Everything Has Changed

From being a high school geek to being a well-known model, how will people react to Samantha's new look? How will Harry Styles, AKA her #1 bully in high school, react when they meet at a photoshoot?

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21. Everything has changed

Harry's POV 

  I rushed home only to find pictures on the floor and some of Samantha's things gone. Shit. She knows. Why am I such a stupid fuck?! I need to fix this now. Tears are on the brink of my eyes as I find her name in my phone. I find her name name and press call. After a few rings she finally accepted.

"Hello?" I could hear her voice. But it wasn't the usual cheerful Sam I know. 

"Samantha please let me explain-"

  "Harry." Oh how she said my name has me crying. "I can't do this right now. It's hurts too much. I think we need sometime apart. I'll tell you when I'm ready and right now I'm not capable of seeing you."

  "Samantha please."

"Bye Harry." That was that. The line went dead. My vision got blurry and I broke down in tears. How could I be so stupid? My blood started to boil and before I knew what I was doing. I punched the wall. Only to have my hand throbbing in pain. I slid down against the wall with my head in my hands. I just hope she can forgive me. I know it will take time. But I need her. I need her laugh. I need her hand to fit perfectly in mine. I need to hug her and to feel completely safe again. I need my Samantha back.

  ~3 weeks later~

Samantha's POV

  3 weeks have gone by. I still feel like shit. I've been spending a lot of alone time to gather my thoughts. I'm ready. Ready to sort this mess out.

My heart still feels empty. I haven't been the same. I cut my hair shorter in hopes to lift away the pain bearing on my shoulders. I lost about 10 lbs of fat, but replaced it with tone muscle. I was definitely stronger but felt so weak. I deleted all of my social media. I couldn't take the questions everyone kept asking me. I've been staying at Eds place and lay hung out with my closest girlfriends. I don't know what I'd do without them. I admit, I was depressed. Quite frankly I still am. I'm not the same Samantha anymore. I don't even feel like I'm really living in a world full of life.    I decide to text Harry since I don't feel like calling.   

I'm ready to talk. Your place @3:30

I pressed send. It was weird to say "your place" because we'd always say that is was ours. I guess not anymore. It was 3:00 now. I grab my keys and head to Harry's.  As I go inside of my car, I receive a text from I'm saying, "okay."  

~30 minutes later~

  I didnt even have to ring his doorbell because he opened the door right away. I walked straight in to the bedroom and I could hear his footsteps following. We got to the room and he shut the door. I just sat in the bed and refused to look into his eyes knowing that I would melt into them. I could feel his eyes intently looking at me. Silence filled the room for a good 5 minutes.

    He broke the silence to say, "please let me explain."

  "I don't need you to explain. What's done is done. Did you have sex with her?"

  "I was drunk out of my mind you have to know that."

  "DID YOU OR DID YOU NOT HAVE SEX WITH HER?" I yelled. 

  He couldn't even look at me in the eyes before saying, "yes." 

  "Sam that it didn't mean anything. Believe me."  

I didn't respond to him. I was trying to think of what to say. I was left speechless. How could he do this me. 

  "Harry I think sometimes the thing you most want does not happen and sometimes the thing you never expected happened to us. What you did to me... To us I don't know if I can ever forgive you. I went from butterflies fluttering in my stomach to bees stinging my heart. I had so many reasons to give up on you, but I still chose to stay. You had a lot of reasons to stay, but you chose to give up.But I need to know one thing."

  "Sam-"  

"I just need to know that it's possible....... Possible that two people can stay together forever."

  "We can. You and me. Together. Please don't do this to me." He was sobbing by now sitting next to me.

Our shoulders were touching but nothing more.

"I knew we shouldn't have went Sam. Why did you agree?!!!!" 

  "So this is my fault now?! Harry I gave you everything I had. I poured my heart to you regardless of our past. But it wasn't enough. I wasn't enough. And I never will be. I wish I never loved you like I still do. I wish I didn't waste all those times talking to you or thinking about you. I wish I never ran in to you a year ago. I wish I never got excited every time I would see you. I wish I never got my hopes high for you. And I wish I would've have just stopped trying and. Trying knowing I would just go through the same thing. Because in the end it's not you getting hurt. It's me."  

"You don't think I'm hurting Sam? Every night I cry myself to sleep him,I got how god awful plain stupid I am. I'm truly sorry for hurting you and I know you're hurting a lot more than me. I want you to forgive me. I NEED for you to forgive me. Please give me a second chance to make it all up to you."

  "I'm not mad at you at all. In fact I forgive you. I more mad at myself actually. I'm mad for always being nice, for getting attached, for making you my whole life, thinking about you, forgiving you, dreaming of your warm touch, but most of all, I'm mad at myself for not hating you, which I know I should.... But I just can't."

    "Then maybe you shouldn't." He said coldly. "I'm done apologizing. 3 weeks Samantha. I gave you space for 3 weeks. Isn't that more than enough?! You know what? I don't regret what I did. Maybe it just happened for a reason. Maybe it was our time. Our expiration date. And we expired. I think we're done here." 

  Every word that came out of his mouth pierced my heart like a million daggers stabbing me. My head was in my hands.

"If that's what you want then so be it. I'll get my stuff now." I said as I got up trying to find Harry gaze but he wouldn't budge. I kissed him on the cheek and went to the bathroom. I gently closed the door and slid down to the floor in silent sobs. After a few minutes which felt like hours, I got out of the bathroom. Harry was on his bed curled into a ball sleeping. His eyes were as as swollen as mine. His phone was on the side table and I decided to do something I thought of never doing. I got all of my stuff and left. This was it. That was the end of Harry and me. Of our story that had abruptly ended. How am I ever going to be the same after the love of my life broke my heart not for the first time, but for the second and last time?    

 

AUTHORS NOTE   omg so much drama!!!! Don't worry this isn't the end of this movella ;-) Whose side are you on... Harry or Samantha's?!!! Comment below of what you think will happen next!!!! I admit writing this had me in tears. I honestly feel for the both of them. Do you think they can bounce back? Be sure to comment and like this movella!!  

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