Everything Has Changed

From being a high school geek to being a well-known model, how will people react to Samantha's new look? How will Harry Styles, AKA her #1 bully in high school, react when they meet at a photoshoot?

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23. Can't Help Falling In Love

~1 year later~

  Sam's POV  

What a year it has been! Not only am I modeling, I'm now singing! I tour with Ed and I sometimes go on stage with him and sometimes I open for his concert! My fame has sky rocketed, but that doesn't even matter. I activated my Twitter and Instagram again. I still keep in touch with Niall. We've moved on from what happened between us and I'm glad to say we are really good friends. We hang out as much as we can but its not as much as I would want it to be. I see pictures of Harry with all of these models. They look the exact opposite of me with blonde hair and blue eyes. With the amount of girls I see him with, I guess he's moved on. He looks happy.... I guess. We don't talk much let alone talk at all. He's grown out his hair so long he can put it in a bun. His Instagram is just so different now. They're mostly black and white and they're not even pictures of him. He deleted all of our pictures. I only left one up but I post so many pictures no one ever sees it. I'm gonna admit I do keep tabs on him. A lot of things do remind me of him... Of us, but that was a year ago. Times change, people change. Oh but did I mention? I'm in a relationship with Nick Robinson. If you haven't heard of him, he's in Jurassic world playing the older brother. About 6 months after Harry and I broke up, Nick and I started to date. He's not crazy famous, but it's one of the many reasons I love him. He somehow balances me out. We don't fight much, but when we do we quickly realize how dumb it was and make up. He's goofy, sweet, and just an all around great guy. He makes me feel complete again ridding me of all my worries in life. We trust each other and tell each other everything. Not only is he my boyfriend, he's my best friend. He doesn't crave attention although he gives me a lot of attention which I LOVE. We met at one of Ed's after parties and everything just went uphill from there. With my modeling and singing career and his acting career taking off, we somehow find a way to make it work. You can say I'm love struck. Enough catching up, I have to open for Ed's show tonight! 

  I grab my mic and head to the stage. It's pitch black and when I nod my head to the light director, bright lights start beaming.   

"What's up Los Angeles?!!!!!!!" I yell into the mic.   

Everyone is screaming and all I can do is smile. Nick is in the front row and I can see him smiling mouthing "I love you". I mouth it back and the jumbotron screen catches our little moment and the crowd erupts in "awwwwws"  

"Alright let's get this show started!!!! I hope you all know now this classic by my man, Elvis Presley. It's called, Cant Help Falling In Love." 

 

  The stage crew handed me my ukulele. Oh yeah, did I mention I learned how to play the ukulele?! Well yes, yes I did. I start strumming and sing:   Wise men say only fools rush in but I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay would it be a sin If I can't help falling in love with you

  As I'm singing I look to the crowd but mostly at Nick. The jumbotron catches every moment of this.    I continue singing:  Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes some things are meant to be take my hand, take my whole life too for I can't help falling in love with you   Like a river flows surely to the sea Darling so it goes some things are meant to be take my hand, take my whole life too  

I let the crowd sing this next part and wow are they crazy loud. I love it.    for I can't help falling in love with you

  I put the mic back to me so I could finish the song:   for I can't help falling in love with you.   

 

For a few seconds the arena was silent and then it erupted in loud cheers. As I scanned the crowd, I saw the one person I thought I would never see again.  Harry fucking Styles.  Of course he was standing there with his arm around another beautiful blonde model. All of our memories came flooding in all at once. The time of our anniversary, the time we did the twitcam, to the time we broke up. We locked eyes for what seemed forever but was only seconds. I broke his gaze and looked over to Nick who looked worried. I told him about mine and Harry's past and he understood where I came from. All the more reason to love him for that. Of course I still care for Harry, I can't just delete a huge part of my life.... Right? I disregarded Harry's presence and proceeded talking to the crowd.   

"Wow. You guys are amazing. Okay now this next song is by one of my favorite bands, One Republic. This next one is called, Come Home."

 

    Hello world, hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young or speaking out of turn
But there’s someone I've been missing
 

I closed my eyes not wanting to open them. All I could think of was Harry. Ugh why is my brain doing this to me?!!! I still continued to sing,
And I think that they could be the better half of me

They’re in the wrong place tryin' to make it right
But I'm tired of justifying

So I say to you, come home, come home
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long
 

My eyes are still closed shut as I hit the perfect high note singing, 

And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me
And the fight for you is all I've ever known
So come home

I get lost in the beauty of everything I see
The world ain’t half as bad as they paint it to be
If all the sons and all the daughters stop to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin

It might start now, yeah
Or maybe I'm just dreaming out loud

But until then come home, come home
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me
And the fight for you is all I've ever known, ever known
So come home, ooh

Everything I can’t be is everything you should be
And that’s why I need you here
Everything I can’t be is everything you should be
And that’s why I need you here

So hear this now, come home, come home
'Cause I’ve been waiting for ya for so long, for so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all I see is you and me
And the fight for you is all I've ever known, ever known
So come home, come home

 

I say the last verse and I didn't even realize I was crying until I opened my eyes. I looked to find Nick but he was no where in sight. Then I looked over to Harry who was intensely staring at me. Seriously what is wrong with him?! Why is he even here?! 

  "Sorry guys. That song really hits home for me." I wipe the tears off proceeding to the next set, "I know this isn't quite the EDM experience this song is known for, but I hope you like my slow piano version of Latch by Disclosure."    The piano man gets my cue and begins playing.

 

  You lift my heart up when the rest of me is down  You, you enchant me even when you're not around  If there are boundaries, I will try to knock them down I’m latching on, babe, now I know what I have found    I feel we're close enough I wanna lock in your love I think we’re close enough Could I lock in your love, baby?   Now I've got you in my space I won’t let go of you Got you shackled in my embrace I’m latching on to you    Now I've got you in my space I won’t let go of you  Got you shackled in my embrace I’m latching on to you    I’m so encaptured, got me wrapped up in your touch  Feel so enamored, hold me tight within your clutch  How do you do it, you got me losing every breath What did you give me to make my heart bleed out my chest?   I feel we're close enough I wanna lock in your love I think we’re close enough Could I lock in your love, baby? I feel we’re close enough I wanna lock in your love I think we’re close enough Could I lock in your love, baby?   Now I've got you in my space I won’t let go of you Got you shackled in my embrace I’m latching on to you   Now I've got you in my space I won’t let go of you  Got you shackled in my embrace I'm latching on to you    Latching on to you  I won't let go of you Latching on to you  I won't let go of you  

 

Every high note was executed perfectly. That was the end of my gig for the night. I only cover 3 different songs every concert.  Of course I sing all of these love/sad songs when Harry is here. I'm so bothered right now. As the crowd cheered and screamed, I left to go backstage.    Waiting for me in the dressing room was Nick. 

  "You did amazing babe" he said but he didn't look so convincing.   

"Is something wrong?" I asked. 

  "I saw him. Harry I mean. Were you thinking of him up there? Is that why you started crying? Please be honest with me Sam." 

  "To be completely honest with you, yes I was thinking of him and yes it did make me cry. BUT," I emphasized the "but", "it's nothing more than memories of the past. I wanna be with you and only you. Right here, right now." I grabbed his hands and looked him in the eye. 

  "Trust me babe don't worry. I love you and only you." I said as I gave him a peck on the cheek.   

"Okay. I'm glad you told me. I love you too. I trust you Sam I hope you know that.  We should get back, Ed is about to go on."   

We hugged and walked to the front row. We didn't let go of each others hands the whole time. I hate PDA but I guess you can say we had a make out session during Give Me Love. And of course the big screen caught all of this. The arena was live!!! I realized we were on the screen and laughed while I leaned my head on his shoulder as he put his arm around me. We sang along to all of the songs. Nights like these are the ones to live for. I wish I could stay in this moment forever.  Once Ed finished and the concert was over, I went to his dressing room while Nick waited in mine. 

  "Hey Ed!!"  

"Hey sam what's up?! Great show as always btw."    I laughed, "I could say the same to you. But I don't want you to feel yourself too much!"

He pouted and gave me puppy dog eyes.

"Anyways, I wanted to ask you if you knew Harry was going to be here tonight?" 

  "Shit. I'm so sorry. I forgot to tell you. One direction is in LA and I figured since we were playing they could come to ours and we would go to theirs. It totally slipped my mind to run it by you first. I'm really sorry Sam. Their concert is in two days if you and lover boy wanted to come. There's also an after party..." 

  "No worries Ed. It just caught me off guard... Like wayyyyyy off guard. I'll check with Nick. We will most likely go anyways." 

  "Sorry Sam!!!... Again!!" Ed shouted as I left his dressing room. I laughed as I was walking to my room. Great. A One Direction concert in two days.

I decided to text Niall:  

See you in two days!!!! ;-)  

 

He instantly replied:

  It's been forever.. Can't wait! Xx   

 

I turned off my phone and asked Nick. He said that it should be fun. Boy do I hope he's right.   

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