Little White Lies

Did you ever think one decision could change your life?
That one decision or one mistake could follow you forever.

Join Liv and Sarah on a journey of unexpected surprises, tragedies and big decisions. Will the decisions they make be the right ones? Or will they regret them in the future?

(*Warning*- throughout this book there will be some graphic content, if you are uncomfortable with this content please skip the chapter. There will be warnings in the chapters before and in the title of the chapters.)

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51. Crash

Sarah’s POV

I swear this car ride was taking forever. We had literally been stopped at every read light possible. Whenever we did stop we tried to entertain ourselves by making weird hand actions to the boys in the car behind us, or even sing a little!

The conversation I had with Liam before we left keeps replaying in my head. I know I should tell him, and trust me deep down inside that’s all I want to do but I’m just so nervous about his reaction. Will he get angry at me? Will he think I’m disgusting? My mind is always telling me that the worse possible outcome will happen.

I look over at Liv’s smiling face as she concentrates hard on the road. I fell even worse for not telling Liv. We have literally told each other everything since the day we met, and I can see in her eyes every time someone brings up that night that she is offended that I haven’t yet told her what actually happened. Jason is Liv’s past and my heart is telling me that if I tell her it will put her in danger. Jason was crazy. That’s why that relationship never worked, he was so clingy and always wanted to know where Liv was every second of everyday. When they first got together my gut was telling me that they were wrong for each other, but when I told Liv she wasn’t happy. It was her first major relationship and she was convinced that I was just trying to ruin it for her.

That was the first major fight we ever had. When Liv started to see what I was talking about she started to make herself more distant from him. Once he started to realise what she was doing he started to become even more obsessed. When she finally had the guts to break up with him he became possessive, doing everything in his power to try and win her back. She had to change everything. Her accounts, her phone, we even moved houses cause somehow he had a way of tracking her. We finally lost contact and thing started to go back to the way they were, that is until the night at the interview.

My face goes serious as we stop at the lights at the intersection of Exeter and Strand.

“Liv. There is something I have to tell you” I say in a serious voice as I look down at my feet so I don’t have to see the expression about to appear on her face.

“You can tell me anything Sar” She replies as she puts her hand on my shoulder and gives me a reassuring smile.

“That night. After the interview someone came after me” I start to explain as I hear Liv take in a breath as I continue.

“I was walking to my car and he stopped me. I tried to get away but nothing I did could stop him or make him leave me alone. I remember trying to fight, and running but then he grabbed me and everything started to go blurry and black. I don’t actually know what happened  or what he gave me but all I know is that I was very unaware of what was happening at the time…” I say as tears start to stream down Liv’s face causing me to cry also.

“When I woke up the next morning I was in a room. It was white and I was in a lot of pain. My body ached so bad that I could hardly move at first……. When I finally got the strength to move I notices that I was naked and hade fresh bruises surfacing all around my body. Things started to flash back to me about the night. He did stuff to me that I couldn’t control. I tried to scream but nothing ever came out, and when I tried to move my body was never strong enough” I continue as my voice staret to go shaky and the tears become constant.

“You were, r-aa-ap-ed?” Liv asks me in a whisper as her eyes became extremely red and puffy.

“He did things to me that I couldn’t stop. He touched me against my will and then he did the worst possible thing” I say as I move my eyes away from heres trying to contain my tears a little bit.

Silence filled the car as Liv’s hands went straight up to her cheeks to wipe the tears.

“When I came back the next day and Harry tried to help me all I could see was his face and I freaked out. I knew it was Harry but deep down inside my heart was telling me to trust no one. The shaking and the flinch at anyones touch just seemed to happen because every time someone would touch me or come near me my mind automatically told me that the same thing was gonna happen.” I say as I look back at her to see the shock in her eyes. She looks back at the road before she says anything to me.

“Who was it? Who would do something like that to you?” She asks as the light goes green and she starts the car.

“It was…… LIV LOOK OUT!” was the last thing I  say before the pressure of the truck hits the car. I remember the sound of the glass shattering and the pain in my leg to become unbearable. The crunch of the metal made my ears ache and the next thing I know the car is flipping. Then everything turned black.

I could see nothing. Nothing at all. My body was aching and the pain in my leg was excusiating.

“SARAH! SARAH!” I hear a voice scream as I feel hands touch my face gentally. I try to see who it is but my body is weak and my eyes wouldn’t open.

“CALL 999!” I hear the same voice scream. Liam? Liam!

Immediately I feel my heart beat faster knowing that my Liam was by my side helping me. With all the energy I had left I shift my face towards Liam’s voice before opening my eyes only the slightest bit, just enough that I could see his face.

“Sarah babe. Your alright stay with me now, don’t close your eyes okay. You stay with me” I hear him say as he grabs my face and hold it so it wouldn’t move back to face the other direction. I soon hear a gasp escape his lips as he looks down towards my legs. I quickly try to shift my face to see what he was looking at but I was stopped by his hands before I could see anything.

“Look at me babe. Only me I’m not going anywhere” He says to me reassuringly as tears leave his eyes.

“THERE’S GAS. GET THEM OUT” I hear Niall yell as Liam’s hands leave the side of my face and I can only slightly see Niall and Liam trying to unjam the door.

“L-ii-vv. He-ll-p L-iv” I say in an attempt to talk as my eyes become heavy and I see black yet again.

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