Sorry Isn't Enough

"I'm sorry."
"Look, I'm sorry."
"Sorry!"
"No, I'm sorry."
"Don't go, I'm sorry."
"I said I'm sorry."
"I'm so sorry."

Sorry will never be good enough.

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2. Just maybe.

"Sorry!" I quickly apologised, laughing nervously as I accidentally bump into a girl who is much older and more popular than me, even although I knew she was the one who bumped into me. Saying sorry just seemed more simple than having to argue with another person. I have said sorry much more than what I often did before Calum left, and I just seemed to have a puncture in my mind that made me lose all of my confidence, like air escaping a balloon, leaving it deflated, like my confidence is- gone.

"No need to say sorry, I feel sorry for you..." the girl spoke back, snapping me out of my train of thoughts, and I frowned in confusion, letting her continue with her sentence. "Having to live with a face like that." she snapped, cackling with evilness, leaving me feeling hurt as she sashayed off, her blonde curls up in a high ponytail, her blue eyes glaring at me as her feet walked.

"Oh, thanks," I mumbled quietly, not daring to stand up for myself because I can just remember the distant pain in my jaw as she punched me. Yes, she punched me, not slapped me. I called her a whore after she threw many threats and abuse to me, these words of pain slipping out of her lips that were smothered in lip-balm. Laughter were soon heard around us as she smirked at me over her shoulder, making me sigh in embarrassment and humiliation. "Tosser." I muttered under my breath, wanting nothing else but to slap her so hard her head might just fall off and she bleeds to death, but as the 'expert' I am at calming myself down, I don't do that, unfortunately. Pushing the door of the classroom where my next lesson was located in, my eyes fell upon the chair in the corner that was accessorised with a desk, and I went straight to it, hating the attention I got when people turned and looked at me up and down when I was late. "Don't like me, don't look," I sighed, frowning at a boy who sat next to me, Ethan, and his hazel eyes quickly turned to the clock on the opposing wall awkwardly. Sarcasm was my next best defense but I didn't always have the confidence to use it, only to the people I know the most well. The people I was friends with before Cal went. Ethan used to be Calum's best friend. I should ask Ethan where Calum were, it's about time I found him again for a second chance. I mean, I deserve my confidence back. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to smile. I deserve to have at least one person in my life that loves me. Maybe, just maybe, I should find him?

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