Didn't Mean It -Harry Styles-

Lexie Horan beautiful girl, ugly secrets.


1. Chapter 1

    "I've never been in love before, but I know I'm not supposed to feel like this." I smiled into the camera. "Like and subscribe if you liked this cover." I turned the webcam off and started to edit the cover I just finished shooting. 
    I got interrupted by a knock on the door. I turned my head towards it and stood up. 
    "Lexie, open up!" I heard him scream from the other side. "Open the door!" His voice was impatient and sounded irritated. 
    I opened the door and he stormed in. 
    "What took you so long to open the door?" He screamed as I closed it. 
    "I-I was editing a video." My voice coming out low and shaky. Instead of confident and relaxed as it usually was. 
    I shouldn't be scared of my own boyfriend. We've been together for almost a year now. Who's my boyfriend? Justin Bieber. The first two months were amazing. He was everything I wanted, sweet, funny- the whole package. It all changed shortly after that. 
    One day, I went to my brothers concert. I came back around midnight and it was one night I'll never forget. The anger was clear in his voice and in his eyes. It scared me. Next thing I know, I woke up with a black eye and a busted lip. 
    "Bedroom. Now." He demanded, snapping me out of my thoughts. 
    I made my way towards my bedroom. Which in the past ten months, has become a hellhole. I heard his footsteps behind me. I sat down on the made bed. 
    He looked at me. "You're fucking lucky I didn't break that damn door down. You think just because Niall's your brother that you get some special treatment?" He walked towards the wall. "You want to know what I heard today?" He changed the subject. 
    I looked down at the floor, not answering.
"When I ask a question, you answer me." He said through gritted teeth. 
    "What did you hear?" My voice still low. 
    "That you tried to fuck Chaz." He punched the wall, making me jump. "I can't leave you alone for two fucking seconds without you trying to fuck every guy you see." He spat out at me. 
    "He's lying." I said. "I'd never do that." 
    He laughed coldly, "You never do anything wrong. Do you Lex?" He walked to me. "You're a perfect little angel." 
    He grabbed my hair and made me look up at him. His hand struck my cheek and he guided me to stand up. I screamed as the pain finally sank in. 
    He grabbed me by my shoulders and pushed me up against the wall he punched not long ago. The back of my head hitting the white wall. 
    His phone started ringing in his pocket. He released my left shoulder and checked it. Kelsi. the name read. 
      "I have to take this." He looked up at me. "This isn't over." He answered the phone and walked out. Leaving as nothing happened. I stood there and slid down to the floor. The tears pouring down my face. 
    Most people say to, 'Walk Away' but, it's easier said then done. I miss my old life. I miss my mum, my dad my two annoying older brothers. I missed Ireland, New York was hell for me. 
    I stood up after who knows how long and decided to get to bed. I just want this night to be over. I crawled in, slipping the blanket over me and tried clearing my thoughts. Clearing all the 'What ifs' out of my mind. I quickly started dozing off, thinking of what tomorrow had in store. 

That's chapter 1 of Didn't Mean It 
1 comment = new chapter 
I have nothing against Justin Bieber, it's just for a story. I'm actually a huge fan!
    Anyone in an abusive relationship, please get l help and remember you're not alone and it's not your fault. Stay strong.

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