out at the studio or something?" I smiled and nodded. "I'd like that." I said and he smiled at me. "I'll text you when school's over." I told him and he nodded. "Okay, bye princess." He said. Bye Justin." I said pecking his cheek and walking inside. "Look the school slut is finally back in school! I thought she was pregnant!"

"Wouldn't suprise me if she actually was!"

"Great." I mumbled to myself. I just ignored them and got my books. I suddenly felt hands on my waist and a head on my shoulder. "Baby I'm sorry." He whispered in my ear. "H-Harry?" I stuttered. "I'm realy, realy sorry." he whispered as he kissed my neck softly. "I missed us..." He whispered in my ear. "Leave me alone Harry." I snapped, closing my locker and walking away when he grabbed my arm and pushed me into the janitors closet.He pushed me up against the wall and kissed me hungrily. I pushed him off of me Fuck Harry. What do you think you're doing?" I asked anoyed and he started smirking. "It's not like you didn't like it." He said and I rolled my eyes."Shut up Harry, you just want to fuck me." I said annoyed before walking out of the janitors closet. I sighed and bumped into someone. "Shit." I mumbled before looking up. "I'm so sorry, I'm new here and I should've watched where I was going." He said and I smiled at him. "It's okay, really. I'm Autumn by the way." I said with a smile and he smiled back. He pushed his glasses up a little and shook my hand. "I'm Marcel." He said and I nodded. "You might know my brother, Harry." My facial expression dropped. "Oh trust me. I know Harry." I said annoyed. "Yeah I live with my dad but this school is better so I live with my mom and brother for a couple of months." He said and I smiled. "Really? Because you will also be living with me! Oh here's my number." I said and wrote my number down on a random piece of paper. I handed it to him. "I'll see you around, Marcel." I said and he smiled shyly and I was about to walk away when...

"Hey twin! Haven't seen you in a long time!" Harry's voice was heard. "I see you've already met Autumn." He said with a smirk. "Yeah, she's cool." Marcel said smiling at me. "Well too bad she's mine." Harry said snaking an arm around my waist. "You're such a dick Harry. There never was an us." I said and he leaned in. "I'm going to fuck you tonight." He said and I smacked him across the face. "Go fuck your teddybear." I snapped. "I'll see you around Marcel, it was nice to meet you." I said before walking off angrily. I walked towards my first class: math. I actually really liked math, I was also good in it.

*Skipping math*

I walked into my science class to find Harry sitting there, talking to Niall. I sat down in front of Niall as usual. "Hey." I heard Niall's thick Irish accent say and I turned around and smiled. "Hi Niall." I said sweetly and we chatted for a while until the lesson started. "Okay class. I want you to pair up in groups of four and I'll explain your assignment when you've pared up. I looked around and saw Marcel sitting on the other side of the classroom. I smiled at him and he smiled back. "Miss Adams, me, Niall, Marcel and Autumn would like to form a group." Harry said and I gave him a death glare. I didn't care about Niall and Marcel since they were really nice to me but Harry is a real dick. "Okay Harold." She said and Marcel walked over, sitting down next to me.

"Hey Marcel." I said with a smile. The teacher explained the assignment and we worked on it for the rest of the lesson. Marcel was currently explaining something to me and I felt eyes on me so I looked up for a second to find Harry staring at me. 'what?' I mouthed and he smirked at me. 'nice boobs' he mouthed back and I looked down to see you saw a lot of cleavage. I pulled my shirt up and mouthed 'fuck you' causing him to smirk and mouth me 'happily' I just sighed and continued to pay attention to what Marcel was saying. "Do you get it now?" Marcel asked with a smile and I nodded. "Yes, thanks Marcel." I said giving him a peck on the cheek and he started blushing. "Aww Marcel you're blushing." I said pinching his cheeks, causing him to blush even more. I giggled and turned back to my work.

"Okay, so me and Niall are going to work on our half of the assignment and you and Harry will work on yours?" Marcel said and I nodded annoyed. "Wanne work on it in my room after school?" He asked me with a wink and I rolled my eyes. "Can't" I said irritated and he rolled his eyes. "Whatever you say, love." He said with a wink and I rolled my eyes.

*Skipping the rest of the school day.*

The bell rang and I sighed of relief, knowing my class was over. I texted Justin and walked towards my locker. "Hey Autumn!" I heard someone yell from down the hall. I turned around, smiled and waved. "Hey Liam, how are you?" I asked and he smiled. "I'm fine thanks, and you?" He asked and I opened my locker. "I'm fine, thanks." I told him with a smile. He nodded and we chatted on, a little later Zayn, Niall, Harry and even Louis joined the conversation. Louis had his arm around some girl, she looked like a slut but appearantly Louis's into her. They made out and I felt so jealous and angry. I swear I saw Louis' eyes open for a moment and look straight at me.

Suddenly girls started screaming and I knew Justin was here. I turned around to find Justin surrounded by his security. I smiled and waved and the bodyguards waved back, a bodyguard named Dan noticed me and told Justin where I was. Justin smiled at me and waved. I hugged everyone -except for Louis and his girlfriend- goodbye and turned to Justin. "COME HERE PRINCESS I MISSED YOU!" He yelled with his arms wide open. I ran towards him and jumped into his arms. He spun me around. "You have to help me make someone jealous." I whispered in Justin's ear and he just kept smiling so no one would notice we were talking. "How?" He whispered back.

"Trust me." I said before smashing my lips onto his. He put me down slowly, not breaking the kiss. I was on my toes with my arms around his neck as his arms were snaked around my waist. Our lips moved in sync and I smiled into the kiss. He also smiled and I pecked his lips quickly before he opened the car door for me. I got in and waved the boys -who were all in shock- goodbye and me and Justin drove towards the studio.

***

We've been in the studio for about an three hours now, it was now 5 o'clock and Justin was staring at me. "What is it?" I giggled and he blushed slightly. "Would you like to go out for dinner?" He asked me and I nodded. "Sure" I said and pecked his cheek. "I will have to chage though I giggled and he pecked my cheek. "You're fine, babe." He said and I blushed a little. We drove towards an Italian restaurant and ate pizza before Justin dropped me of at my house. "I had a great time Justin, thank you." I said and pecked his lips. Not that I like him or something, we're just really close. He smiled and winked. I walked towards the front door and waved Justin goodbye before walking into the house.

"I'm home!" I yelled, closing the door. "Hey! A guy named Calum called, if you can call him back?" Gemma yelled from the livingroom.

"Hello?"

"Hey Cal"

"Oh Autumn! Do you want to go to this party people from my school are throwing, with me and the boys."

"Yeah sure. I'll get ready pick me up whenever." I said and he said a quick 'okay' before I hung up.

*Skipping getting ready*

I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked okay. I was wearing slightly more make-up than normal but still way less than all the sluts at my school. I was wearing skinny jeans that were ripped at the bottom and a aztek printed bralet, it showes some cleavage but not enough to call me a slut even though you saw about my whole stomach. My hair was straightened perfectly. I ran a hand through it and the doorbell rang. I looked my outfit up and down one more time before putting on my heels.

I ran downstairs and opened the door. "Hey." I said pecking Luke's cheek. "Hey, the boys are in the car." He said. I nodded and we walked towards the car. I was extremely nervous... this was my first party so you could say this'll be...

interesting.

We walked into the crowded house, full of people I've never met before. I adjusted my bracelets and we all walked in. "Do you want something to drink?" Luke asked me and I nodded. "Yeah." I said. "Okay, I'll be right back. Stay here." He told me and I nodded before he walked off, only to come back with two beers about two minutes later. I smiled and thanked him before taking one beer from his hand. I took a sip and me and the boys walked towards an empty couch. We drank some more until I heard a way to fermiliar voice.

"Hello princess." His british accent rung through my ears. "Fuck off Max" I snapped and he looked at me up and down, biting his lip. "I'll see you around than." He said with a wink before walking away. Max is my ex-boyfriend. He's the bad boy that drinks and does drugs... sometimes he'd even hit me. "I need another drink." I mumbled to myself before walking into the also crowded kitchen where I drank alot of alchohol.

Okay, it's official: I amextremelydrunk. I can't speak or walk proparly. I tripped and a guy with black hair and green eyes catched me. "Watch where you're going babe." He said with a wink. "S-s-soorryy." I said. He chuckled and I walked away. "Asshhttoooonnnn!" I yelled when I saw him. I wrapped my arms around him and he chuckled. "How much have you been drinking, Autumn?" He asked and I shrug my shoulders, giving him an innocent look. "I-I don't knoow" I said and he sighed. "I'm going to get the boys, come on." He said taking my hand and I nodded. "O-Okayy." I said and followed him.

Boys whistled at me and I giggled. We came to Michael, Calum and Luke and I smiled. "I miisssed youuu." I whined, hugging them. "Yep, we're going home." Michael breathed out. "No I d-don't want toooo." I whined and Michael sighed, "You're drunk Autumn, come on now." He said and I crossed my arms like a ten year old. "If you want it that way.." Luke mumbled before throwing me over his shoulder. I kicked him three times but after he didn't respond I just hung there until he put me in the car and I fell asleep in the car.

***

I woke up by Michael's snoring with a mayor headache. I groaned and threw a pillow at Michael. "Shut the fuck up!" I groaned, than groaned again because I was yelling and my head hurt like hell. "Someone's hungover..." Calum breathed out and I shot him a death glare. Michael sighed, got up and got back about five minutes later with two pills and a glass of water. "Thanks." I mumbled before taking the pain killers. I layed back down again and waited for the pills to kik in. When they did I got into the shower, washed my hair and body, got out, got dressed and walked back into the bedroom where I took my make-up bag and walked back into the bathroom. I put on some light make-up and walked into the bedroom again. I dropped down next to Ashton. I sat inbetween his legs and both of our legs were on the bed. My back rested on his chest and I was took my phone to see if I had missed anything.

I got a couple of missed calls and messages but from no one important. I sighed when I saw Harry had called me 7 times. I clicked on his number and called him back.

"What do you want Harry?"

"You."

"You're so fucking annoying Harry." I snapped.

"C'mon babe, you know you want me."

"Only in your dreams."

"Believe me in my dreams you really, really want me. But you also always get me so come here I'm horny."

"Than go jerk yourself off or something."

"That's not the same, babe."

"You're disgusting Harry."

"Come over, my mom isn't home until 10 tonight and Gemma is spending the day with her boyfriend so come over."

"Harry fu-"

"Unless you want everyone to see the pictures I took when you were riding me." I could fucking hear he was smirking.

"You wouldn't..."

"Yes I would now come over."

He hung up and tears started to brim in my eyes. I got my bag and got up. "I uhm... I gotta..uh...go." I said softly before walking towards Harry.

I fucking hate my life sometimes...

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