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im jazmine and well youre about to read my story about how i was bullied bought and yes bought like you buy a toy at the toy store..... read more to find out.

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59. everything's gonna be alright

I woke up to justin on the phone.

Justin: I don't think she wants to do that

Person: please I need to see here please justin

Justin: I'll ask but I dont think she wants to....

Person: I need to see my baby girl...

Then justin turned around and smiled I just looked at him trying to figure out who he's talking to. He hung up and walked to me.

Justin: hey

Jaz: who was that?

Justin: no one

Jaz: it deals with me who was it

Gosh why won't he tell me

Justin: no one now go get ready NOW

I was taken away by how he raised his voice

Jaz: no •shakily•

Justin: go get ready

Jaz: no •firmly•

Justin: just go jazmine

Okay now he's mad

Jaz: ugh fine

Justin: finally stubborn ass

I got up and went into my bathroom locked the door behind me so justin can't come in. Once I finished I went to my closet and put on a black floral dress and black flats. I went downstairs and saw justin making food. Great cause I was hungry I walked up to him and hugged him from behind, once I did he stopped what he was doing grabbed my arms and unwrapped them from him and shoved me away

Jaz: what did I do know

Justin: you're being stubborn and annoying

Jaz: stubborn yes annoying how

Justin: stubborn because you wouldn't listen...annoying you locked me out of the one and only bathroom.

Jaz: stop being a baby

He looked at me and turned back around to the food. Then he grabbed a plate and put the food on it and walked to the couch

Jaz: and me

Justin: you don't get none

Jaz: why

Justin: because you can loose a few pounds

I looked at him and nodded my head

Jaz: okay justin...

I walked to my room and locked the door I saw Justin's phone and went to grab it. I unlocked his phone and went to phone to see who he was talking to. I read the name and was surprised because he was talking to my dad. Then sadness rushed over me. I need to see my dad even though he did what he did he wants to see me. I walked out grabbed my phone purse and keys then I left. I called jacky

Jacky: hey

Jaz: what prison is my dad in

Jacky: um I think he's in Chicago because your mom

Jaz: okay thanks

Jacky: why

Jaz: I wanna see him bye

Jacky: okay bye

I hung up and drove to the prison. About 25 minutes later I got there and an officer went to get my dad. He came and saw me and his frown turned into a smile. I smiled

Jaz: hi

Dad: hey sweetie

Jaz: why did you want to see me

Dad: I wanted to see your face

Jaz: oh

Dad: you look pretty today

Jaz: really

Dad: yes you don't think so

Jaz: I don't look fat

Dad: no you don't look fat why would you

Jaz: no reason

Dad: justin

Jaz: maybe

Dad: don't listen to him your beautiful sweetie

Jaz: thanks

Dad: guess what

Jaz: what

Dad: Imma get out soon

Jaz: really

Dad: yup I've been good so they are gonna let me out

Jaz: cool but why did you do it

Dad: do what

Jaz: mom

Dad: I told you

Jaz: tell me again

Dad: I found out she cheated so I left and then I got addicted to drugs and alcohol and then all that happened

Jaz: oh well I got to go

Dad: wait are you still singing

Jaz: yes

Dad: oh

Jaz: why

Dad: no reason

Jaz: dad why

Dad: I don't want to ruin your dreams but I don't think your good at it...

I looked at him in shocked

Jaz: you know what dad....I hope you stay here until you die!!!!

I got out of my seat and walked out the prison and drove back to the tour bus. I got there and walked in and ran to my room and grabbed my notebook and wrote down all my feelings inside: hurt mad sad ugly....then I got a call

Person: hi is this jazmine ark

Jaz: yes who's asking

Person: I'm your mothers doctor...Dr. Knowly and I needed to tell you that your mother has passed away

Jaz: w-w-what how

Dr.will: she has been in a coma.

Jaz:why didn't I know

Dr.will:I called a lady and she said she would tell you

Jaz: how long has she been in a coma

Dr.will: um last month...

Jaz: thank you.

I hung up and cried into my hands. Why do bad things happen to me? I then heard the door open and I looked up and saw justin. I quickly wiped my eyes

Jaz: hi

Justin: where did you go

Jaz: to see my dad

Justin: how did you know

Jaz: I wanted to know who you were talking to so I looked through your phone

Justin: so you don't trust me

Jaz: I do I just wanted to know because it deals with me...

Justin: whatever and we have rehearsal

Jaz: okay....

I got up and walked to the bathroom and cleaned my face....why didn't he asks why I'm crying. I walked out and saw everyone . Then dawn walked up to me

Dawn: baby what's wrong

Jaz: my dad doesn't think I'm talented Justin's mad at me and my mom just died

Dawn: oh jazzy

She hugged me I cried on her shoulder. Then jacky walked up to us

Jacky: Jaz what's wrong

Jaz: my mom died

Jacky: oh baby we can cancel the show

Jaz: no my Arkers paid and I'm gonna to perform for them....

Jacky: okay

I'm not really mad at jacky but I think I should be.....I don't know. I went on stage and rehearsed.

~concert~

I went into my dressing room and put on a low in front and long in the back pink skirt and a blank tank top that I tucked into the skirt and black wedges

I got on stage and looked at my fans and a tear slid down my face.

Fan: ARE YOU OKAY?!

Jaz: well actually my mom has just died

Fans: it's gonna be alright!!!!

Jaz: thank you....want me to sing now

Fans: yes please

Jaz: okay

Listen to the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep within

It's only beginning

To find release

Oh,

The time has come

For my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own

All cause you won't

Listen..

Listen,

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known

Oh,

Now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I followed the voice you gave to me

But now I gotta find my own.

You should have listened

There is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died

So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, and my dreams will be heard

They will not be pushed aside or worked

Into your own

All cause you won't

Listen

When I finished I noticed tears rolling down my face. Then dawn ran out onto the stage and hugged me. Then some fans climbed onto the stage and gave me hugs and telling me everything's gonna be okay.

Jaz: I'm gonna keep singing....you guys can stay here or go sit down

Fan: we can go sit down

They got off stage and took there seats

Jaz: I'm gonna have to go get a chair

I went off stage and went to get a stool and then I saw justin sitting there crying

Justin: Jaz I'm sorry I didn't mean what I said....you know calling you fat,annoying,stubborn and being rude being a jerk to you all day

Jaz: justin I'm through you said sorry way to many times I'm done....

I grabbed a stool and dragged it onto the stage and sat down

Jaz: ready

Fans: YES!!!

Jaz: okay

The slightest words you said

Have all gone to my head

I hear angels sing in your voice

When you pull me close

Feelings I’ve never known

They mean everything

And leave me no choice

Light on my heart, light on my feet

Light in your eyes I can’t even speak

Do you even know how you make me weak

I’m a lightweight

Better be careful what you say

With every word I’m blown away

You’re in control of my heart

I’m a lightweight

Easy to fall, easy to break

With every move my whole world shakes

Keep me from falling apart

Make a promise, please

You’ll always be in reach

Just in case I need

You there when I call

This is all so new

Seems too good to be true

Could this really be

A safe place to fall

Light on my heart, light on my feet

Light in your eyes I can’t even speak

Do you even know how you make me weak, oh whoa?

I’m a lightweight

Better be careful what you say

With every word I’m blown away

You’re in control of my heart

I’m a lightweight

When I finished my fans were clapping and some where tearing up.

Jaz: one more

Then jacky walked out and looked at me and smiled and then looked at the crowd

Jacky: okay everyone justin wants to sing a song

Crowd: YAY!!

Jaz: sure

Jacky: okay you have to stay there

Jaz: why?

Then justin came out singing

Across the ocean, across the sea,

Starting to forget the way you look at me now

Over the mountains, across the sky,

Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and through the clouds

Bumps on the road and upside down now

I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

All alone, in my room

Waiting for your phone call to come soon

And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,

To be in your arms, holding my heart

Oh, I,

Oh, I,

I love you

And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the long nights

And the bright lights

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

You know that I care for you

I'll always be there for you

I promise I will stay right here, yeah

I know that you want me too,

Baby we can make it through anything

'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

'cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Once he finished he took my hands and looked into my eyes

Justin: forgive me

Jaz: I can't stay mad at you

Then he stood me up and kissed me

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