Little White Lies: A Harry Styles Love Story

Anna and Harry had a past and Anna had done everything in her power to forget about him. But when he comes back into her life, and they rekindle what they had, things of downhill for both Anna's mental health and for Harry's career.


10. Regrets

***August 11, 2012

Anna Kyle,

I know this letter is probably a really big surprise to you considering I haven't talked to you in a good year or so, but now I'm apologizing. I'm sorry for not calling or visiting. I'm sorry for missing your birthdays and holidays and everything else I know is meaningful to you. You probably have a few questions about why I'm writing this letter and hopefully this will clear up some of your inquiries. 
Reason 1: I love you Anna Kyle. You will always be my best friend and no matter what happens, you will always be my Anna. I love you more than a friend. You are the love of my life, the reason I breathe and the reason for staying away. I was always so afraid to tell you how I felt, but now I'm telling you. I love you more than I love myself. I've kept away to keep you sane and safe and to keep myself from falling even more in love. But the more I stay away the worse it gets, and the more I think of seeing you, the more mentally unstable I become. Maybe I'll see you again someday but for now, it'll stay this way. 
Reason 2: I'm writing to say goodbye. By the time you read this, I will probably be gone, I will have left this hell hole they call earth. I can't take it anymore Anna, everyone here is insane including me and I can't stand another moment here. When I go through with it, I will be able to safely watch over you and see you flourish into the wealthy, sophisticated yet sexy entrepreneur you've always wanted to be. I'll be gone, you'll be happy and everyone will get on with their lives. Goodbye Anna Kyle, I love you and I always will. 
-Harry Styles ******


Throwing up wasn't always a hobby of mine, but since I've read that letter, that's all I seem to do. My eyes felt like they were going to come out of my head and I could have sworn my hair was falling out.

I should have just left the letter in his drawer. I should have just given him the letter when he asked if I had seen it. I never should have read it. There was a reason he was hiding it from me and now I know why. He was going to kill himself over me. I would have been the reason for Harry's tragic death. 

I couldn't talk, my mouth was dryer than a dessert and all I could think about was one word. Suicide....

I decided to throw out the letter, and pretend it never existed and that I never read it. But something within me was urging me to text Harry. So I did.

-I love you, Harry

-I love you too and I hope you never forget it. See you tomorrow :)

-----Sorry about it being so short, I wanted to add it but not in the actual chapter to make it more dramatic :)

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