The Douchebag (ON HOLD)

When Taylor Aberdeen discovered that she was finally meeting her idol,the one and only Justin Drew Bieber she thinks she's the luckiest girl in the world,but when the special day comes and she realises that Justin's not what he seems,she tries anything she can to try and get Justin to realise he's fake and lies to all of his fans over what he really is.Justin finally notices Taylor's tweets and dm's and apologies,he makes a deal with her and decides to take Taylor out for the day with just him,no cameras.the real him,he just wants to show her that he really is the heart warming teenage boy he portrays,but they soon start to hang around more and more,and they start to develop feelings for each other,but things soon turn into a bumpy ride on the way.

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11. Second thoughts

 


I woke up after a slight jolt in my muscles,opening my eyes and peering around the room I realised that I wasn't in a familiar place,it looked like I was in some sort of cinema? There was a big screen in front of me playing adverts quietly,the room was dark with little light and there was pop corn all over the room.

I slowly leaned forwards but fell straight back as my waist was restricted by something.

I groaned and rubbed my eyes absentmindedly.

I had such a good dream last night,it was about-

Wait...who's the boy next to me?

 

Taylor's POV:

 

The boy slowly opened his eyes and stared at me before he closed his eyes again,a small smile on his lips.

 

Wait...shit.

 

The hair..the scar on his cheek.

 

My dream wasn't fake...I have genuinely met Justin..I've kissed him and-

 

Fuck...I've kissed him..fuck knows what that could do to his career if anyone found out.

 

I needed to get outta here...maybe If I leave now he won't remember me and I'll simply stay a fan..

 

I know it's stupid but it's worth a try..I don't want to be a burden to him..I guess you could say I come with baggage and Justin doesn't need that.

 

Maybe deleting his number would help?

 

I sighed and got up off the seat making sure not to wake up sleeping beauty next to me.

 

I grabbed my purse and tiptoed out the room.

 

I made my way around the house from what I could remember and found myself in the kitchen. I found a pen on the counter and grabbed a sticky note from the fridge,I began to write down a note.

 

Hey Justin,

I'm so sorry but I need to go..it's best if all of this never happened,it's too complicated and I don't want to affect your career...or your life.

It was fun while it lasted...

Love you always,Taylor x

 

*******

I was now at home after I had just received a call from my father demanding that I must come back straight away to buy him beer.

 

So that's exactly what I was doing..

 

I had just handed the cashier the money before I strutted out the shop,I climbed into my car and headed back home.

 

****

I sighed and trudged into the kitchen only to find a note taped to the counter.

 

I picked it up and began to to read the scruffy writing of my dad.

 

'Dear tayler

I've gone out for a bit and you should of got me my beer,put it in the fridge and don't touch any of the food in there..I'm having friends over tonight and your mother is going shopping with Sally or whatever that woman's name is,don't open to the door and stay good..you know what happens if you don't.

Dad'

 

I scoffed and crumpled the paper up into a ball.

 

He didn't even spell my name right...what a twat.

 

I shoved the beer crate In the basement as it was colder down there and the crate wouldn't fit in the fridge.

 

After that I proceeded to go to my room to take a long needed shower to reflect over the past couple of hours prior.

 

I stripped out of my clothes and entered the warm atmosphere of the shower,the soothing blast of the water hitting my skin in such a way that it's almost classed as a massage.

 

You see I have one of those powerful showers,thankfully.

 

As I continued to let the water cascade down my bruised body my mind wondered over to Justin.

 

I kissed him..that was my dream..to let my lips linger on his...but now that it's became a reality I'm regretting it..why did he kiss me?

 

He can't like me...I'm just...Taylor.

 

There's nothing special about me..and on the other hand he's pure perfection..I'm not even worthy of a glance from him.

 

I shook my head and shut off the shower once my hair and body had been cleaned.

 

I let my wet hair cascade down my back as all the other towels were thrown in the hamper for some reason..it must have been dad.

 

I scowled at the thought of him and walked out the bathroom,instantly being hit with the cold breeze in the room.

 

***

Once I changed and my hair was dry and styled I made my way downstairs to find something to eat that wasn't in my dad's possession.

 

I settled on a cereal bar and walked out the kitchen to hide in my room again but something seriously disturbing caught my attention.

 

Someone's keys were sprawled out onto the kitchen table.

 

They didn't belong to anyone I know.

 

I began to panic and I instantly consulted in shouting out threatening things to the intruder.

 

"IF THERES SOMEONE HERE I SUGGEST YOU LEAVE..I HAVE A WEAPON ON ME RIGHT NOW AND IM NOT AFRAID TO USE IT" I called,running over to a draw and deciding to grab a spoon for whatever reason.

 

I heard chuckling but when I turned around there was nothing there.

 

I was getting seriously freaked out.

 

The laugh was menacing and weird.

 

"SHOW YOURSELF" I yelled once again,darting my eyes to every corner of the house that I could see.

 

Suddenly 'u smile' began to lowly play from somewhere,getting louder as I adventured off to see where the sound was projecting from.

 

As I reached the next room the song had stopped,leaving an eerie silence to engulf the house again.

 

Just as I was about to walk out the room a small ball rolled towards my feet,my eyes shot in the direction of where it was rolled from but to my dismay,there was no intruder in sight.

 

My eyes fixed on the ball in front of me to see Justin's familiar younger self plastered over the 'bieber ball' it was one of the bouncy ones that light up when pressure is put on the bottom..and it also starts to sing 'u smile'

 

But this ball was in my room..which means the intruder had to pass through..maybe they were still there.

 

I sighed and ran up the stairs,spoon firmly gripped in my sweaty palms.

 

But once I was at the door frame,I instantly began to feel angry.

 

Justin was picking up posters and sticking them back on my wall,his back facing away from me.

 

I walked forwards and leaned against the wall. "And what do you think your doing?" I asked slowly

.

Justin froze and turned around before he imitated me,leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.

 

He trailed his eyes over my shaking body and he instantly smirked once he noticed the shiny appliance in my hand.

 

"You really thought a spoon would protect you against a possible intruder?" He smirked.

 

I merely ignored him. "Get out." I hissed,stepping forwards and pointing out the door. "You can't just come in here..get out!"

 

Justin chuckled before he sat on my bed,pulling out a crumpled note.

 

"Hey Justin,I'm so sorry but I need to go..it's best if all of this never happened,it's too complicated and I don't want to affect your career...or your life.It was fun while it lasted...Love you always,Taylor'"he murmured,slowly looking back up to me.

 

I shook my head.

 

I couldn't be dealing with this right now.

 

I began to walk out the room,but failed doing so when Justin leaned forward and grabbed my arm,catapulting me backwards onto the bed and into his arms.

 

I hadn't realised till now but I was crying.

 

"Remember what I told you...wipe your pretty eyes." Justin whispered,leaning up and using the pads on his thumbs to wipe away my salty tears.

 

That only made me cry harder.

 

He was being so sweet which made this 10 times harder to tell him this,I didn't want to do this but I knew I had to if I wanted his career to stay perfect.

 

"Justin." I whispered,switching my gaze to my sweaty palms.

 

"I can't do this anymore." I choked out,desperate that he would understand and leave already,he's making it way to hard for me to let go.

 

"Taylor...don't you dare do th-"

 

"Listen!" I screamed,pushing his chest as I shot up and paced the room. "I'm sick and tired of feeling this way..I'm a burden to you...I come with way too much baggage,you don't understand what your getting yourself into." I cried.

 

"Yes,I do..actually,I feel like your pushing me away after everything we've talked about."

 

"THATS BECAUSE I AM JUSTIN,THIS CANT GO ON ANY FURTHER...IM NOT LETTING YOU FUCK UP YOUR REPUTATION AND CAREER BECAUSE OF SOME FUCKED UP GIRL"

 

"Listen to me." He demanded,you could tell he was fighting the urge to cry..tears were sparkling at the rim of his eyes.

 

My head snapped over to his just as he suddenly stood up.

 

"You are not fucked up."

 

I couldn't help myself,every time he tried to get closer I would push him away.

 

"Run while you can" I whispered.

 

"I'm not running anywhere,and if I was..it would be with you."

 

I shook my head,fighting the urge to scream his stupid little head off.

 

"Do you not understand?" I growled.

 

Justin stayed silent,startled at my tone of voice.

 

"I want you gone...you can't stay by my side Justin..I know you want to help me but it will cause us both pain in the future...just please...while you can,get outta here,before it's too late and you ruin us and your career."

 

"After everything that's been said,you decide to give up on me?" He muttered,walking forwards one last time.

 

"I'm not giving up on you...I'm giving up on us,nothing good will come out of this..only a fucked up care-"

 

"FUCK MY CAREER!" He snapped,picking up an unidentified object and throwing it to the floor.

 

I was startled from his outrage to say the least,considering the item merely missed my feet.

 

"Look.." He sighed, "I'm sorry for snapping like that but I don't understand why your doing this...you want me to be happy? I'm only happy when I'm with you...if you take that away from me then what am I supposed to do?" He whispered,grasping my hand and entwining his fingers with mine.

 

This time,I didn't pull away,I felt like he needed someone here for him,he seemed pretty shaken up about my surprise disappearance this morning.

 

"Justin your making this harder and harder for me." I sighed,looking up into his overflowing watery eyes.

 

He placed his index finger under my chin and hovered his lips over mine"Then don't leave me."

 

"But-"

 

"Shh...don't say a word,just let your lips do the talking." He whispered before his lips slowly crashed down onto mine.

 

I have never felt so emotional in my life..how the fuck could someone make me feel this way?

 

Justin slowly pulled away but stayed close,his hot breath tickling my lips.

 

"Don't fool yourself,you want to be with me as much as I want to be with you."

 

"You've really fucked up my emotions."

 

"I've been pushed away too much,I know what it feels like to be rejected,and as long as your in my arms...I'll never push you away."

 

"But what about Selena?"

 

"I loved her...of course I did,but your making me forget my feelings about her..I'm no longer tied to her..it's almost if...I l-"

 

"Don't say it," I interrupted."if what I'm thinkings going to slip out your mouth does,please don't say it."

 

Justin stood gobsmacked,his mouth ajar as I felt the tears slowly run back down my cheeks.

 

"I've heard that 4 letter word before..and in the end they leave me,so please...please don't say that if you don't mean it." I croaked,wiping my tears with the back of my sleeves.

 

Justin pulled me close and leaned down hovering his lips over my ear. "Taylor if there's one thing you don't know about me,it's that I mean everything I say,and if I didn't..I wouldn't have said it in the first place "

I looked up into his honeycomb eyes to see so much honesty

.

Was he really going to say the sentence I only ever dreamt of hearing from him?

 

I wasn't going to ask him..because I don't know if I feel the same just yet.

 

I mean,of course I love him..but in a different way,as my idol..

 

I know what your thinking,how could you not love Justin Bieber in every way possible.

 

But the truth is,I'm scared to.

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So this is a long ass chapter😂

But I like this one...a lot.

It's very intimate,and I like how Justin won't give up on her.

I ship Jaylor..a lot.

Woo

Shawtyyymane'xo

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