Little White Lies

Did you ever think one decision could change your life?
That one decision or one mistake could follow you forever.

Join Liv and Sarah on a journey of unexpected surprises, tragedies and big decisions. Will the decisions they make be the right ones? Or will they regret them in the future?

(*Warning*- throughout this book there will be some graphic content, if you are uncomfortable with this content please skip the chapter. There will be warnings in the chapters before and in the title of the chapters.)

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33. Mistakes... (15+)

** This chapter has graphic content. Please if you are uncomfortable with this content do not read just skip to the next chapter. ** (15+)



Liv’s POV

Since Sarah left the room it has felt like i could cry my eyes out until tomorrow. I didn’t expect her to react that way, I would have never told her if I knew she loved him. I’ve messed up badly. I really hope she hasn’t told Harry yet. Would she do that to me? Surely she would give me time to explain myself to him. At this point all my thoughts are based around me breaking Harry’s heart, I have crying so much that I can hardly breathe.

Liam’s POV

Walking up the stair after just arriving home from the shops the house seemed pretty quiet, I’m assuming that most people have gone out for the day. Walking towards my room I soon hear sobbing coming from Liv and Harry’s room, I’m not quite sure who it is but i decided that it would be best if I went to check they are okay. As I opened the door I soon noticed Liv with her head on her pillow crying her eyes out.

“Oh my god, Liv are you okay?” I say rushing over to her side of the bed before kneeling down in front of her.

“Please leave me alone, I don’t feel like talking to anyone right now!” she says slightly aggressively wiping her tears.

I noticed a tissue box on the bed side table so I grabbed a couple of tissues and wiped her tears for her.

“Olivia, please tell me, you know I am always here for you”, I say before placing the soaked tissue in the bin.

She just ignored me and started crying even more.

“Calm down babe it’s okay I’m here to help you know that!” I say moving a piece of hair behind her ear.

“Now talk to me!” I continue. She soon sits up with her legs crossed on the bed, I join her by sitting with mine crossed in front of her.

“I stuffed up Liam! I had a fight with Sarah!” she says between breaths.

“I’m sure everything will be okay Liv. What was it about?” I say placing my hand on her shoulder for comfort.

“Don’t worry, it doesn’t even matter” she says looking down into her lap.

“It does matter if it’s upsetting you this much” I say lifting her chin with my finger.

She can barely even look at me.

“I know I love Harry Liam, I love him with all my heart and things have been going so well between us, but I think I have feelings for someone else, I don’t know if they means anything but I just realised now. When I told Sarah she got really upset and disappointed with me and ran out the room, Liam we never fight and it’s all my fault” she says with more tears rushing down her face.

I was in disbelief. Liv had feelings for someone else? Who? She seemed so happy with Harry. I tried not to act surprised but all I could do was sit there and try to comfort her.

“I know I’m a horrible person!” she says noticing my slightly shocked look.

“No you’re not, you’re just confused is all.  Who is it Liv?” I say waiting for an answer.

“Liam don’t worry please, it doesn’t even matter!” she says while getting up and heading towards the door. I quickly grab her wrist before she reaches the handle.

“Who is it?” I say trying to stay calm.

She started crying heavily as she looked me in the eyes.

“It’s you Liam! I have feeling for you!”, she says pulling her arm out of my grip.

What? She has feelings for me? This is such a shock, I don’t even know what to say. Ever since I met her i thought she was beautiful. Somewhere in my heart there was defiently feelings towards he but as soon as I realised Harry had her eyes on her I buried all feelings. I have always felt a slight jealousy towards them every time they kissed or went out , but then I had Sarah.  Sarah is the most amazing girl I know. She knows how to make me smile, and my stomach flutters whenever she slimes at me and I honestly don’t know what I’d do without her, but Liv has just confused things for me. Trying not to watch my expression Liv just stood there with her head in her hands crying.

“Me?” was the only word that seemed to come out.

She ignored me and continued to cry. I grabbed her and brought her into a hug. It took her a while to adjust but she soon wrapped her arms around me. As I rubbed her back calming her down assuring she was alright, she soon pulled away to look me in the eyes. Her eyes were all red and puffy from crying and tears were staining her face. With my thumb I wiped the last of her tears off her face before meeting her eyes on mine.

“Since when have you had feelings for me?” I say leading her to sit back on the bed.

“I guess I had always had these little feelings for you, before I met you, I was a fan and I would always say that if I could have one of you boys it would be you. Then Harry came along, he stole my heart and I guess ever since just seemed to look past the feelings until now. I didn’t think they meant anything but when I saw you and Sarah cuddling on the bed and all I felt was jealously” she says playing with her fingers.

I just sat there for a moment. Should I tell her or will it make things worse.

“Well I have to admit when we first met you girls I had feelings for you. There was just something about you that caught my attention! When Harry told us about his feelings towards you I immediately backed off and buried my feelings so it wouldn’t cause any hassles. But then there is Sarah that I care for so much and all of this information has started to confuse me” I say grabbing both of her hands causing her to look me in the eyes.

 “NO Liam, don’t say that! Stop!” she says standing up quickly running her hands through her hair out of stress. I notice tears starting to form in her eyes.

“You can’t! you can’t Liam, that’s only going to make things worse!” she shouts out at me tears rushing down her face.

I stood up grabbing her shoulders to keep her still.

“We can’t stop how we feel, its not that simple” I say slightly aggressively.

“What about Sarah?” she says looking up at me with anger.

“Well what about Harry?” I respond with a question.

She was silent and she couldn’t say anything. She just walked over to the bed and sat at the end of it. I waited a while for her to cool down before I sat next to her. As I sat next to her she wrapped her arms around me tightly.

“I’m sorry” she says with her heard on my chest looking up at me.

Liv’s POV

Goose bumps rose on the surface of my skin as our eyes locked once again. This time I couldn’t look away. There was something captivating about Liam, although I couldn’t quite figure out what it was. I slowly leaned in before swallowing hard as our foreheads touched. His skin was warmer than mine was. The butterflies in my stomach were chaos. I shouldn’t feel like this. I can’t.  His strikingly brown eyes carefully studied ever feature on my face but they were particularly focused on my lips, I have to admit my eyes were drawn to his lips as well.

“Liam I think I want to kiss you!?” I whisper as my eyes were drawn to his.

Liam’s POV

The butterflies in my stomach were out of control. Stop Liam stop, I told myself but my thriving desire was taking over. I couldn’t stop myself as my head dipped down and pressed my lips against hers.  My heart raced fast as our lips melted against each other. Our noses brushed against each others as we exhaled quiet moans. I soon felt the hand on the back of my head tugging me closer. I shifted my hands down the curve of her back feeling it carefully. My hands soon found their way pressed up against her chest, we led each other through and extraordinary experience whilst we both enjoyed the pleasure that the unfamiliar actions brought apron. It felt very wrong, but I couldn’t stop now. At this point her breathing quickened as I gently laid her down on my quilt without breaking the kiss. Was she going to go through with this? I hovered over her, we were so into the kiss that we didn’t even bother to take a break for a little breather eventhough she was seemingly struggling for air. It wasn’t long after that she allowed access for my tongue. After a whole 10 minutes of intense kissing and feeling up I took off my t-shirt before unbuttoning her top. We removed our clothes but by bit before covering ourselves with the quilt cover. She was running her hands all over my body. I started kissing down the crock of her neck causing her head to throw back. I made my way down to her stomach leaving small kisses along the way. I finally made my way down to her soft wet pussy. I slipped in two fingers whilst sucking her clit aggressively. She couldn’t control herself as she arched  her back letting out loud moans but not loud enough for anyone to hear us. She placed her hands on the back on my heads pushing me closer to her clit causing me to get even hornier. I continued as she begged me not to stop. I was getting hornier and hornier as she moaned louder and louder. I couldn’t take it any longer I needed to be inside her.

“Liam I want to feel you inside me!” She says scratching my back with pleasure.

I couldn’t take it anymore, quickly I grabbed condom out of Harry’s bedside table and gave it to Liv to slide on before I positioned myself on her before quickly thrusting in without hesitation. I continued to thrust faster and faster as she got tighter and tighter. It felt so good. As I got faster her moans got faster and louder. I couldn’t help myself but let out a huge moan causing us both to smile.

“I’m nearly there!” I whisper in her ear.

She just lays there biting her lip with her head tilted back. As I got faster and faster I couldn’t take it anymore, I was nearly there.

“Liv, in going to cum!” I shout thrusting into her, she feels so tight.

Soon after my cum shoots out inside the condom causing me to moan even louder. I collapsed on the side of her breathing heavily.

“That was incredible” she whispers in between breaths.

“..... but this is so wrong Liv, how could we have just done that to Harry and Sarah” i say realising that what I had done was wrong. I know there are feelings for Liv but I should have never acted on them. I have Sarah and my feelings for her are stronger than what mine will ever be for Liv. Quickly I get up off the bed and start to put my clothes back on.

“That shouldn’t have happened I’m sorry.” I say while buttoning up my jeans.

“I know, I’m so sorry too Liam. I never should have told you how I felt it was wrong of me to put you in that position.” she replies while looking down at her nails.

“Let’s not tell anyone about this Liv” I say to her with a serious face.

“You have Harry and I have Sarah and I think I speak for the both of us when i say we would both be devastated if we lost either one of them” I continue as she nods.

“Okay. We never speak of this again” She agrees before I give her a small nod and walk outside the room

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