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im jazmine and well youre about to read my story about how i was bullied bought and yes bought like you buy a toy at the toy store..... read more to find out.

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62. proved wrong

I woke up on the couch with justin cradling me. I got up and put a pillow where I was I then I went to the kitchen I made me a bowl of cereal. Once I did I sat down and ate. Then justin came over

Justin: you made me cuddle a pillow

Jaz: I was hungry

Justin: yeah but I wanted your body not a pillow

Jaz: aw well

He sat down beside me and looked at me. I looked at him and pushed my bowl over to him he picked up the bowl and ate some then pushed it back to me. I looked at him and smiled

Justin: you're beautiful jaz

Jaz: well thank you you're perfect

Justin: far from that but thank you

I giggled and kissed his cheek. Then we were interrupted by the door opening. I looked at the door and saw dawn Danielle and jacky

Jacky: jazmine we have a surprise for you!!!!

Jaz: why

Jacky: Just come on

I got up and followed dawn Danielle and jacky. Justin closed the door behind us and grabbed my hand we walked for about 2 more minutes and then I saw a figure looking our way I was hoping it was my mom but I knew that can't be then we got closer and it was the person I never wanted to see again my father....

Dad: hey honey

Jaz:......

Dad:honey come on give me a hug

I stayed where I was with my arms crossed my chest. Then he came closer and wrapped his arms around me.

Jaz:let go of me

Dad: okay

He let go and then he looked at me

Dad: so beautiful

Jaz: why are you here

Dad: I'm out of jail and I wanted to see some of your concerts •smiling•

Jaz: I thought you didn't believe. In. Me.

Dad: how about you prove me wrong

Jaz: I shouldn't have to...

Then dawn spoke up

Dawn: stop being difficult Jaz he wants to see his daughter

Jaz: I may have come from him but I'm not his in my mothers

Dad: where is she Jaz she was never there when you were a kid

Jaz: yes she was

Dad: no she wasn't

Jaz: dad why wouldn't I know if my own mother was there or not!!!!

Dad: do you remember when I had to take you to school I would say mother was sick but she was never home she was always busy at work honey she was barely home

Jaz: you said that every once and awhile....and if she was barely home at least she was there when I needed her most unlike you!!!!

Dad: don't you need her know where is she jazmine where is she....she left she ran didn't she she ran away from all her problems!!!!

Jaz: DAD SINCE YOU WERE FUCKING IN JAIL MOM WAS IN A FUCKING COMA AND SHE DIED YOU FUCKING JACK ASS!!!!!

Dad: she's gone....

Jaz: don't feel sorry know and ITS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT!!!!

Dad: no it's not

Jaz: who abused her who FUCKING ABUSED HER it surely wasn't me hmmm who was the man that said "she cheated on me when you were away" ooo remember this one "YOURE NO DAUGHTER OF MINE!!!!"

Now tears where running down my face

Dad: I didn't mean what I said I was just mad

Jaz: yeah well it seems like no one around me know what there saying when there mad but hey I'm jazmine ark the sweetheart so I'm gonna forgive you daddy...

Dad: jazmine please just come here

I walked over to him and looked in his eyes they were still black nothings changed nothing... I backed up and shook my head

Jaz: no no don't ever come near me again!!!

Dad: I thought you forgave me

Jaz: I was I then looked into your eyes and didn't see your normal loving eyes I saw a demon.

I then walked to my tour bus and slammed the door. I few seconds later justin came in

Justin: so you wanna talk about it

Jaz: nope

Justin: okay

Jaz: I have a terrible dad

Justin: no yo-

Justin was cut off by the door slamming I looked up and saw jacky

Jacky: JAZMINE WHAT THE HELL!!!

Jaz: what

Jacky: I tried to put you and your dad on good terms

Jaz: you shouldn't have.

Jacky: well I did now talk

Jaz: no I don't wanna

Jacky: yes or I will cancel the show today

Jaz: ugh fine he thinks I'm gonna forgive him no he hasn't changed not one bit... He still the same and If I forgive him I'm gonna end up like my mom dead!! He just gonna hurt me. He's been like that for along time I just haven't seen it

Jacky: well I will tell him to go away

Jaz: no like he said he wants me to prove him wrong...I will tonight with some new songs I wrote... •smirking•

Jacky: that's my girl

I looked at him and he was smiling

Jaz: what

Justin: I'm in love with this wonderful confident girl....

Jaz: oh really what's her name

Justin: jazmine ark

Jaz: oooo I know her!!!

I kissed him and then jacky cleared her throat

Jacky: okay love birds come on we have rehearsal and why can he make you happy unlike everyone else

Jaz: because he is my ONE AND ONLY BABY

JUstin: she's my only Shawty!!!

I laughed and hugged him then jacky smiled and walked out.

Justin: let's go

We got up and walked out the bus and into the arena. We walked in and I spotted my dad sitting in the front row. Then justin squeezed my hand to tell me it's gonna be okay. We got on stage and rehearsed. Justin sang some songs that he's gonna perform then I'm gonna sing my songs I wrote for my mom dad and justin. Once we finished my dad had a smirk on his face.

Jaz: what

Dad: I still don't believe in you....

Jaz: you will in 1 hour

I smiled and went to get my makeup done and my outfits. (I'm making a twitter to show you the outfits I'll put the name at the end) lulu did my makeup and told me to put on a blue crop top some ripped jeans and gray Adidas and I jean jacket with no sleeves. I did as told and then I went out onstage. I sang the songs I usually sing first my dad was still sitting where he was and just smirking

Jaz: okay guys ITS TIME TO DANCE!!!!

Justin came out singing beauty and a beat. Since nicki minaj wasn't here I got to do her part!!! I did what we rehearsed well when my dad wasn't here this was part of my surprise. Then nicki manji part came on and I rapped it IMMA BEAST!! I laughed and then tossed the mic to one of the crew guys. Then the song ended I laughed and then ran backstage.

It was close to the end of the concert and it was time to release my new songs. Lulu straightened my hair did my makeup ~natural~ and then I put on a pink shirt black leggings and a pair of black flats I walked on stage and I looked at my dad and I smiled at him I grabbed a mic and sang

I throw all of your stuff away

Then I clear you out of my head

I tear you out of my heart

And ignore all your messages

I tell everyone we are through

'Cause I'm so much better without you

But it's just another pretty lie

'Cause I break down

Every time you come around

(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin

Swore that I'd never let you back in

Should've known better

Then trying to let you go

'Cause here we go go go again

Hard as I try I know I can't quit

Something about you is so addictive

We're fallin' together

You think that by now I'd know

'Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want

And you never say what you mean

But I start to go insane

Everytime that you look at me

You only hear half of what I say

And you're always showing up too late

And I know that I should say goodbye

But it's no use

Can't be with or without you

(Uh, Oh Uh, Oh)

So how did you get here under my skin

Swore that I'd never let you back in

Should've known better

Then trying to let you go

'Cause here we go go go again

Jaz: I have to more songs before the concert is done this next one is for my dad

You tuck me in,

Turn out the light

kept me safe and sound at night

little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair

had to drive me everywhere

you were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone

Make a living, make a home

Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night

Scared things wouldn't turn out right

you would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be

can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might

Don't you worry, hold on tight.

I promise you there will come a day

Butterfly fly away

Turned around and you were there

The two of us made quite a pair

Daddy's little girl was here at last

Looked away and back again

Suddenly a year was ten

Don't know how it got so far so fast

Butterfly fly away

Once I finished I loomed at my dad and he had a tear come out of his eye and then I looked in his eyes and his green eyes were looking at me I smiled and then looked at the crowd

Jaz: okay now this is to my mom I

Sha la la la la

Sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holding me

I miss you

I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear

Every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm living out my dream

Oh how I wish you could see

Everything that's happening for me

I'm thinking back on the past

It's true that time is flying by too fast

I know you're in a better place, yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

I looked to the side of the stage and I saw Justin smiling and then he mouthed the words I love you. I smiled and then looked at my dad he was crying.

Jaz: THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!

I ran backstage and jumped in Justin's arms

Justin: that was perfect!!!!

Jaz: it feels like it

I looked in his eyes and then we leaned in and kissed eachother passionately but soft. Then justin pulled away I whimpered but then saw someone tapped his shoulder I looked at the person and saw it was my dad

Dad: well you proved me wrong you are great at this I believe in you and so do your fans

Jaz: I knew I would change your mind

Dad: we cool

Jaz: were cool

I gave him a hug and then he kissed the top of my head we pulled away and I walked into my dressing room. As I was changing my clothes I felt a hand on my shoulder I turned around but didn't see anyone... Then my mom popped in my head

Jaz: mom

I then felt arms wrap around me a tear fell from my eye and I smiled

Jaz: I miss you mommy.

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