My Crazy Pathetic Life

Basic just an online journal... that people can read. oops


1. November 23, 2013 - Sad Songs

November 23, 2013

Today, I woke  up to The Little Mermaid on my friend’s bedroom floor. They pushed me out of their house so they could drive to the local laundry mat. I returned to my house next door. I had hardly any sleep because of what I learned the day before. Was it my fault? I couldn't be self absorbed enough to assume I was the source of his depression, that I was that important to him. But at the same time, it didn't matter why he was this way; it was the fact he was. The fact that I had looked so happy everyday in the hallway after our so called separation spiel a few weeks ago. I looked so happy that he was gone he probably thought, that he really didn't mean anything at all. If he did think that he was wrong. Everyday he’s on my mind, but I wouldn't be lying if I said I looked for him less and less in the hallway. I thought that’s what I supposed to do: get over him. But now that I see how much I could of possibly meant to him, I can’t help but fall right back in again. The whole reason I stopped was because he didn't act interested anymore like I was slowly drifting from his priorities or things that had any matter to him at all. Now I can confirm that I am wrong, like ninety-nine point nine nine nine percent of the time about things and how will I tell if I am right for once (.0001)  

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