Haunted Love

"Zayn, I'm scared"
"I'll protect you"
"Say you'll never let me go"
"I don't want to break another promise"
"Your different"
"That's just who I am"
"Its not the same"
"You've changed"



40. I Can't

Your POV

We went home around 7PM and I went to bed. I locked the door and cried. I looked at a picture of me and my mom and I kissed her figure. A tear fell on the picture. "I miss you mom. P-please come back" I felt like she was right beside me. I looked over and there she was. "Mom!" I gasped, still crying. I hugged her. She was tearing up too. "Mom, please come back. It's my fault. Please" "I love you sugar. Watch your back, I've been watching you. In with you everywhere you go." She kissed my forehead and I started crying harder. "Mom don't go!" I was almost yelling. "I always knew you would find the guy for you! Bye pumpkin" and I hugged her, but nothing was there. I started crying again. I picked up my picture of us again begging for her to come back. Then zayn came thrashing through the door, wool flying my way. I covered my face in the now wet pillow and zayn sat by me, hand bleeding. 


Zayns POV


i heard Sara talking to what sounded like her mom. But she passed away, years ago. I yelled for her, she didn't hear me. I yelled a couple more times and still nothing. I heard her scream her mothers name and I broke the door down, causing my hand to bleed a little bit. I saw her with her face in her pillow, her moms picture by her side. I asked her what was wrong. She didn't answer. I grabbed her chin, not very hard, but enough to make her look at me. "What's wrong honey?" I could see the fear and sorrow in her eyes. "My m-m" "we'll spit it out!" "My mum, I saw her. She was right there. I miss her Zayn. I miss her alot." She pushed away my reach and into my chest. She hugged me so tight I could barely breath. "Honey your crushing me" I said gasping for air. She laughed a little bit and apologised. I kissed her forehead. "I promise, she loves you and would want you to continue your life." "It's hard zayn" she said. "I know, but let me, the rest of the boys and Marcel be the reason not to end it now" I read her little diary. I checked her wrists when she was sleeping. She had scars, and lots of them. I gave her a long lecture and layed down with her. I stroked her hair, and kissed her forehead making her smile everytime. I wanted to be the reason why she was still here. We fell asleep soon after cuddling warmly.


harrys POV

i could tell Sara was suffering major depression. I could just see it. I brought my girl close to me and pulled in for a kiss. She kissed me back. Her name was Kristina. I love her so much. I just didn't like it when she tried to make Sara jealous. It made me jealous and her upset. She was my girl and I'm not afraid to kick Sara out if she competes with her. I fell asleep with her in my bed, she's in my clothes. It hurt Sara because she was the only girl aloud to wear our clothes. She's going to be replaced, and soon.




Your POV


i walked into the kitchen to the smell of bacon, and what's her face sitting by Zayn again. She was blowing in Zayns ear, zayn biting his lip. I could tell he liked it. I walked up to him. "Hey Zayn, wanna go out tonight?" "I can't baby, sorry" "what? Why?" "I am hanging out with Harry and Kristina" so that's what her name is. I stormed out of the room and back into Zayns. I put my own clothes on and left. I started walking, I don't know where though. I saw alot of people. I took alot of pictures and did alot of fake smiles. They will never know what it feels to be like this, and I hope they never have to go through it. I took a big red bus to a road called "Raden Rd" and found a bar. I went in and started drinking. They didn't ask for my permission because I didn't buy the drinks, all of the guys did for me. I told them all goodbye and left. I went down and Alley and onto a road called Vection Road. I turned into it and saw Zayn and Kristina kissing, getting in each others pants. Zayn glanced over and saw me, breaking the kiss and putting his belt on. I ran away and left. I just can't deal with him anymore, especially after this. 

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