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im jazmine and well youre about to read my story about how i was bullied bought and yes bought like you buy a toy at the toy store..... read more to find out.

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33. love of my life

I walked inside and saw my mom. She looked at me and smiled then she got up and have me a hug. I hugged her back

Mom:why are you crying

I didn't realize I was

Jaz: no reason just happy to be home

Mom: okay dinner will be done soon and do you remember where your room is

Jaz: why would you say that

Mom: you haven't been here in like a year

Jaz: it wasn't a year

Mom: well it's been a long time

Jaz: I missed you where's dad

Mom: at work

Jaz: okay

Then I ran to my room and locked the door.

I Looked through my pictures of me and justin then some about 4 of me and Austin then I started to cry. Why can't I just be in a relationship with a normal nice guy.

Then I got a text from justin

Hey open your balcony door

Jaz

No go away

Justin

I know you're crying

Jaz

No I'm Not

•I wiped the tears away•

Justin

Yeah u r I see u wiping then away

Jaz

What do you want

Justin

Open the balcony please jazmine

Jaz

Ugh fine so stubborn

Justin

I know

End of convo

I opened my balcony and saw justin sitting in a tree.

Justin: come on!!

Jaz: no you can come in..if you want

Justin: okay

He jumped out the tree and ran to the front door. I walked downstairs and opened the door

Justin: now can I explain

Jaz: what do you want to explain

Justin: Why I dumped you

Jaz: no you dumped me and then you put it on Instagram then you say I still have a place in your heart and you hope you have a place in mine not a lot but a little

Justin: I know jaz-

Jaz: like I said nope I don't hate you I just don't have respect for you

Justin: okay just hear me out you don't have to say anything just listen okay

Jaz: you have 15 minutes

Justin: okay.....I love you jazmine Carly ark I love your smile your giggle your tiny hand in my big hand I love your lips on mine no one else's-

Jaz: 14 minutes

Justin: your the peanut to my butter the sponge to my bob the monster to my inc...you are the heart to my breaker

Jaz: what does that last one mean

Justin: jazmine you are my heartbreaker...your are all that matters to me

Jaz: but you broke my heart I didn't do anything to you •almost in tears•

Justin: I did that because-

Jaz: I thought I was irreplaceable justin

Justin: I thought I was to

Jaz: Austin was just a rebound

Justin: why didn't you tell me that

Jaz: you broke up with me justin......I cried in that video because of you I cried in the rain and got soaked because of you....but most of all I will never fall in love liked I did with you i will never fall for Someone that fast I will never trust or forgive like I use to all because of you.

Justin: that's not all because of me....jazmine please forgive and forget

Jaz:•crying• no no no justin no I will not forgive and forget...(I know I use this a lot but this is my last time promise) love will fucking remember justin love will remember you and me how you broke me you had my heart then you loved it and loved it then lost it for a month then in less than a week you lost it forever.

Then my mom walked in

Mom: hey dinner is done....justin you can stay and have dinner with us

Jaz: no he-

Justin: I would love to

I got off the couch and walked to the table. I made my plate and sat down. Then justin sat next to me. I ate my food and then I started to cry into my food. My heart was crumbled in billions and billions of pieces. I wanted to live him but he broke me and i need to fix it myself no one else just me well maybe selena but that's it..

Mom:what's wrong jazzy

Jaz: um can I be excused

Mom: sure

I walked out the dining room to my music room.

I sat down by the piano and started to sing.

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weaker days

I'm stronger now, or so I say,

But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like

It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)

What now? Oh, oh, oh, oh! What now?

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time

I'm supposed to be in love

But I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like

It's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)

What now? Please tell me

What now?

There's no one to call 'cause I'm just playing games with them all

The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone

'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions

I can't even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)

What now? Somebody tell me

What now?

Justin: you wanna know what now

Jaz: you scared me

Justin: but do you •Walking in the room•

Jaz: yes....

Then he started to sing

Another memory and I'm asking myself

How can I let the past be the past.

Once and for all take a hold of the future

And not let it control what I aspire to have.

I see where my decisions have brought me

What's done is done and it's time to start again

Can't let it tear me in two waste me away

I gotta believe

Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.

This is now

If I control myself I control my destiny.

What I've seen and what I've been through has made me who I am

There was a time in my life where I had no desire to carry on

I couldn't see a place for me or a will to survive

I never thought to rely on myself or the beliefs that I have denied

But this is now

How can I can change tomorrow if I can't change today

This is now

If I control myself I control my destiny

If I control myself I control my tomorrow

I got to change today

Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.

I must control myself if I 'm to control my destiny.

Cause this is now.

Cause this is now

How can I change tomorrow if I can't change today.

This is now

If I control myself I control my destiny

Then I looked in his eyes and started to cry

Jaz: why do you love me

Justin: because you are my world my heart my one less lonely girl.....you're mine

Jaz: are messing with me so you can break me....

Justin: nope you are the love of my life

Then we kissed....

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