Didn't Mean It -Harry Styles-

Lexie Horan beautiful girl, ugly secrets.


6. Chapter 6

       "Hey, how was lunch?" My dad asked as we walked in.
       "Fine." My mom answered. "Lexie, honey."
       I looked up at her. "I'm going to go lay down."
       My mom nodded and Denise came back from the kitchen with Theo. I turned and walked into the room I woke up in.
       I cried. I cried over the loss of my unborn baby. Over the past year. Over everything I held in for so long. Just like that, my world was broken. I couldn't breathe and I couldn't hold back anymore.
       "Lexie." I heard Harry knocking on my door. "Can I come in?"
       I checked the mirror and I looked like a mess. "Uh, sure." 
       He walked in, he was typing away on his phone. "Are you okay?" He looked up at me. "What's wrong?" He sat down on the edge of the bed. 
       "Don't tell Niall. At least, no yet." He nodded. I sat up and played with a string on the duvet. "We didn't go to lunch."
       "Where'd you go?" He asked.
       "The doctors."
       "For?" He asked confused.
       "I thought I was pregnant and I was right."
       "So you're pregnant?"
       I took a deep breath and looked up at him, "I had a miscarriage. When Justin was beating me, he kneed my stomach and that caused my unborn baby's life." 
       He hugged me, "Oh Lexie, I'm sorry." He pulled away and looked at me. "How about we have a movie day. Hm? Just you and me." He suggested.
       I smiled, "Like the old days?" He nodded.
       "I'll call for pizza. Half pepperoni, half cheese?"
       I nodded and smiled. My thoughts finally focusing on something else then Justin and the miscarriage.
       After half an hour, we were finally just watching the movie. A slice a pizza on our plates and a bunch of junk food laying on the bed.
       "Have you ever heard of the saying, 'we accept the love we think we deserve'?" Harry asked, out of nowhere.
       "That's from The Perks right?" I asked, and took a bite of my pizza.
       "Yeah. Why do you think you deserved the love Justin gave you?"
       I thought about for a second, "I don't think I deserved it. No one does. I accepted it because I was alone in New York, and he was the only person I knew here. Once I entered college, I wanted to be friends with anyone who would want to, but Justin didn't allow me to have friends." I shrugged, "I can't help but think of what my life would be if I didn't saw no. You know?"
       He nodded. "I think you deserve better. Have you ever wondered if you've already met the one you're destined to be with?" He looked at me. "Or maybe passed by them."
       I shook my head. "I've never thought about that. Looks like I have to keep my eyes open." I smiled.
       Their was a knock on the door. "Hey Lex," Niall poked his head in. "Can I borrow Harry for a minute?"
       I nodded, Harry got up and left.
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