Payne Brings Pain: On Hold

Hi my name is Demi Lovato. My parents died 8months ago and I live with my brother,Brian Lovato, and cousin, Niall Horan. One day I was walking home and my friend Harry Styles was knocked out and I was taken. I soon found out it was someone who I use to know. -Read to find out what happens next and who took Demi.-

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20. Chapter 19

Demi's P.O.V

"I've been bruised and I've been broken

Can't believe that I have put up with all this pain

I've been used and I was choking on the promise

I would never fall again

I used to sing to your twisted symphony

The words that had me trapped inside your misery

But now I know

The reason why I couldn't breathe

'Cause all I want is everything you're not

So go ahead and slam the door

'Cause you can't shut me out

And no I don't, I don't care what you say

'Cause all I really, all I really want

Is everything you're not

Never gonna break my heart again

Everything you're not

Never gonna see your face again

Never wanna feel this way again

Your darkness was my weakness but it turns out

That it only went so deep, deep

A meaningless diversion that is all that you

Ever meant to me

And I am done with your twisted symphony

The words that had me sound like stolen poetry

I tore the pages and I can finally breathe

'Cause all I want is everything you're not

So go ahead and slam the door

'Cause you can't shut me out

And no I don't, I don't care what you say

'Cause all I really, all I really want

Is everything you're not

Never gonna break my heart again

Never gonna see your face again

I want a gentlemen who treats me like a queen

I need respect, I need love

Nothing in between

I will not spell it out for you if you can't see

'Cause you're not worthy, you don't deserve me

And now I'm gone

Everything you're not, not, not

Everything you're not, not, not

'Cause all I want is everything you're not

So go ahead and slam the door

'Cause you can't shut me out

And no I don't, I don't care what you say

'Cause all I really, all I really want

Is everything you're not

Never gonna break my heart again

Never gonna see your face again

Never wanna feel this way again"

I sang to myself as I waited for it to turn 7. You guess who's it about. If you said Liam, you are correct. That song was a lie. Simon laughed as I sung. I rolled my eyes and looked at the time. 6:30.

"Ugh!" I groaned.

He busted out laughing again. I glared at him and went to check on the contestants. I got to Niall and I smiled. He smiled back.

"Hey Ni." I smiled.

"Hiya Dem." he smiled back.

I hugged himself walked down the line singing another song.

"What did I do to deserve this?

Tell me the truth and don't lie

You're pretty good at that but, no not this time

You walk around like you run the world,

Running your mouth, and talking about me now,

They think that you're the perfect girl,

There gonna see everything so get back

It's gonna come back around

You know that this town is just too small and I'm too tall to take this again

You're just too adverse but I got news

You know you're just gonna lose

Everything and everyone that mean so much to you.

I'm feeling bad for,

You are alone and nobody cares that you are

One look into your eyes,

Easy to see what you could be but you're not

I say it's time that you give in,

Since it was real, you cannot fulfill, you're over

You feel your heart beat deep down

Ignoring the shame of causing this pain,

Just get out

You keep hearing everything that people say

And you cant take the pain another day

It's coming back around

I told you this town was just too small

You're just too adverse but you can stop now

It's gonna come back around

And around and around and around and around

Yeah yeah

It's gonna come back around

You know that this town is just too small and I'm too tall (too tall)

To take this, take this again (whoa)

You're just too adverse but Ive got news

You know you're just gonna lose

Everything and everyone that mean so much to you

Everything and everyone that mean so much to you

Everything and everyone that mean so much to you."

I got to other contestants that I'm going for. I walked down to Zayn. I smiled big and hugged him tight. I love his voice. I'm just saying.

I kissed his cheek and walked again. I met Louis and hugged him. He kissed my forehead. I walked again and met Harry. I kissed his cheek and hugged him. I walked down the line and met Liam. I shook his hand and was about to walk off. He pulled me back and hugged me. He put his head towards my ear.

"I heard you need a boyfriend." Liam said.

"Yeah but it's been resolved." I said.

"By whom?"

"Jason."

He jaw clenched when I said his name.

"Deal with it. I'm sure there's some slut your just trying to screw like you did me." I said.

Yeah I'm still psed. You mess with me I'm not just going to forgive you. You have to earn your trust back with me. I walked off leaving him speechless. I walked back up and hugged all the boys once more then went to my seat.

"You look angry love." Simon said.

"Way to state the obvious Uncle Si." I said.

He chuckled and the lights went down.

*skip show*

I called Jason. He told me the girls are watching and said it looks great.

"We miss you." He whispered.

"I miss you guys too." I said back "Tell mom and dad I miss them too."

"Will do. Love you Dem!" He said and I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Love you too Jason." I said.

We hung up and I smiled. I miss my cuddle buddies. I teared up. Sammy is in the hospital again. She has Stage 2 brain cancer. She hates when they treat her. She doesn't get it. So Jason calls me every time and I sing to her to make her relaxed. I cried some until I busted out. I was walking on stage talking to him so I fell to my knees. I covered my face with my hands and cried. I hate being weak. It makes me look like I need help. All I can't understand is why this is happening to sweet innocent Sammy. This should be happening to me not her. I'm not blaming myself. I just want to know. I cried and cried. I don't know what time it is. I felt someone pick me up from the ground.

"The car is waiting on you Ms.Lovato." Jake said.

"Thanks Jake." I said and kissed his cheek gently.

"No problem Demetria." He said with a smirk.

I rolled my eyes still crying and him in the head. He hugged me and let go. He is Nathan's (the car driver) son. We walked to the car. Nathan drove to the hotel and dropped me off. I walked to Simon's room. I knocked on the door and he opened. He seemed surprise to see me crying. I hugged him and he hugged back. I cried endlessly. He tried to calm me. I just cried. We stood in his door way while he let me cry.

Simon's P.O.V (bet you weren't expecting this.)

She seems so fragile. I pulled her into my room. She cried harder now that we were out of sight.

"Sh," I told her.

She stopped sobbing and let the tears go.

"Now tell me what's wrong." I said quietly.

"S-Sammy i-is in the h-h-hospital again." She stuttered out.

I rubbed circles in her back. I pulled back.

"Go talk to your friends. They will help." I smiled.

She smiled and nodded I have business to attend to. She's going to love it. I shooed her away and closed the door.

Demi's P.O.V.

I walked back to my room. I cried again. I opened the door and saw they guys with Per and El. Perry saw my face and walked over. She pulled me into a hug. I cried again. The boys turned around and saw me crying. They walked over and made it a group hug. I cried and cried. I love that little girl like a daughter.

"Guys why don't you go to the pub down the street. Me and El will watch Demi." Perry said.

They left and we changed. I was in my sweats again. I told them and they understood. We watched a movie.

"Guys can I say something?" I asked.

They nodded.

" I think I really like-"

A/N Cliffhanger ;). So I want y'all to comment and tell me who she should be with.

Liam or Jason.

Your choice. I have a way for either or so Demi can be with them. So just comment and. Tell me. Thanks guys. Hope you like it. ~Bree

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