Little White Lies

Did you ever think one decision could change your life?
That one decision or one mistake could follow you forever.

Join Liv and Sarah on a journey of unexpected surprises, tragedies and big decisions. Will the decisions they make be the right ones? Or will they regret them in the future?

(*Warning*- throughout this book there will be some graphic content, if you are uncomfortable with this content please skip the chapter. There will be warnings in the chapters before and in the title of the chapters.)

Copyright © 2013 itsa1derfullife
All Rights Reserved


40. Doctors Appointment

Louis' POV

I am pacing up and down the hall way trying to be patient but everyone knows I’m the most impatient person. After what felt like forever I finally knock on the bathroom door. There is no answer so I walk in and the first thing I notice is Liv sitting on the toilet seat with her head in her hands.

“What did it say ?” I say walking up to Liv and kneeling down next to her.

She point to the sink and my eyes are immediately drawn to the pregnancy test. I stand up and walk over to it.

“Liv what does that mean?” I say analysing the sign on the screen.

“It means I’m pregnant!” she says without moving her face from her hands.

What?  Liv is pregnant! I am lost for words! Say something Louis says something. I honestly don’t know how to feel about this, I guess I’m shocked, but I am happy for her.

“Are you sure?” is the only words that seem to leave my mouth.

“What do you mean am I sure? it has a plus that means positive” she says looking up at me.

“Maybe it means that is positive you’re not pregnant!” I say. Why would you say that Louis, this is so time for joking, I mentally slap myself in the head.

“I’m taking another one to make sure!” she says grabbing another packet from the floor before opening it and getting it ready. “Privacy” she says while pushing me out.

Once again I am pacing up and down the hallway . It has been five minutes and I can’t wait any longer I walk into the bathroom without knocking and I see Liv standing with the stick in her hand. I walk over to see and once again it says positive.

“Liv you’re going to be a mum!” I say wrapping my arms around her for comfort.

Liv’s POV

OH MY GOD IM PREGNANT! How could this happen, this can’t be possible! I used protection! What if Harry doesn’t want a child??

“This doesn’t make sense Lou I used protection!” she says throwing the pregnancy test in the sink

“Well it could have been faulty” he says taking a seat on the toilet. “Whatever decision you make, I’m here for you ever step of the way!” he continues.

Suddenly my heart just sank! I used protection with Harry we defiently did, But i used protection with Liam too what if that means that there is a possible chance I am pregnant with LIAMS BABY!! I rush up and down the bathroom before rushing downs the stair without saying a word. Just forget about it Liv, just think positive, Harry’s Baby, Harry’s Baby. Put it at the back of your mind. Omg what am I kidding I can just forget about it, I finally sorted things out and now I ruined them again. I am losing my breath and I am getting really dizzy. Harry’s baby! Harry’s baby! I continue to repeat in my head.

“What’s wrong?” Louis says running after me.

I choose not to answer , actually I can’t answer, what am I supposed to tell him, Ohh yeah Louis there is a possioble chance I am pregnant with Liam’s baby! I think to myself sarcastically in my head. I grab a glass out of the cupboard before filling it with water and sculling it down.

“Liv you’re scaring me!” he says with bothhis hands at the back of his head.

I take deep breaths to calm myself down and slide to the floor holding my knees to my chest.

“What am I going to do Louis?, I am 17 years old, what if Harry doesn’t want a child? I’m not ready for this Lou, I’m just not ready!” I say crying my eyes out and  hyperventilating.

“Liv it’s going to be okay! I will book a doctor’s appointment for tomorrow and we can make sure this is not all a misunderstanding” he says sitting down next to me and wrapping his arm around me for comfort.

I just nod before calming myself down. I slowly start to make my way upstairs before turning around and looking at Louis.

“You are not to tell anyone about this! Not even Harry! I will tell him when I’m ready!” I say and he nods in agreement.

I walk up stairs to get rid of the evidence and make my way to the bedroom before taking my heels off and sliding into bed with my clothes on, I was in no mood to get changed. Louis comes up shortly after and to tell me he is going to go pick up everyone before placing a kiss on my cheek. I nod and he makes his way out.

“Louis” I call out before he reaches the handle

“Yeah?” he responds turning around quickly.

“Thankyou!” I say giving him a smile. He returns the smile before walking out.

I turn around on my side and as soon as he left I had fell into a deep sleep.


I wake up to my phone ringing. I turn to my right and realise Harry isn’t there. I grab my phone and swipe it to the side to answer the call.


Hey Liv its Louis, how are you feeling?”

“I still feel pretty sick, Where are you?”

“I’m at the recording studio with the boys but I get to leave early, I booked an appointment for the doctors so get yourself ready I’ll be there in 20”

“Thanks, where is Sarah?”

“She is out shopping with Perrie”

“Ohh okay, I’ll see you soon!” I say before ending the call.

I get myself out of bed before noticing a note on Harry’s pillow.

“I have gone to the recording studio with the boys,

I hope you feel better my beautiful girlfriend!!

Harry xx”

A little smile was brought to my face. I still had my clothes on from the night beofre so I quickly got undressed and rinsed myself off in the shower without getting my hair wet. I got out and put on a pair of my tights and a baggy grey jumper. I would never wears this out but I am really not in the mood. I put on a pair of my converses before brushing through my hair and adding a bit of mascara to my eye lashes. I brushed my teeth and a little thought rushes over me. I stand in front of the marrow before turning to the side. OMG I’m already showing, it wasn’t that much but it was enough for me to notice. Maybe I’m just being paranoid. I make my way down stairs to find Louis sitting on the lounge oh his phone.

“you ready?” he says before standing up and walking towards the door.

“Yeah” I respond before making my way to the car and getting in the passenger .

We soon arrive at the doctors and head to the front counter.

“Olivia Parker” Louis says to the lady at the desk.

“Sure take a seat it she shouldn’t be long” she replies.

Louis and I take a seat in the waiting room and sit patiently.

“I hope I get a girl doctor!” I whisper to Louis

“It’s okay Liv i got it sorted, I recommended a girl doctor because I gathered you would be uncomfortable with a guy” he says giving me a smile.

“Aww that’s why I love ya!” I say leaning my head on his shoulder. “Do you think I can handle this?” I say removing my head from his shoulder and looking at him.

“Handle what?” he says

“This whole baby thing” I respond.

“Yess! Of course you can Liv. We will be with you every step of the way so never think you will be doing this alone!” he says giving me a smile.

“Olivia Parker?” a girl doctor calls my name before I could reply to Louis.

“Right this way!” she says as we get up and follow her down the hallway and into a room.

“So how are you  today?” she asks sitting at her desk.

“Yeah fine thanks” I respond as me and Louis take a seat.

“So your hear to confirm your pregnancy?” she ask skimming through some papers on her desk.

“Yes I am”  responds nodding.

“Okay so what you going to do it get undressed and place that blue robe on, I’ll come back in five minutes” she says walking outside the room.

I quickly take my shoes and pants off before realising Louis is still in the room. I look over at him and he says his head facing the wall. I give out a like chuckle and continue.

I place the rope on just in time as the doctor walked back in.

“Take a seat on this bed and place your feet on the stands” she says. Louis gets up and holds my hand for comfort.

“But first you need to remove your underwear!” the doctor says giggling.

We all laugh. “Sorry I have never done this before” I says before sliding them off and placing them on my pile of clothes before sitting back in my current position. I feel so uncomfortable being in this position.

“Now this might feel a little strange” she says grabbing a clear tube.

My eyes widen with the discomfort and I quickly turn to Louis who is giggling.

“Stop laughing!” I say nudging him.

It was taking forever, I just wanted it to be over already. Louis squeezes my hand before the doctor tell me I can put my clothes back on and that she will be back with the results shortly. Louis returns back to facing the wall as I get dressed back into my clothes. I was dressed before she came back so Louis and I took a seat in the patient’s chair.

“That felt so weird!” I say giggling.

“I can just imagine!” he says also letting out a giggle.

After what felt like forever she returned with a clipboard.

“Congratulations Miss Parker, I can now confirm that you are indeed pregnant” she says before sitting down at her desk.

Once again my heart stops, so this is for real, I a pregnant, I have a living thing inside me.

“Now do you know what you are going to do with the baby, because if you decide you want an abortion we have to do it within the next two weeks!” she says.

“How far am I into the pregnancy?” I ask ignoring what he has said.

“You are 10 weeks into the pregnancy, which is approximately 2 months and 2 weeks” she says looking at her clipboard.

Without making it to obvious, I count in my head the last time Harry and I had sex and the when Liam and I sex. My heart was racing as the dates were getting closer, but finally a huge sigh of relief rushed over me when I realised it was Harry’s baby.

“I want to keep the baby!” I respond nodding .

Why was I so certain? What if harry doesn’t want this baby, then I will have to raise it by myself. What am I kidding either way I would never give it up for abortion, I could never do that to my child. The doctor gives me a smile and a nod before writing something down on the clip board.

“Okay so keep healthy and exercise once a week. Cut down on the junk food and drink as much water as possible. If you are feeling a lot of pain in your uterus don’t take aspirin because it won’t help! I’m sorry to say but you are going to have to put up with the pain, it’s a whole part of it” she says quickly and I nod trying my best to take in the information.

“So how long have you two been going out?” she ask pointing at me and Louis.

I and Louis both look at eachother before dropping in to fits of laughter.  The doctor has a confused look on her face.

“No, Louis isn’t my boyfriend” I say trying to contain myself from laughing again.

“Yeah we are best friends!” he says before putting his arm on my shoulder

“Ohh so you’re not the father?” she asks still confused.

“No, I’m just here for support” Louis says nodding.

“Well isn’t that nice” she says before printing out a piece of paper. “Okay so this is a healthy eating plan” she says grabbing the paper from the printer and placing in front goes me.

I skimmed through it and my eyes were drawn to Friday. Junk food day!

“So Friday is the day when you can let loose! And I mean ice cream and more ice-cream!” she says with a smile. I and Louis both laughed. “So we will have frequent checks ups and if anything doesn’t feel right make sure you book an appointment to inform us straight away” she says while standing up and walking over to the door to hold it open for us.

“Thankyou!” I say before walking out of the hospital and back to the car with Louis.

As I look out the window I notice Louis staring at me.

“Do you want to get some ice cream? Because it is Friday, and you know what the Doctor said, ice-cream and more ice-cream.

I look at him and giggle a little while giving a little nod. He smiles back before driving me to my favourite ice-cream place. The drive there was silent I guess I was running through all the negative and positive things that can come out of it. What am I going to tell my parents? How will I tell Harry? Will he breakup with me? Will he want me to get an abortion? What will everyone think of me? 17 and pregnant! I’m kind of nervous to see him but yet again I just want to wrap my arms around him. I get out of the car as we arrive at the ice-cream store. Lucky there went any customers in the store so I could stuff my face! We ordered 3 serves of ice-cream each because well why not! We started talking about baby names and we even put a bet on between if it’s a girl or a boy. Louis thinks it’s a boy and I think it’s a girl. Our conversations were serious and embarassing but also filled with laughter. He has actually changed my mood about this whole situation, I actually can’t wait to tell Harry. I notice the clock on the wall and I snap out of my laughter. Oh my god its 7:00 already, we have been out for almost 7 hours. It didn’t even fill like an hour!  I guess we just got carried away, making us both decide it’s time to get back. The drive home was fun actually, it was filled with attempts to sing this random rap song that was on the radio. Every time one of us stuffed up a word, Louis would start it the song again! I took us about 30 times to actually accomplish the song before we got home. I get out of the car and walk towards the door with Louis following closely behind, I open the door and before I can say a word I am interrupted.

“Where have you been? I have called you like 100 times and I was fucking worried!” Harry says with a serious and angry face.

I grab my phone out of my pocket and see 15 messages from Harry and 18 missed calls. My phone was on silent. I am slightly scared from the way he reacted.

“I...I...uhmm…” is the only attempt of a sentence that seems to be able to leave my mouth.

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