troubled and broken hearted, with a broken family that's mending. Can Alexa at the age of 17 take control of her life, deal with her brothers fame and be the girl that everyone wants her to be.
Her past is bad, but when love comes along can she take control and not ruin everything, can she stay strong and not hurt him. Who is he?
Many years of bad luck, does Alexa finally turn her life around?


11. unsinkable


Alexias pov;

"okay where's the handcuffs?" I asked smirking, as we all pulled up outside the airport. Zayn laughed and Liam smiled shaking his head. "do you have to be so sarcastic all the time?" He asked. I nodded and folded my arms waiting for their next move. "aren't you worried if I get out this car i'll run again?" I asked slightly confused on there behaviour. "good do it, lets see how far you get" Harry hissed. I looked at him shocked but got out slamming the door. If he wanted to be an  ass then I could do that too. Louis rolled his eyes and got out putting an arm around me. "please sis, just behave at least till we get to London..I don't want us all to get bad publicity" he pleaded. 

"right..because that;s all you care about" I half yelled grabbing my bag seeing a lot of security walking over. "seriously?" I asked in a bored tone before hearing a lot of screams. I covered my eyes and heard the boys mumble something before Liam took my hand and we were all suddenly running into the airport. The security surrounded us and I looked around feeling trapped. I started to feel sick and like I couldn't breath and let go of Liam's hand before running in the direction of the fire escape. "Lex!" Harry yelled seeing me run off. 

I stopped at the doors trying to pull them open. "no...no..no please" I begged trying to break the lock before hearing someone approaching. "What's going on?..why do you keep doing this?" Harry asked looking like he was defeated. I looked down to the floor trying to focus on my breathing. "Just go away" I hissed turning away not wanting him to see the tears that I had no control off. That's the thing about panic attacks...sometimes they hit without you knowing, but when there happening its hard to keep control. "I'm not leaving Alexis..when will you get that through your head?" He asked walking closer making me look at him he frowned and smiled softly. "stop bottling everything up..tell me what's happening" he asked pulling me to the side more so we didn't get seen. 

"I..I cant- breath" I told him panicking more. I turned away and closed my eyes doing my breathing exercises and telling myself i'd be fine..now I was out of the situation. When I felt myself getting the control back I wiped my eyes and turned to Harry. "I have panic attacks...if you tell anyone.." I hissed as a warning he shook his head holding his hands up. "wasn't so hard to tell me though..was it..maybe I can help now..Im better of as an ally than an enemy Lex" He mumbled shrugging and starting to walk off before turning round to me. "you coming now then...or does security have to carry you there?" 

I laughed and walked towards him wiping my eyes to make sure the tears where gone. "the tough act doesn't suit you styles" I mumbled playfully pushing him, I felt a little happy in the moment finally someone new..I just hoped no one else found out. "It doesn't suit you either" He whispered raising his eyebrows before we joined the rest of the boys. Louis stared at me narrowing his eyes and I gave him a light smile and looked down walking with them trying to keep my control and not break down in front of them all.


Authors note;

This is going to be the last authours note for a while, I just wanted to say im going to be hopefully writing more for this story and active a lot more. I kind of had a break from this feeling like no one actually read or wanted to read my stories. I don't want to waste my time writing if no one reads. I'm sorry if there's any grammar mistakes or sentences that don't make sense. If you gladly just point them out. I will go back and fix them. Hopefully sometimes during this week I will have time to go through all the chapters and check myself. However I do write this up quickly as they come into my head, and at night. 

Feel free to comment, constructive criticism only please, i'll respect you if you respect me. I try my best and if its not good enough for you then feel free not to read :) 

Love you all thank you for reading if you did. If no one actually reads this then well i will never know so I'll just pretend someone did hahaha.. ~Kat x

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