Something To Live For

"Tell me what I have to do to make you mine."

I'm tired of being sad, depressed and ruined. I want to be able to say, Yeah I lived. not Yeah I was alive once.

"Just give me something to live for."

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They all say I'm lucky to live the life I live.

They all say I should be glad to have the things I have.

They all say they would kill to have the life I do.

 

But they don't know my life like I do. They don't understand me. They don't get why I'm short with everyone and they don't know why I get mad at the little details. They never understood why I cut and they never will.

 

I don't understand why they think I would overreact like that and why they would think I would do it for attention? I have no clue. I don't know how they are always giggling all the time and how on earth are they always so happy?

 

I'm not depressed I'm lost.

I'm not alone, I'm just lonely.

I'm not hurt, its much more worse. I'm broken and no one is there to help me.

 

I don't want a pity party, its anything if not everything but.

I just want to be happy.

 

I'm tired of being sad.

I'm tired of being used.

I'm tired of being judged.

I'm tired of being ugly.

I'm tired of being useless.

And I'm just tired of being alive.

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