Something To Live For

"Tell me what I have to do to make you mine."

I'm tired of being sad, depressed and ruined. I want to be able to say, Yeah I lived. not Yeah I was alive once.

"Just give me something to live for."

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10. 10.

READ THE AUTHORS NOTE WHEN DONE!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

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I sit in my room on the floor letting the tears roll off my cheeks and onto the blade. I take the tear-soaked blade and line it up with my skin. I wince as the skin spreads apart allowing the warm red liquid to ooze out of the new cut. "Ugly" I whisper to myself giving reason to my (first) action. I repeat this process giving different reasons to the other  23 cuts before I give me my last one, also the deepest, and most painful cut, placed on my right hip bone, which will make it 25 total. "For being a fuck up" I chocked out allowing my tears to fall like Niagara into the cuts. This way, I thought, each one will always have a reason.

 

 

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I sit in my bed painfully remembering that day. Though no one knows, that day I cut my vain in my hip. It was the last 25th cut that did it, and I didn't tell anyone but now 25 is a date, minuet, and one day will be a year that I will always dread. People say that when things are bad, you should try to fix them. But I got scared and decided to leave them be.

 

Now that I have changed myself, I hope to change the things I've done almost 5 years ago. I wish to leave those bad ways behind be and start fresh.

 

 

Even if it means moving.

 

 

*Please Read Bolded Print At least*

 

 

 

(A/N:  Sorry this is short buts its just foreshadowing what's going to happen.

 

 

IM GOING TO START ASKING YOU QUESTIONS IN MY AUTHORS NOTES THAT YOU'LL HAVE TO ANSWER AND EACH TIME I RECIEVE 3 ANSWERS I WILL ADD  A NEW CHAPTER.

 

1. Do you really think that Annabelle would move and leave Harry?

2. Why do you think she was cutting?

3. Was cutting the mistake she made almost 5 years ago or was it something else?

 

Please leave the comments below!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love you loads!!!!

-Anna.xx)

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