I Have You Still (COMPLETED)

Louis Tomlinson, my best friend since we were 7 years old. His pranks, his jokes, everything about him made me think we were long lost siblings. We're very close to each other. I never left his side, and he never left mine. Best friends forever, or so that's what it seemed like until he left me.

Copyright Shyviolin. Please no duplicating.


9. Chapter 9

 I quietly tiptoe out of the apartment to see Patricia on the couch knocked out. Poor Patty, she must be really tired. I walk out to my car driving to the boys place.

  Why did Louis even invite me over? Maybe he wants to get his mind off things. No, he would of told me. I want to know why he sounded harsh on the phone though.

 I hop out of my car walking up to the door ringing the doorbell. I wait for a while and see Louis open the door.


"Um...hey." Something is wrong. Whenever he just says "hey" I know he's upset about something.

"Come outside with me." He leads me out to the backyard as I sit myself on a chair.

"So what do you want to talk about?"

"Can you explain this?" He throws an open magazine on the table in front of me. Wow. Paps are fast.

"Me and Harry were hanging out. Can I not?"

"Explain this then." He closes the magazine revealing a picture of me and Harry kissing in the front.

"He kissed me." I cross my arms.

"You can't hangout with Harry anymore."

"And why not?"

"He's no good for you."

"Not good for me?! Why do you think we're dating?"

"It's kind of obvious."

"Well we're not!"

"You're forbidden to talk to him."

"You forbid me? What is up with you?" I stand to my feet balling my hands into fists.

"I don't want you dating him because he'll end up dumping you!"

"He said he'd never hurt me."

"Well, you aren't to come to our house again."

"I can't believe you, Louis! We've been best friends forever and you're acting like a total jerk!" I push him back.

"I'm trying to protect my best friend!" He throws his hands in the air.

"From what!?"

"From getting hurt!"

 "Why?!" He walks up to me placing his hands on my cheeks smashing his lips onto mine. He licks my bottom lip begging for entrance. I deny. I feel his tongue slip in my mouth as the scent of alcohol came in. I try to pull away, but his hands keep me still. He finally releases me stepping back.

"That's why."

"Y-you like me?" He nods. I shake my head. "But you're with Eleanor!"

 "So, I could break up with her." He shrugs.

"Louis, let me know when you're not drunk!" I stomp away.

"I'm not drunk! I just have the scent of alcohol."

"So what you said is what you meant?" I stop on my tracks. He nods.

"No, I can't like you, Louis, and you can't like me." I shake my head.

"Harry's not good enough for you."

"Maybe Eleanor is too good for you!" I slap him across the face running inside feeling my eyes water up. My vision becomes blur as I run into someone.

"Oh hey Ash." I wipe my tears away to see Niall.

"Hey Niall."

"What's wrong?"

"Oh, I just hit my eye against the table." I rub my eyes.

"Do you need an ice pack?"

"No I'm alright."

"What flowers do you think Patricia likes?"

"Wait, what?" I smile up at him wiping my tears away.

"What are Patricia's favorite flowers?" He blushes.

"No way. You like her?"

"Yeah, I want to take her out." He scratches his head.

"So on a date?"

"Sure...I guess you could say that." His cheeks become more red.

"She likes Daisy's. Oh and her favorite place to eat is this." I take my phone out showing him a picture of the restaurant. I can't pronounce the name of it so I carry this around since I like this place too.

"Good to know." He nods.

"Ash!" I turn towards the back door to see Louis run in.

"I have to go." I wave back at Niall running down the hallway towards the door. I begin to walk out until I feel hands grab my wrist.

"Ash!" Louis spins me around pushing me outside closing the door behind him.

"What do you want?!" I snap.

"Ash, I like you! I've always liked you ever since the 7th grade! I can't stop thinking about you!" He grabbed my shoulders looking into my eyes.

"Why didn't you tell me before then?! Oh wait, you also didn't tell me you left for X factor!" I push him away.

"I'm sorry Ash!"

"Don't call me Ash! I don't want you to look, speak, listen, or text me again!"

"Ashton please!" He cups my cheeks bringing his face close to mine. I quickly push him away.

"I've had enough!" I rip my necklace off placing it in his hands. "We'll never be best friends again!" I run down the steps towards my car running into Harry. He looks up at me taking his earbuds off.

"Hey Ash...what's wrong?" He puts his hand on my shoulder.

"It's nothing." I wipe my nose with my sleeve.

"Please tell me Ash." I wrap my arms around his neck bringing his face closer to me as I smashed my lips onto his. I melt at the feel of his lips on mine. I pull away resting my forehead against his breathing heavily.

"I love you Harry. Please don't ever leave me." I buried my face in his chest.

"I won't leave you, my little ashy kins, I love you too." He kisses the top of my head. I smile at the nickname he gives me.

"Get away from Ash!" I push away from Harry to see Louis running our way filled with anger. Louis grabs Harry by his collar punching him in the stomach.

"Louis, what's wrong with you?!" I pull him off of Harry.

"Louis, you're drunk!" Harry yells.

"You can't have her!" He growls.

"I knew it was a mistake." Tears begin to roll down my cheeks as they both looked at me.

"What?" Harry asks.

"It was a mistake to come, it was a mistake to meet Louis at the store, it was a mistake to be Louis best friend."

"Ashton don't say that." Louis face softens as he walks closer to me.

"No Louis, if you can't be the best friend I knew, then we shouldn't see each other anymore."

"Don't leave my life like this Ashton!"

"Why? Because you left my life like this?! You don't know how I felt when you left me, you jerk!"

"I didn't mean to Ashton." He puts his hand on my shoulder.

"Don't touch me!" I move away from his reach.

"Just let me make it up to you." His eyes begin to water up.

"Here's a suggestion, don't ever speak to me again!" I turn back to Harry as he stood in shock. "Harry, I'm sorry. I don't think we'll be seeing each other."

"Look what you did Louis! You lost your best friend, and you made me lose the girl I actually loved!" Louis pushes Harry on the ground throwing punches at him repeatedly. Niall comes running out, pulling Louis away from Harry.

"What has gotten into you two?!" Niall shouts.

"I don't want to talk about it." Louis snaps.

"Don't let your anger out on Niall!" Harry grabs Louis arm getting his attention.

"I'm taking Louis in." Niall drags Louis behind him inside the house leaving me and Harry outside...alone.

"Ash, we could make this work."


"We could just hangout outside of the house and where there's no paparazzi."

"Harry, I can't do this...I can't be with you." I shut down falling to the ground on my knees.


"Because when Louis kissed me," I took a deep breath closing my eyes, "I felt something."

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