Things I can, things I can't - Larry stylinson

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"you never tried like us, you never had to hide like us" - Louis Tomlinson.

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles are truely madly deeply in love with each other but management won't allow them to be together without hiding so they hide from the truth. Louis Tomlinson is living a doubble life with his love. He's having a beard Eleanor Calder, Harry hates it and tries to break Louis just like Louis breakes him by sleeping with kendall jenner once. Their love fades out and to concerts everything goes wrong. They fight. They hate. They love. At one point everything starts to be to much for Harry, to much to see Louis with Eleanor, to much pain. What will happend to Harry will he survive the pain?




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4. Chapter 2 - All right to be who i am


Harrys point of view:

 

Louis, Phil and Kurt had been out there for ages, it felt like that. Lou looked at me. “Are you all right?” She said and smiled, I nodded and smiled back. Louis and me are going to try again, we’ll try if they allow it, and I don’t belief that they do but who knows maybe. The fact that I have missed Louis so much and the fact that he did the same, not missed himself but missed me just proofs to me how much we both love each other, call me crazy but I’ll never hide my heart, I’ll might hide from the public for now, but never my heart or who I love. The door went up and Kurt looked at me. “Harry come here for a moment.”  He yelled at me. Niall, Liam and Zayn looked at me, like they think something will happened that they know I will cry endlessly over forever because I love Louis so much and I don’t want to be away from him anymore. Louis stood beside Phil and looked charming, his eyes glowing like a pair of light balls, is he happy? Kurt looked at me and smiled a tiny bit. “So Louis told us that you guys want to try again.” He said with a smirk, Louis looked down at the ground. “Yes we do.” I said with confident in my voice. I smiled at Louis who smiled at me. “Let us make a deal then.” Phil said and glared at Kurt. “We’ll do anything.” Louis said with sarcasm in his voice. I’m sure he probably wouldn’t do anything if he would then I would probably take advantage of it, I would make him strip. I’m a pervert. “Louis you will still go out with Eleanor and you will be her boyfriend and in the time in between you’ll be having the time to be with Harry understood?” Phil said. Kurt just nodded. My heart popped. It means that Eleanor and Louis still. Still. I can’t even say the word. I want to be with Louis, I want to be the only one Louis is with. Louis came close to me, he hugged me tight. He probably saw how sad I actually got by this. “Why?” Louis said looking at them a little angry minded. “Because we can’t risk the chance, take it or leave it. If you don’t do as we say then we’ll have to do cruel things that you shouldn’t be heeding your head on to now.” Kurt said. He smiled this crocked and evil smile like he was going to kill us both in a minute and eat us for dinner afterwards, my thoughts sometimes. “This just can’t be it.” I said and took Louis by his hand. “Do you want to be together or not?” Phil said. Louis nodded. “We will do as you said.” Louis said. “Good now go in there and tell the others, they will be the only one you will ever get to tell as long as you are at modest and without us you’ll be a zero.” They’re always evil, everyone in modest are some bloody evil persons, evil to us. They’re probably good dads, good moms and good lovers I’m sure but good managers’ naaah no. They walked inside again. Louis and I didn’t. “I love you.” Louis said and walked close to me. His hands touched my chins. “I love you Louis.” I said back to him. We pressed our lips together. Perfection. I liked this, this is where I like to be, being with Louis! 2012 will be a great year I’m sure.

“So Harry and I are back together.” Louis said as the first thing when we came inside the cold room again. People began to clap, the smile on their faces told me that this is okay, it’s all right to be who I am. Okay to be with Louis. “Let’s see a kiss?” Niall yelled from his seat in the sofa. Louis looked at me and pressed his lips against mine, they began clapping again, and this time a lot more, the only ones who didn’t was modest. Suprice? No.

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“I’m Happy for you boys.” Liam said. “See you on Friday to the interview.” Liam hugged us both and drove away in his car. “Boys I’m sorry but McDonalds are calling.” Niall laughed and said goodbye and left. Perrie and Zayn had already left. Eleanor and Louis stood right beside me, the parking lot was actually filled with paparazzi not close to us but they were hiding I know. To see them stand side by side gave me a heartbreaking feeling inside. “I’ll call you later babe.” Louis said and smiled at me. Eleanor smiled at me too. “Sure, bye.” They both left without a notice. I walked inside my car, I took my phone up to my ear. My mom needed to know and what about Gemma? “Hi Harold.” My mom’s beautiful voice surrounded my ears with Goosebumps. “Can I come over mom?” I asked while trying to sound sad I don’t know if I master that voice, maybe I do.  “Of course baby. I’ll make some tea.”  She said I could hear her happiness clearly. “Sounds amazing I’ll be there in some hours.” London to Holmes chapel could take some time. “Sounds great, bye lovely.” My mom ended the call. She didn’t even know that Louis and I had something, Gemma knew but my mom never did. She doesn’t even know that I’m bisexual. Have I told you I was bisexual, I mean I like girls too, a lot I have had girlfriends, I have had lovers but Louis made me fall in love with him, fall in love with at boy maybe I’m insanely but I’m not afraid to save my heart for Louis. I drove away from the parking lot still filled with aggressive paparazzi’s.


Louis point of view:

 

“Boys I’m sorry but McDonalds are calling.” Niall laughed. McDonalds why didn’t it surprise me? He said a quick goodbye and then he disappeared on his way to McDonald. Harry stood beside Eleanor and me, I held her hand close only because of the paparazzi’s but in reality I tried to dream about Harry’s hand, me holding his close. I could clearly see that Harry didn’t like his view and I don’t blame him, if it was me standing there looking at his flirt, no let me say boyfriend holding hands with a girl that he didn’t even love would be taking me to hell, really, really mad. “I’ll call you later babe.” I said and smiled at Harry, I hope he felt the smile as a comforting smile, I wanted to just hug him so badly but Modest made it clear that if I did that in public we would both get in trouble and I can’t risk that. “Sure, bye.” He said looking straight at the ground. Wow. His curls, everything about him just makes my head lighter. Eleanor and I turned around and walked straight to the car. “Are you all right Lou.” Eleanor gave me a hug for the paparazzi’s to take plenty of photos of. We both went in to the car. “No I’m not but let us forget it and just drive?” I suggested and she smiled and placed a hand on my lap and again I dreamed about Harrys hand on my lap. I turned on the car and drove away with a speed that said more than 100. Oops.

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I came into my apartment, It is so cold in here I’m not even kidding. I took my phone up of my empty pocket, I looked at it, no calls from Harry, no messages from Harry, and I have my beliefs. Instead I choose to call my mom, she knows about Harry and me. She knows my feelings for him and I’m glad that she does. Everyone in my family knows that I’m openly gay. “Lottie here.” Lottie said and sounded like an angel. “Hey beautiful where’s mom at.” I said and sounded like a stalker. “Hey Lou she’s out pooing.” Lottie said and laughed. I miss her actually. “All righty then, good fact to know, can you maybe say I called so she can call me back?” I said with a tiny laugh. “She’s coming now Lou.” Lottie said. “Bye Brother.” She said with an ironic voice. “Hello sweetheart.” My mom sounded happy, why shouldn’t she be? “Hi mom I have something to tell you actually.” I said. The smile on my face told a story, the story of a broken but yet happy guy. “Sounds exciting, then hit me.” My mom said and sounded very excited.  I told her everything, everything about Harry and me trying again, everything about the deal. “Wow Lou congratulations I’m so happy for you!” She almost yelled. The fact that my mom supports me makes me so relieved, I couldn’t imagine if I had a mom that didn’t like the fact about her son being a homosexual. Wow it would be harsh. “Thanks mom. I think it’s going to become really hard though.” I said and looked down at myself. “I know Lou but just think about how lucky you are okay?” She replied. I could hear Lottie and Fizzy in the background yelling. “You’re seriously lucky mate.” And they are my sisters, save me? It’s so awkward that they love his looks and I do even more but hey they don’t love him like I do. “Mom I’ll go now, say thanks to Lot and Fizzy.” I said and we said goodbye and that was the end of that call.

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I took my pants off and placed myself in my bed, all alone and sad. Sad for Harry, his face earlier it’s on replay, I only see that face, I only see him. God dammit this is already tearing me up. I turned my body over and looked out of the window, still thinking about Harry. I stumbled out of the bed and hurried out to the parkinglot, I need to do this, I need him.


Harrys point of view:

 

“Hi mom.” I said and gave her a hug. I had missed her a lot. “Hello handsome.” She said and kissed my cheek. My mom are the best in my life, she’s really supportive and I hope the whole bisexual thing won’t change that. I walked inside, Gemma sat on the sofa and looked beautiful like always. “Turtle how are you.” I said while laughing, she got up and hugged me tight. “I can’t breathe.” I said and she laughed. “I also missed you Harry.” She said and sat on the sofa again and the same did I. Mom came out with some tea, Yorkshire of course it’s the only tea I would drink and the one who knows that tiny fact about me is of course my lovely mother. “So what is going on baby.” My mom said and smiled at me. Gemma looked closely at me, he eyes trying to connect with mine. “I.. I just-“ I stopped myself and looked at the ground, I need a minute just to think, think it all through, She will support me I know it. “I’m bisexual mom.” I said and her eyes became big, she almost spat her tea out of her mouth. Gemma looked at mother the same way I did, she knew it all along so it wasn’t a surprise for her. Gemma took my hand in hers, she probably knew how big a step this was and how hard it actually was. “Harry how long-“ I stopped her by answering. “Since high school.” I said and her eyes got even bigger. “Why haven’t you told me Harry.” She said and looked disappointed at me, I understand why. “I’m afraid, I still am.” I said and she got up from the other side of the sofa and walked over to the side I was placed in and hugged me tight. “I love you for the one you are Harry.” She said and kissed my cheek.  I wasn’t done yet and it made me even more scared. “I’m in love with Louis Tomlinson mom.” I said and both my mother and Gemma’s eyes got big at the same exact time, very frightening. “That’s so adorable.” Gemma said and smiled at me. I nodded and my mom yelled out laughter. “Sweetie this is so great for you, does he know that?” My mom said and I basically told her everything. “This is the cutest thing ever, even cuter than Dusty.” She said and laughed while looking straight at Dusty my mom’s cat. “I know right.” Gemma said and they both hugged me, again on the ecxact same time. Creepy, very creepy.

 


Louis point of view:

 

I looked around for any cars, for any paparazzi’s and hurried out of the car, I went to Harrys apartment just to surprise him, he hates surprises but I think that this is the one he will love forever. I walked into his apartment, all the lights were out so I guessed he already went to sleep, I found his bedroom, I found him and I moved my body closer to him. “Harry baby.” I whispered into his ears. A tiny humming sound came from his mouth but when he realized the situation he got scared and punched me right in my face.

“Why did you do that Harry?” I said and he took a hand up to my face, he gently squished my chins. He looked surprised at me. “Sorry babe I thought you were some kind of crazy fan, but then I touched your face and I knew it were you Louis.” He said sounding like he were just completely drunk, he wasn’t drunk he had just been sleeping that’s not the same. I placed my  face against his and kissed him all over his face and last but not least his mouth, Harry pressed his soft lips against mine, I softly played with his tongue while taking his shirt off, and jeans and not to mention his boxers, he also got my jeans and boxers off. I haven’t had sex with Harry in ages and my body was already exploded. I took a tight grip around his length and started softly but fast to give him the best hand job he ever have had, I hope though that this is the only one, except from the time in x-factor where we did that a lot just to point that bit out. “Louis I want to have you inside me.” Harry screamed. “Yes for god dammit.” I said and pressed my body against his back. I got inside him and he yelled, I yelled. He screamed, I screamed. I came undone and the same did Harry. He turned his body around to face me. He looked so incredibly beautiful how’s it even possible to have those green eyes? Those dimples, every time he smiles I sweat I die inside. Those curls that I adore playing with when I get the chance?  Thanks to Anne Styles for that. “I love you.” Harry said and pressed his creamy lips against mine in a kiss that tells the story of pure love. 

(I promise that it will get so much more dramatic!!!!!! With flirts. With heartbreaking features and parties, drinking, girls, sickness and sex! SEX! :o BUTTSEX. Gosh sorry! What do you think by the way? please leave a comment or what ever you like :)// Beths playground)

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