Teenage Dirtbag..

*Flash Back ~ 2 years ago*
“So how about it?”
“I don’t know, you got the stuff?”
“Yeah”
“Then there’s no harm to be done”

Thinking back on the conversation we had before he seduced me.
He warned me, his best friend warned me about him, that he was dangerous, and a dirtbag. But just like a dumbass I didn’t listen…
And I regretted doing it, but even more not telling him about Kolton and Kenton. I knew that was a mistake. I knew he would find out later on even if he was traveling the world singing with his best mates. And I was the foolish one to name the kids the names he always wanted to name his kids, and worse they have his last name.
Kolton Lynn Styles
Kenton Martha Styles.
I Knew He Would Come Back.
I Knew He Would Find Out.
I Knew He Was Trouble.
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16. Chapter 15

We just landed a minute ago. I was waiting for everyone to get off the plane so I would have room to get the kids out. A flight attendant came to help.

 

“I’ll take that for you, if you'd like, miss?” she said, referring to the baby bag.

 

“Sure, thanks”

 

I began to walk with Kenton in my arms and Kolton in front of me, with the flight attendant behind me. When we got off the gate I followed her to the strolled station, where she put the bag in the stroller, and I slide the kids in. As I walked out of the airport I sent a text to the girls letting them know I landed.

 

“Hey, just letting you know we landed safely. Call me later. Love Belle” I sent and put it away.

 

*Home*

 

I had gotten home a while ago. I let the kids play for a while, then I out them to bed. When I put them to bed, I change into pajamas. Then I went back downstairs and pulled out my phone. I scrolled trough my messages. Most of which are from Harry. I ignored most of them. When I cleared all my notifications I set it down and curled up on the sofa and flipped through the channels. I continued to flip through the channels until I found my favorite show, The Voice. Before I knew it I drifted off into sleep.

 

I woke soon later to the baby monitor on the table beside the sofa. Kolton was being stubborn about going to bed, as always. So I went upstairs to get him before he woke Kenton. Kenton was the more go with the flow child, you could say. She loved to eat and sleep. I walked into their room and found Kenton still asleep, and Kolton trying to reach for something on top of the dresser. I didn’t know what it was. I picked up Kolton and looked at what he was reaching for. It was 2 stuffed cats, one was holding a pink blanket the other had a blue one. In an instant I knew where they came from. I had no doubt they were a gift from Harry. As much as I didn’t want them to have it, I knew it wasn’t fair to banish their Father from their lives. Banishing him from mine is different. I couldn’t completely block him from mine either as much as I wanted to. He had to be in mine in order from him to be in theirs. I know what it’s like to not have a father around. I don’t want that for them. I gave the kids their gifts from Harry and left them to sleep. I decided to crawl into bed myself. Tomorrow I decided to go visit my mum across town, to keep my mind off things. When I got downstairs to shut of the telly I grabbed my phone. I had 4 missed calls. 3 were from Harry, and the other was from Kassie. First I called Kassie back.

 

“Belle!” she answered.

 

“Kassie?”

 

“Are you home?”

 

“Yeah, I texted you.”

 

“I know”

 

“Why do you ask?”

 

“Oh, nothing”

 

“Kassie..” I encouraged her.

 

“Fine. Harry was asking.”

 

“Umm, where is Harry?” I asked.

 

“He is actually on his way to see you, right now.”

 

“Seriously?” I panicked.

 

“Umm, yeah. He Zayn, Perrie, Dani, and Liam are coming.”

 

“When will they be here?”

 

“Not till morning. But Belle?”

 

“Yeah?”

 

“Don’t run. I know you don’t want to be involved with him, but the kids need a father. Harry’s the closet thing there is to a Father for them.”

 

I sighed.

 

“I know.”

 

“Just remember, you grew up without a father most of your childhood. You didn’t deserve it, and neither do Kolton and Kenton.”

 

“I know, I’ve already thought about it. I was going to call him. I guess now I don’t have to.”

 

“Yeah, well good night. I need to put Aleeah in bed. Love Yas”

 

“Night, Love Ya’s.” I said hanging up.

 

After that I turned off the lights and locked the door then headed up stairs to my bedroom. I decided to text Dani.

 

“Hey, so I hear you guys are coming to visit me! Yay! Can’t wait to see you and Perrie! Don’t worry I’ll be here when you guys arrive. I’m not going anywhere. We can’t wait to see you and Perrie!!! Love Belle, Kolton, and Kenton.” I texted her.

 

I checked my messages, I had some from Ashley, but I had too much to deal with right now to deal with her sh*t anyways.

 

Then I finally crawled in bed filling my head with thoughts of tomorrow. How was I going to explain to Harry that I wanted nothing to do with him for a 3rd time. I hoped he would understand from my point of view. After the 3 years we were together I realized he never wanted me in the first place. And now that I was with him for 1 more day I feel everything I did the last time we were together. But how do I out them into words, when I barely knew what I wanted for myself. I hope I don’t do or say something I regret. I hoped Harry didn’t say or do something he would regret or I would regret. I regret meeting him on the first place, and we are in this mess anyways because I don’t know how to say “No”.

 

I regret it all.

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