Safe Place

Everyone has a safe place. Where they go to when there Happy,sad, angry. Yours might be in your garden, house, tree anywhere. But it's hard to find a safe place when you share a house with 12 other people. You see I live in a orphanage. My mum died. My dad abused and rapped me. I got sent into care. I went to my safe place. I was about to give up. Until a Irish blond haired boy saved me life. But what happened when I meet him again. Will I get adopted. Will relationships form. What happened when everything goes wrong. Will I find happiness. Will I take my own life. Read safe place to find out!

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4. A day with the boys-Chapter4

Jades pov:

'Arg' I groaned stretching my arms and legs then slowly opening my eyes. I opened my eyes to see a blond haired boy with blue eyes right in my face staring at me. 'Ahhhhh!' I screamed and ninja chopped him away from my face. 'Owuch! That hurt' he said rubbing his nose. 'Then don't scare me! Anyways...what do you want?' I asked laughing a bit. "We'll I was waiting for you to wake up and then ask you if you wanted to go shopping to get new things" he asked. I nodded and sat up, Niall came and sat on my bed next to me. I got up and went into my bathroom and put some cloths on, put my hair into a high pony tail and walked back out, Niall was still on my bed on my phone "Niallll, get offffffffff" I moaned jumping on him. "You really should change your password."you really should stop going on it" I said back. I tock it from him and he changed the wallpaper to a photo of my and him making silly faces, I lock it and a photo comes up with me and Niall kissing me on the cheek. I smiles and looked up at him "are you ready?" He asked I nodded and got up and we walked down stairs to see the rest of the boys sitting on the sofa, Harry looks at me and smiles and they all stand up and walk to the door into a large black car with Paul in the front. "Oh...Jade you might need to sit on one of the boys laps" Paul said. All of the boys looked at Niall and shouted "Niall!" "Yeah sure I would love to have Jade on my lap with out all the boys shouting at me" Niall said joking. All the boys got it and I awkwardly sat on Niall's lap. "Don't get to happy Niall" Harry said looking serious. After about 10 mins Niall was playing with my hair with I liked (shhhh) the car stopped and got out the car fast. "Jade wait!" I heard Harry shout. I got out and I was modded but millions of girls screaming around me asking me questions until I felt 2 strong warm arms wrap around my body and the girls screamed louder. I knew it was Niall because of his smell, he guided me though the screaming girls and into the shopping center. "Oh yeah I forgot you guys were the biggest boy band in the hole world" I said.

**skipping shopping**

"Arg I'm tired" I said flopping on Niall's lap and laying down on his lap. "We'll hello to you to" he said in his amazayn accent playing with my long hair, fidderlying with it though his fingers. He's special. I was having a fight with my eyes trying to keep them open while niall was playing with my hair and fingers. Yep. I lost the battle and soon fell asleep on Niall's lap.

"Jade....Babe....Jade....Baby.....JADE!" I heard a Yorkshire accent. I slowly opened up my eyes to see two blue eyes staring at me. Louis and Niall. "Oh I'm sorry" I said realising I was on Niall's lap. "Awe you was worm" he said pouting in his accent. "Dinners ready" Louis said kissing my forehead and walking to the kitchen. I groaned at the word food. I hate it. Don't they see I'm fat enought?!? "What's wrong babe?" Niall said wondering what I was thinking about. Food. Ew. I got chills when he said babe and I think he saw. Awks. "Nothing" I said with a fake smile. He got up and reached his hand out and I tock it and we walked to the kitchen. We all sat at the table, I sat next to Niall and Liam. For the time I've lived with the boys, I've got very close with Liam and Harry, there like brothers to me and I could tell them anything. Niall gave me my dinner and I thanked him. Pizza. Yay. Note the sarcasm. I picked it up gently and tock a small bite while all the boys have nearly finished all ready and Niall was on seconds. There's so much the boys still didn't know about me and I'm not planing on telling them. We'll I guess Niall already knows about some things as he kinda saw me trying to take my life....yeah that's not a big thing. They don't know things like...um we'll I'm anorexic, but still fat. Self harm. Bipolar. Suicidal. And loads more bits that's a diffrent story. I managed to eat about 2 slices with a struggle and the boys didn't really notice. But Liam did. I finished and of corse Niall ate the rest, and I said goodnight to the boys and went to sleep. I got up stairs and went to the bath room. Went to the toilet and puked all my pizza and anything I ate that day up. "Hey Jade have you seen-- whoa!" Liam said but rushing to me and holding my hair back rubbing my back as I puked more. "Are you okay?"he asked rubbing my back. I nodded and sat down next to the toilet. "We need to go to the doctors tomorrow" he said sitting next to me. "No I'm ok, just feel ill" I said with a fake smile. "I saw you eating. It's not normal. Please. For me, the boy" he asked. I nodded and got up. "I feel weack" I said. "Do you mind?" He asked gesturing to take my cloths off. I nodded and he slowly tock my top and leggings off but leaving my bra and pants and lifted me into the bath. It wasn't awkward or wired because he's like my dad/brother. He washed my body and hair. And helped me out, he put one of Niall's tops on me and some pj shorts and layed me in bed. He was going to leave and I didn't want him to. "No Li stay" I said. He nodded and even before he got in I fell asleep. I felt stronger arms then Niall wrap around me. I snuggled in his chest and fell asleep.

Niall's pov:

"Harry where's Liam?" I asked. He shrugged. "I gotta wake up Jade. She's going to the doctors soon" I said to him. " you like her don't you?" Zayn asked. I nodded. I walked up to her room with a big 'J' oh the door, opened the door to see Liam? I walked closer to see Jade cuddled with Liam in bed. That should be me. I knew I started to get angry. I mean why is my brother in bed with my girl!?!? We'll she isn't my girl yet. Yet. I cleared my thought and Liam groaned and slowly woke up. "Oh hey Ni" he said. "Jades has the doctors soon" I said he nodded and started shacking jade to wake up. "Niall stop" she groaned. Wait what. Niall!? Liam looked at me and winked. I smiled instantly knowing she was thinking about me. Liam shacked her more cause she fell asleep. "Niall Stop!" She said turning around. "Oh...sorry Liam" she said burying her head in his bare chest. "Babe you need to get ready" I said. She looked up smiled and nodded. Liam whispered something in her ear and she shacked her head no and he got up and left to get dressed.

Jades pov:

"Do you need help?"Liam whispered in my ear so Niall couldn't hear. I shacked my head 'no' them he went out the room to get dressed leaving me and Niall. He looked awkward when I was in bed with Liam but no he's gone he seems fine. Wired. "Jade...Why do you need to go to the doctors?" He asked nervously. "Un.. I don't know. Liam wanted to take me after m-" I started but stopped. Niall tensed when I said about Liam. "Sorry" he said. "It's okay" I said. Me walked to me and wrapped his warm arms around me, I instantly inhaling his sent. He let go and we walked down stairs. Liam grabbed his keys and waited for me in the car. Niall went to sit down until I grabbed him and pulled him out to the car with me. "Whoa okay then?" He asked confused. "I want you with me" I said sitting down and leaning on his shoulder. 10 mins later we arrived at a hospital. I hate them. Niall laced our fingers together to comfort me and all 3 of us walked in. They asked me who I wanted to bing in. I brought Liam because he saw me. They tock me into a small room with a really nice lady, she was asking me all sorts of questions. I had no reason to lie. As far I knew. Life was pretty good. She asked me about life at home, the orphanage, eating and everything between. When I was finished they told me to go with Niall so she could talk to Liam. They called me back in and told me that I was suffering with anorexia. Liam said he won't tell the boys. It's our little thing. But if I get worse or don't tack me meds he'll tell.

We walked out the hospital and saw flashing lights, Niall wrapped his arms around me burying my face in his chest while can were screaming he guided me into the car and I sat next to him while Liam drived. "So what did they say" Niall asked. "Oh she just has a cold" Liam says coving it up. I smile and nodded. When we got home I went into my room, grabbed my phone and went into Niall's room because I was bored. He was sitting on his bed playing his guitar pulling the strings. He looked up at me and smiles as I layed down next to him. He patted his lap to make me lay on his lap. I put my head down and he started playing a song. "Diana, let me be the one to. Light the fire up inside your eyes. You've been lonely. You didn't even no me. But I can hear you crying. Diana let me be the one to lift your heart up and save you. I don't even think you realised. Baby you'd be saving mine" he sang. He gave me chills when he sang. It was beautiful. "You should make that a song" I said. "I have" he said. "Who's it about?" I asked. "We'll one day I was going for a walk and I saw a stupid girl going to kill herself. I wanted to save her life. I did. But she didn't know she saved mine too" he said staring at me. "We'll she's one lucky girl" I said. "She is. But she doesn't think it" "then show her" I said then he leaned down, our foreheads touched. Last time I backed away before. But this time is different. He slowly leaned and closed the gap between us. Sparks flied though my body and I'm pretty sure Niall felt it too. It was slow and gentle but passionate and full of love just as we'll. it soon turned out to a make out session but it wasn't roughy and mean. It was gental, passionate, love, and careful. After like 3 mins he slowly backed away staring in my eyes. "Jade will you be my girlfriend?" He asked I nodded and he smiles and gave me a peck. "Shhh this is our secrete" he said kissing my head. I nodded. I got out and walked around the house. I realised I haven't seen all the house. I've only been in the living room kitchen my room and Niall's, so I decided to look around I walked up the stairs, turned right to see my bed room, next to that was Niall's, I walked up to a door and opened it to see Harry ok his phone, "oh hi!" He said. "Hey, just looking around" I said he nodded and I walked out. Next room I opened was Liam's and zayns(they shared a room because my room was Liam's. To my left was Louis, next to his was Paul's, then I saw a room I've never been in before. I opened the door slowly I didn't no what it was. It was really big and white with large windows making the sun shine bright, there was a large white piano in the middle of the room. Wow. I missed piano. When I lived with me dad before the abuses, orphanage, and here I learned piano. I haven't played for around 10 years but I still remember. I walked in and shut the door behind me. I slowly walked to the seat and sat down. I opened the cover reviling white keys, it seemed like no one has used it before. I places my hand on the cold keys. Before I knew it my fingers were dancing Around the keys making a song.

So your friend's been telling me

You've been sleeping with my sweater

And that you can't stop missing me

Bet my friend's been telling you

I'm not doing much better

'Cause I'm missing half of me

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best,

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

Forget all we said that night

No, it doesn't even matter

'Cause we both got split in two

If you could spare an hour or so,

We'll go for lunch down by the river

We can really talk it through

And being here without you is like I'm waking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best,

With half an arrow in my chest

'Cause I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

Half a heart without you,

I'm half a heart without you

Though I try to get you out of my head

The truth is I got lost without you

And since then I've been waking up to

Only half a blue sky

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking around with just one shoe

I'm half a heart without you

I'm half a man at best,

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do,

I'm half a heart without you

Without you, without you, half a heart without you

Without you, without you, I'm half a heart without you.

I finished. I was happy I haven't forgotten. I heard clapping hands behind me so I turned around to see all 5 boys clapping. "You never told us you can play?" Louis said smiling. "You never asked." I said being cheeky. "You do know that's our song?" Harry asked. I nodded. "Yeah" I said. "You sound amazing" Liam said all the boys nodding in agreement. "Um...tanks" I said. "Do a nother?!" Louis shouted sitting next to the piano "not on my own!" I said laughing. Harry told me to move up, I did what he said and he sat next to me on the stool and placed his hands next to mind on the piano. He whispers a song in my ear and I nodded. I looked at Niall how tensed when Harry was close to me. I gave him a reassuring smile.

Harry: My hands,

Your hands

Tied up

Like two ships.

Drifting

Weightless.

Waves try to break it.

I'd do anything to save it.

Why is it so hard to say it?

Me: My heart,

Your heart

Sit tight like book ends.

Pages

Between us

Written with no end.

So many words we're not saying.

Don't wanna wait 'til it's gone.

You make me strong.

Harry: I'm sorry if I say, "I need you."

But I don't care,

I'm not scared of love.

'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker.

Is that so wrong?

Is it so wrong

That you make me strong?

Think of

How much

Love that's been wasted.

Me: People

Always

Trying to escape it.

Move on to stop their heart breaking.

But there's nothing I'm running from.

You make me strong.

I'm sorry if I say, "I need you."

But I don't care,

I'm not scared of love.

'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker.

Is that so wrong?

Is it so wrong?

Harry: So, baby, hold on to my heart, oh, oh.

Need you to keep me from falling apart.

I'll always hold on.

'Cause you make me strong.

I'm sorry if I say, "I need you."

But I don't care.

I'm not scared of love.

'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker.

Is that so wrong?

Is it so wrong?

Me: Im sorry if I say, "I need you."

But I don't care,

I'm not scared of love.

'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker.

Is that so wrong?

Is it so wrong

That you make me strong?

But I don't care,

I'm not scared of love.

'Cause when I'm not with you I'm weaker.

Is that so wrong?

Is it so wrong

That you make me strong?

I stared into Harry's eyes forgetting the rest of the boys were here. I heard someone clear there thought. We turned around and the boys clapped. "That was amazing. You two sute!" Louis said. I smiles weakly and stod up walking to Niall he wrapped his arms around me "that was amazing!" He said loudly. "Your all mine babe" he whispered in my ear so no one could hear and then kisses my cheek fast. I nodded, he laced our fingers together but stander close so the couldn't see and he pales with my fingers. *BING BONG!* the door bell went of. All the boys but Niall rushed down stairs shouting dinner. Niall turned to me and slowly kissed me gently and sweetly."Dinners--whoa" we heard a voice say. We looked to see Liam with his moth open. "Don't tell anyone!" Niall said. He nodded and walked away. We laced our hand together and went down stairs. I sat next to Liam and Niall and Harry gave us our dinner. Chicken. I looked at it and didn't eat it. Liam was staring at me "eat it" he said everyone looked confused but I knew what he meant. I felt something's on my leg and looked down to see Niall's hand on my thigh. I placed my Hand on top and he played with my fingers. I ate about 3 bites and was done. even know Liam didn't look very happy. After I was done I went back to my room cause I felt sick. I puked. "Liam said--awe babe" I heard a Irish voice behind me. He grabbed my hair and rubbed my back. After I finished puking I was so weak I couldn't stand. "I can't" I said to Niall so tired and weak. He picked me up bridle style and walked out my room to his, layed me down on his bed and he tock his top and jeans of. I wasn't that weak to enjoy the view. Before he got in the bed I feel asleep next to my boyfriend. Perfect

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