Never Alone

After 4 rough years of middle school, Kaelee goes away with her family on a vacation and Justin spends the summer with Ryan and Chaz. School starts and things don’t seem to change, they are still as close as ever but Justin can’t ignore that Kaelee’s body has developed. Then he enters the talent show for back to school night and everything changes, Justin lands the girl and Kaelee feels left behind. So she moves on, and finds new love... at least she thinks. The girl who stole Justin from her, steals from Kaelee once again and she feels alone once more. A 'grown up' Justin and Kaelee meet again in their Junior year. Justin is in awe of Kae's perfect body and beautiful face. With his hair cut, low voice, and undeniable good looks; Justin is irresistibly sexy. Kaelee struggles with her true feelings for Justin; whereas he tries to tell her the truth and win her affection.Will Kaelee forgive him for leaving her, and has Justin really learned from his mistakes?


14. Girls and Booze


We just got to Anna's house and I was a little nervous. Was I ready for this? 

"Hey Kae, can I talk to you for a minute?" Justin asked, pulling my elbow with him over to somewhere more private.

"Guys, we are going to go get some alcohol from Ryan's parents stash, and then we will pick something extra up from his personal stash... for you two" Chaz said winking at Justin and I as he and Ryan left. I felt my face flush in embarrassment, I looked around the room but no one noticed. Ryan and Chaz's dates were just sitting there awkwardly talking to each other.

"If you don't want to be here, we can leave. We can go back to my place and watch a movie or something, if you're not comfortable. I will understand, Kae," Justin said softly.

"I don't want to upset Anna." I said slowly. "I also don't want to be totally lying to my parents. We can stay."

"Are you sure?" He asked me, his eyes furrowed into a frown. I could see the moonlight shine in his eyes, it made me melt inside.

"Yeah, besides what's the harm in trying it anyway. I'd rather have my first time be with my close friends than at a huge party with a bunch of people I don't know." I looked to the ground, drinking was something I told myself I would never do. Call it peer pressure, or whatever but I didn't want to be a party pooper. 

"Okay! I am going to change." Anna said loudly. "Do you guys want to borrow some of my pjs or something?" She asked the other two. I knew I was welcome to her clothes anytime. They other two nodded and we all followed Anna up to her room. We hung our dresses carefully in the closet and pulled on pjs. Justin and Scott sat downstairs talking about the 'night' that was planned for Anna and Scott. While we were upstairs, Ryan and Chaz had returned. They had brown grocery bags full of booze and another bag with clothes for the boys. 

I walked downstairs and Chaz was trying to hand Justin something small. He looked at Chaz and threw it in his face. It was an open condom. I gasped and then covered my mouth. Justin turned around to me and smiled.

"Hey there beautiful," he grinned widely. I blushed.

"Hey handsome," I giggled. I could see Chaz wiggling his eyebrows at Justin and Ryan was smiling slyly. 

"Don't take that to heart, Kaelee, he is just sucking up to you," Chaz joked. I knew he was kidding, so I didn't take it to heart. Justin shoved him and they started wresting around.

"Boys, stop fighting over me. I'm already taken," I said to break them up.

"Yeah, by me and I'm fighting for your love," Justin said.

"No, she was talking about me," Ryan said slinging his arm over my shoulder. I looked up at him and smiled. Justin made a fake pouting face and batted his eyelashes.

"Baby, come here," Justin whined. I crossed my arms and looked at him. Justin hadn't called me baby before, but hearing it now made me feel tingly inside.

"Nope, she crossed the side to team Ryan and there is no turning back," Ryan and Chaz laughed and high-fived. 

"Actually, Lee is mine." Anna said pulling me away from the boys. She kissed my cheek playfully. Scott stood up then and spoke.

"I'm down with that. Kaelee is pretty cute." He winked at me jokingly and I stuck my tongue out. My eyes flitted to Justin, and I saw that the smile had vanished. He was jealous, how cute.

"Sorry guys," I said stepping away from everyone. "I am in a committed relationship with myself." 

Everyone was laughing at this point. Anna disappeared and brought back red solo cups and food, lots of food. 

"Yes!" Chaz said running straight for the food. Anna poured the liquor into the cups and gave everyone one. I took mine and smelled it experimentally, it stank. How could anyone drink this? I watched as everyone sipped at it, they all made this face of disgust and coughed a bit. 

"The first drinks are always the roughest." Chaz said. "We need something to give it flavor." Anna held up cans of soda in her hand. She had really thought of it all. In minutes everyone was experimenting, and finding the concoctions that they liked best. I just stared at the smelly drink in my hand, not knowing what to do.

"You don't have to." Justin said behind me. I looked up at him, he smiled and took my waist. He had changed into sweats and a cut off shirt. I could see the outline of his abs. I still couldn't figure out how I got so lucky to have such a perfect boyfriend. I glanced down at his drink, it was full too. Seeing that made me feel a little better, I smiled and leaned into him. He hugged me with one arm and kissed my forehead. 

"Here give me that." He said, taking the cup from my hands he set them on the counter and came back to me. "We can have a good time without alcohol."

"Thank you," I whispered. I hugged him tightly and he took my face in his hands.

"Anything for you sweetness." He said smiling. I turned back to the group and saw that Ryan and Chaz were already playing a drinking game, Anna and Scott were giving each other googly eyes while they sipped at their drinks. I noticed that the other girls weren't drinking either. I felt a lot better about not drinking now. After the alcohol had set in, Ryan and Chaz were all over their girls and laughing too loud. Music had been turned on and Anna and Scott were making out in the corner, I saw them quietly slip upstairs. I hoped everything went well, and that she would at least remember some of it in the morning. The two girls were laughing at the other two boys, who were making fools of themselves. Justin was running fingers through my hair and laughing with me. After awhile he looked at me, and I mean really looked at me. It was as if his eyes were taking in every single detail about my body. By the look in his eyes I could tell that he wanted to kiss me and maybe do something a little more.


"Kaelee," I said softly. "You're fucking beautiful." Even though she had taken off her gorgeous prom dress and was wearing pjs and a t-shirt, she was just as sexy. I wanted her to be in my arms right then, with nothing stopping us. 

"You are too," She said awkwardly. "I mean... you are handsome." 

I felt like I couldn't restrain myself much longer. I had to be closer to her, I had to feel her lips on mine, her hands on my neck, her skin on mine. I wanted to smell her perfume on me, and feel her touch. I practically crawled close to her and took her face in my hands, it was so soft. I brought our faces close together and pushed my lips on hers hard. She responded immediately, her tongue tracing my lips. I bit her lip sensually, and heard a small squeak come from her. I must have startled her. Maybe I shouldn't do that, I thought to myself. But then she mimicked the motion and nibbled on my lip playfully, I could feel her tongue caressing my lip. I felt a tingling sensation down my spine. I pulled her into my lap and wrapped my arms around waist. She had wrapped her legs around me and her hands were tangled in my hair. My hand rubbed her back slowly, causing her shirt to come up. Her back arched when my hands touched the bare skin. Her chest was pressed against mine now and through the thin shirt I could feel her body heat. I pressed my hands on her back and we fell backwards, now she was straddling me. 

"Hands cold," She she moaned sitting back and breaking the sweet kisses.

"I'm sorry." I said laying them flat on the ground. She smiled. Her strawberry blonde hair hung over her face and brushed my face. I loved her long hair, I took it in my hands and twirled it in my fingers gently. 

"I never said stop." She said boldly. Kaelee leaned back in and continued the kiss. "I like it." She said nibbling my ear gently. My hands found their way to her ass. I gently squeezed it, getting a moan from Kaelee in return. I made a mental note of that. 

"Damnnn," I heard someone across the room say. Kaelee and I broke apart and sat up. I looked over at her through the corner of my eye. Her hair was messed up and her shirt had ridden up and showed her flat stomach. Damn, I didn't want to stop.

"Get it Justin!" Ryan said loudly. "Aren't you glad I made yougo to prom with her? He said slurred, clearly drunk.

"Ryan you're drunk get out of here." I said. I looked back at Kaelee intending to pull her back into my arms. But she pushed my hands away. 

"Is that true?" She asked. Kaelee was already standing, her hands pulling at the shirt self consciously. 

"Kaelee listen." I said, clearly it was the wrong thing to say. Tears filled her eyes and she stormed upstairs. I stood to follow her, but she was already coming back downstairs. 

"DO NOT go up there." She said warning everyone. Then she walked outside, slamming the door behind her. 

"Kaelee wait!" I hollered, but I got no response. She couldn't get away, not this time. I turned on Ryan. "What the hell man!?" I shouted shoving him hard. His drunk ass fell to the floor and looked at me confused.

"What did I say?" He asked. "Kaelee, I'm sorry!!! Don't you love me?" He shouted loudly. I threw a pillow at him and stormed out of the house too. 

"Kae?" I called out. "Baby?" Why did Ryan have to open his stupid mouth? I ran my fingers through my hair, wanting to pull it out. Where in the hell had she gone? I looked around the yard; I started to panic when I didn't find her in the back yard, or the front yard. I checked inside one last time and made the mistake of going upstairs. 

"Jesus!" I said. "Close the damn door!" 

"My house my rules!" Anna yelled. or well... moaned. 

I ran in circles around the house in a panic. I needed to find her, I needed to tell her... everything. Things had been so perfect, if Ryan hadn't opened his fucking mouth everything would have been fine. It wasn't even like that. He just... made me do it... Okay, it sounded bad but it wasn't like that at all. 

Then suddenly I knew where she would be and I ran after her. 


I walked until I found myself at the train tracks. My feet hurt, but I didn't care. My heart was hurting more. I sat down on the cold ground and listened to the crickets. Everything had been a lie, it was out of pity. Suddenly, that booze sounded like a good idea.

"Fuck!" I screamed. I was breaking and I knew it. I had opened up and given Justin my heart, and now I was hurting. Nothing was real, Ryan had said it... but Justin had confirmed it because he didn't deny it. I pulled my legs up to my chest and thought about Conner again. It was happening all over again. I started to cry; I tried to calm myself by rocking back and forth, but nothing worked. I felt terrible, how could it all have been a lie. Part of me wanted to go back to Justin and just sit in his arms while he played with my hair, but I had stalked out of the house so angry I couldn't go back now. Instead, I laid down and closed my eyes in attempt to keep the tears from rolling down. 

The ground was cold underneath me. I pulled at the grass and threw it repeatedly. Anna was having the best night of her life, her dream prom. I had wanted everything to go perfectly with Justin, I really had. I wanted to be with him, fall asleep in his arms. I wanted the kissing and the touching. I wanted Justin, but he was too good to be true, he was too perfect. 

I heard the crunch of earth behind me and I scrambled to my feet. I spun around and saw a dark figure in front of me. My heart skipped a beat, was I going to die? My mind was racing. I was thinking of my parents, and of Anna and school. Why had I been so upset about a boy rather than myself when I could be seconds from death?

The figure stepped into the moonlight; able to make out his features could tell it was Justin. His eyes were wide, and his hands were shaking. His entire body was tense, something about this was scaring me. Was he going to hurt me? Justin wouldn't do that, would he? He stepped closer to me and I could see that he had been crying. 

"Kae," He said in a soft voice. "Baby, talk to me." He stepped close to me and I took a step back. 

"No," I said slowly. 

"Okay, then just listen to me." He said in a low voice. 

"Why should I?" I asked. I crossed my arms shivering from the cold.

"Because, you deserve the whole truth." Justin said. He stepped towards me giving me a jacket. 

"Keep it, you'll be colder." 

"Naw, I'm a manly man." He said firmly. I took the jacket and shrugged it on. Justin walked towards me and sat down, patting the grass beside him. As much as I told myself I didn't want to sit with him and that I should just walk away, I didn't. Deep inside I wanted his arms around me.

"It's pretty out here." He said. I coughed urging him to get on with it. He sighed and looked at me with sad eyes. 

"Hurry up Justin, I'm cold."

"Okay, what Ryan said at the house, it is true." He sighed, I looked him up and down. His hands were balled into fists and one arm resting on his bent leg. 

"Okay... is this supposed to make me feel better?" I asked coldly. I was pulling at the grass again, dirt getting under my nails... gross.

"Let me finish! He made me ask you because I was too afraid." He paused as if waiting for me to speak. I sat in shock silently. "I was afraid that you would say no and that I would ruin what I had been trying to fix especially after that Saturday. When you said you wanted to forget the kiss, it broke my heart. I didn't want to forget it ever, and I couldn't. Ryan gave me the courage to ask you to prom. I wanted to take you, I really did. I am glad we went together, it has been a perfect night... until now of course. You mean everything to me Kae. You are so beautiful, smart, funny and just perfect. I want a girl that I can sit in the basement and play video games with and just be myself. and with you, that's exactly what I got. Okay, I already lost you once because I didn't realize that I loved you then. I'm not letting you go again. I want to be with you. I love you Kaelee, you mean the world to me." Once he finished, I was in tears. "Shhh, don't cry princess."

"Justin, that is the sweetest thing anyone has every said to me," I said wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him into a bone crushing hug. I kissed his lips repetitively. He was taken by surprise at first, but after the first few kisses he wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off the ground. 

"I'm so sorry sweetheart." He muttered between kisses. 

"No, I am. I overreacted and jumped to stupid conclusions." I said crying. He set me gently on the ground and without breaking the kiss he wiped tears from my face. 

His kisses were intense. I had thought that Conner was a great kisser, but Justin was amazing. His lips were soft and warm on mine. His tongue traced my lips before engaging with mine. The taste was sweet, and I was lost in euphoria. Nothing else mattered in that moment, it was just me and him. Our argument was in the back of my mind at that moment and it didn't matter that we were outside where we could easily get caught.


Her lips tasted sweet on mine and I didn't want this moment to stop. But I knew that we needed to get back to the house, or the others might worry. I placed my hands on her waist and pushed her back gently. I stood and helped her up.

"We should get back." I moved hair from her face and kissed her softly. 

"Yeah." She smiled. We walked hand in hand back to the house. I opened the door for Kae and watched her walk inside. She looked over her shoulder giving me a mischievous smile. 

"Damn," I muttered under my breath. She was sexy.

"Welcome back love birds." Chaz said in a slurred voice. Ryan walked out from the bathroom, his hands in his pants. They were both wasted as fuck. It made me want to laugh. Their dates were drinking now too, laughing and hanging all over each other. Sloppy drunks, the boys were going to have fun with that later. 

"Go home Chaz, your drunk." I joked. Placing my hand on Kaelee's back. I walked her into the living room and we lounged on the couch together. 

I didn't know what time it was, but I knew it was late. It was silent upstairs and I figured that the fuck buddies had fallen asleep already. I looked at Kaelee and I could tell that she was tired, it was written all over her face. Her eyes were droopy; she was struggling to keep them open. She yawned once and tipped her head against the back of the couch, it was cute. I took her hand and rubbed my thumb gently over her knuckles. Her skin was smooth and cool to the touch, it gave me shivers. She smiled at me and squeezed my hand gently. 

"Tired?" I asked already knowing her answer.

"Yeah." She mumbled. I scooted down and gestured for her to lay down throwing a pillow in place. She adjusted and curled her legs up. I got up and found a small blanket to throw over her body. She looked so sweet, her eyes were already closed. I placed a pillow next to hers and lay on the other end of the couch our head almost touching, but nothing else. I didn't want to push buttons here. But right now all I wanted was to be laying next to her. So I figured this would be close enough. Once I had settled down I kissed her forehead and lay my head on my pillow. She opened one eye and smiled at me. 

"What?" I whispered. She extended her hand to me and I took it, lacing our fingers together. 

"You're cute. The sweetest guy I've ever met." She said in a small voice. "Tonight was perfect Jay."

"I know." I sighed thinking about how it had ended up. When I turned to look back at Kaelee she had closed her eyes. 

I listened to her breathing as she slowly fell asleep. Her hair had fallen into her face and her mouth was open slightly. It was cute, she looked peaceful. I tried not to move too much, so I wouldn't disturb her but I couldn't fall asleep. There was something bothering me, something in the back of my mind. Tonight had been perfect, aside from the argument but it wasn't that. I had told Kaelee how I really felt about her, how much I cared... That I loved her and she didn't say it back. 

'That's the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me.' She said. No, 'I love you too'... just 'aww, that's sweet'. My mind wrestled with what that could mean. Maybe she hadn't really heard me when I said it, or she didn't comprehend it. Maybe she wasn't ready to say it back, she was afraid... But the possibility that bothered me the most was that she didn't feel the same way about me, she didn't love me at all.

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Hello lovelies, we are back from our winter breaks. We hope you love this chapter, we took a lot of time on it. Justin's feelings are out now, no taking it back. Everything seems to be falling into place, or is it? Comment, like, favorite. Just tell us what you think! We love you guys! Smooches! :*

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