You made me feel again


1. my life. my fucked up life

Hello my name is lily, I live with my dad and two younger brothers Matt and Sam. My mum died in a car crash when I was 15. I blame my self, she was only speeding because I wanted to get home so I could call the boy that I liked and I kept shouting at her. And yes I was in the car when it crashed and no I did not die, but I wished I did.

Before the accident I was a normal 15 year old, going out to parties, meeting up with boys, drinking. But that night, the night of the crash. My world went black. And it stayed that way. I changed. I didn't let anyone in, I stayed in, instead of going out. And I started to cut, really badly, my world was fucked up and I needed to find a way out. I needed to feel something and not just guilt.

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