You Make Me Feel Safe Again

I never thought that things could be like this, so good, and so bad at the same time.
Harry is everything I need, just enough. He makes me feel safe, and fills in the spots of people who are never there for me.


13. He's Alright

It's about 12:30 when I heard a knock on the front door. I ignored it.

*knock knock*

I forced myself out of bed and pulled fuzzy pjs over my lace undies, figuring it was a salesperson of some sort.

I opened the front door and turned my head quickly and blocked the sun from my eyes, yawning.

Before I could open my eyes, I had strong hands turn me around, facing into my home, and strong hands on my waist. I screeched out, and one if the hands cupped my mouth. "Babe shh shh!" I squeezed my eyes shut. He put his lips to m cheek. "It's me. Shhh,

Babe it's Harry" He said.

"Why did you do that?!" I whisper-screamed; facing him. He put his hands on my waist again. Thumbs in front and other fingers in the back. Then he got close to me, "because I need you." I gave him a confused look as he moved his hands and put them around my back.

He was being very needy.

"Hun, what's wrong?" I pushed him away.

"Leigh, I couldn't wait to see you later. I needed you now. I am so in love with you and you really need to know this. You're my world." He smiled down at me.

His smile faded when I had no reaction. "Leigh.." His face went blank.

"I-I'm.. I'm sorry.." I said.

Immediately after my words I jumped up to his height and wrapped my legs around his hips and kissed him, my arms around his neck, and his arms holding me up, under my bum.

He stopped our kiss an stared me directly in the eyes. He set me down lightly and held my hand, pulling me over to the couch.

We sat down.

He looked at the ground then turned his body to face mine.

"Leigh.. Forever." He looked up at me.

"I promise you, I will never be able to leave you... I.." He paused, tears forming in his eyes. "I'm yours forever"

I cried into his chest while he held and rubbed my back.

As he kissed the top if my head and said "I love you" Zach walked in.

"Uhm a bit early" Zach said. I hopped up and looked at him, wiping under my eyes. He came over patted my back, and put his hand out for Harry to shake.

They shook hands; "Zachary" Harry smiled.

"Call me Zach, please" he asked.

"Sure" Harry awkwardly answered.

"Uhm, Leigh how about you go up to your room, and uh study? Yeah?" Zach winked at me. Harry made a face as of saying 'don't go', but I looked at Zach and said "yeah, uhm you two, get along...please"

And I walked away, upstairs to my room.


I worked on a social studies project due in a week or so while I was in my room, but it was so hard because I was sidetracked wondering what the guys were talking about.

I turned on Aly&Aj's "Potential Break Up Song" and blasted it. I was quickly bored. I turned it off and put the project away and figured I'd get Amori or Marie to do it for me instead. Maybe even Adri, now I know she existed again.

"Leigh!" My door slammed open and Harry stood there with the biggest smile I've seen since we got together.

He ran in my room and picked me up by the hips and threw me into the air, and caught me in his arms, my legs over one arm, and he held my back in the other. "My goodness Harold!" I laughed at him. He kissed me and started repeating "I love you, I love you, I love you" a trillion or so times.

Then his phone buzzed, and broke his excitement. "I'm so sorry, Leigh" he kissed me again. "My mum wants me home now, it's important she says" I smiled at him. "Haha okay" I laughed out. He ran out the door then burst back in grabbed my waist hugged me really tight, and said "I love you" again, and I kissed his forehead and said "get going loverboy!" As he ran down the stairs.


(A day after)

"Yeah..I know" Harry said on the phone, his voice cracking.

"But.. She'll be alright, yeah?" I asked just as broken hearted as Harry.

"She might not, Leigh!" Harry's voice got slightly louder.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby, I didn't mean to raise my voice towards you" he said sounding like he was crying even more.

"It's alright! It's perfectly fine, hun. I can't imagine how you're feeling.." I said.

There was silence.

"Meet me at the skate park?" I asked.

"When?" He asked.

"Now?" I asked back.


"I'm on my way" I answered.

"..I love you" Harry said.

I paused from grabbing my bag and sweatshirt said "I love you too"


Harry lives closer to the park, about 7 miles, so he was there a little before me.

I got there and he looked up, tears blurring his view, obviously.

I cuddle up to him and he stared up at the sky, as he caught his breath and manned up.

"My mum.." He said.

"What's happened to her?"

"She.. She"

He couldn't find his words.

"She was in a car crash... And got hurt.. Really bad"

He stared me in the eye.

"She'll end up alright, I promise you.." I said.

"Yeah.. I hope" he said


We walked back to my house and were watching movies and eating junk food.

Harry threw a piece of popcorn in the air, and I caught it in my mouth.

"Cheeky" he smiled at me.

I jokingly smiled back, scrunching my nose up, the cute way I know he loves.

He leaned over and kissed me.

"You're perfect" he smiled.

"You make every little problem disappear and everything so easy for me" he said.

I didn't know how to react so I smiled at him and looked down awkwardly.

"You're alright, yeah?" He asked.

"Uh fine.." I smile at him.

"That's not your real smile.." He said.

"Hold on.. I'll be right back"

I ripped out of his snuggle and ran to the bathroom holding my stomach. It hurt so bad. Is this what love feels like? I thought as I stared myself in the eye in the mirror.


I quickly thought as I flung my body over the corner and hurled into the toilet.

Definitely not love..

I started to worry. 'But I'm not pregnant at least..' I thought, as I trotted down the long corridor back to living room with Harry.

"Everything good?"

"Amazing." I said quickly, kind of snapping.

After I said it I looked at him and said "everything's great.. It's amazing" I copped a smile. He saw it was fake but we continued to just watch movies and cuddle the whole day.

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