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She meets the Cullens
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28. Cant Remember

Chapter 29


Alice straightened her clothes as she got up , she dry sobbed with me for a while . I would say crying or sobbing isn't something I would do . I was brought up with a warm and caring mother , I always wanted to join the army . I was a tough kid , didn't cry , didn't show my pain .

I wasn't exactly emotionless , I cared for my family and craved for somebody to love , I would say I craved for love in general .

After I was changed I didn't think it would've been possible to find somebody to love in return . I never thought about loving a human and there weren't that much vampires in the world .

Carlisle and Esme thought that Rosalie and I might become a thing . Though I never felt more for her than brotherly love .

I thought I wasn't capable of love , until I met my Bella . The more time I spend with her the more human and loved I felt . She took my breath away , every smile and every touch from her made me ach for more . She made me feel alive , Charlie told me that he hadn't seen Bella that happy for years.

I couldn't understand why she didn't remember us , but Carlisle told me that changing really changes you in the literal sense .

Some people lose certain memories , some lose everything or nothing . Human memories normally are rather vague , for me at least .

I walked after Alice , heading towards the living room where everyone was gathered . They knew something was wrong since Alice and I both had been dry sobbing and everyone here had a really good hearing .

Shit Eddie , what's going on ? – Emmett

Son ? Are you okay ? Is it Bella ? – Carlisle

Look at my poor children .- Esme

NO! Something must've happened , if I were there that night …. – Rosalie

'Calm down everyone .' I murmured , everyone snickered for a bit since this was just going on in their heads . There was silence for everyone except for me .

'What did you see Alice ? Jasper asked while moving behind her and putting his hands on her shoulders , trying to comfort her .

Edward , I'm so sorry , but I can't tell them . – Alice

Sobs took over her little body again as I sighed , I nodded at her and cleared my throat . It felt thick , full of whatever can be full in there .

'Alice had a vision of Bella at Volterra .' Everyone gasped and Carlisle frowned , ' They changed her into a vampire and she has decided to be a vegetarian .' I said sadly , everyone looked relieved but Carlisle still frowned .

'Edward , who changed her ?' , he asked , the vision replayed in Alice' sobbing head and I saw a bruised and battered Bella laying on a very luxurious and big bed . Aro whispered something in her ear as he bit her and Alice stopped the vision there .

'Aro ' I muttered , still overwhelmed by her vision . Carlisle gasped and his hands went to his hair , Esme gently stroked his back .

'What wrong Carlisle ?' she whispered . 'Esme dear , Aro hasn't changed someone in more than three thousand years , he doesn't change anyone himself unless it's really necessary or the person himself is really special .He didn't even changed Jane himself , and Jane is his little treasure .'

Esme didn't move but hurt and sadness overwhelmed her mind , everyone just sat or stood there , not moving .

'Aro does everything to keep that person with him , he doesn't care if that person would've been happier without the volturi . He'll lie and tell lies just to keep her with him .' Carlisle added sadly , Emmett stood up abruptly .

'Well , I guess we better book some tickets to Italy than .' He smirked , ' If they won't give our Bella back , we'll get her ourselves .'


'Aro ?' I asked him as I sat next to him . He looked up from his book and smiled , 'Yes my child ?' He was curious , he was so used to everyone just touching his hand without saying anything . He was never curious before until he had met me apparently .

'I was wondering ,' I stopped for a second thinking , ' Yes my dear ?' he asked patiently . ' I have a feeling I'm forgetting something really important . Like something's missing but I can't put my finger on it .'

He frowned , trying to think but I had a feeling it was fake . I didn't understand why I asked him or anyone in the first place . Aro is the big boss around here , everyone listens to him . I bet if he would tell someone to kill themselves , they would .

I promised myself I wouldn't become like that , I didn't want to be just a puppet in his little army .

'No my child ,' he suddenly interrupted my thoughts , ' I told you everything Isabella .' He said , smiling brightly at me and returning back to his book .

I turned around and went to the garden , the garden was spectacular , no human apart from Giana came here .

It was filled with thousands of different flowers and plants , there were little benches which seemed more than hundred years old .

I just sat down there for a few hours usually just staring at all the beautifulness in this garden . But I wanted it to be different today , so I went to the library .

This place didn't have just books , all the books here were first editions , in the human world these would be collector's items worth thousands sometimes millions of dollars .

I skimmed through the titles and stopped when I saw one , Sense and Sensibility ,the title reminded me of something but again I couldn't put my finger on it .

I carefully took it with me outside , I didn't want to harm it . I started reading and it all felt oddly familiar , like I'd read it before .

But how could Aro know what I'd read in my human life right ?

When I read the name Edward , I froze . My mind screamed at me , yelling at me to remember something .

I hated the unknowingly , I hated not knowing who I really was . Sometimes when somebody would say a name or a word I would freeze and my mind would scream at me , it yelled that I had to remember like just happened to me .

I knew than that that had something to do with my past , but I didn't know what . Was Edward a friend of mine , a teacher , a family member . Or did I just remember the name since I read this book before .

When I'd read a different book a few days ago , I bounced on the name Jasper , I had a feeling than too and my mind screamed too but when I read the name Edward I had felt something apart from annoyance .

I couldn't explain what the feeling was but it was different .

With the book in my hands I ran back to the big room , Everyone was already in there , the guards , everyone . They just ate and the bodies were being cleaned up , the last one just disappeared as I walked through the doors .

'Who's Edward ?' I asked , not just at Aro but at everyone . Most of them froze or stared at me in shock , they knew something I didn't and I hated it .

'I don't know what you're talking about Isabe.. ' , ' Stop it !' I yelled at him , he frowned and everyone stared at me with wide eyes and jaws dropped to the floor .Nobody ever talked back to Aro , nobody even dared to interrupt him.

'I can feel that I knew someone named Edward , I can feel that you're lying to me .' I didn't shout anymore but my voice was firm and a bit harsh at the end .

'Not that I know of sweetheart .' he stated , his eyes full of "trust " and I didn't buy it for a second . 'I know you're lying ' I said , ' I will find out one day , I don't care if I'll find out tomorrow or in three thousand years , but find out I will .' I said while storming out the door .

I was going to leave this place one day , but not yet . They might know some things that might come handy for me . I knew that Aro lied , I could see the looks on everyone else's faces , they knew what Aro knew .

They only couldn't keep it on the inside as well as Aro could . If I would leave this place , so what , what were they going to do . They couldn't force me , they couldn't threaten me . They couldn't force me to use my power .

I knew how to use it , but I didn't let Aro know that . I had to practice every day for two hours , I pretended to try , I pretended that I couldn't do it . But I could , just a few hours after my change I found out .

I could protect every single person in this building if I wanted to , of course I would never do that . I secretly hoped that Aro would get tired of me , that he would think that I didn't had a gift , that I was just worthless and then he would just let me go .

And would try to find out everything about myself , I would go back to my birth town , ask people around if they knew an Isabella Swan . Maybe I could escape and return , trying to pick up my old life.

But I guess it isn't possible after all , as long as I can't remember everything from my human life , I can't go back .

The only thing I remember are my mom and dad , that's it , no memories of being a child of being a teenager , nothing .

I remember them calling me Isabella and me asking them to call me Bella , that's it , that's all the memory I have from before .


I smiled at Alice' vision just like Alice did , Emmett rolled his eyes . 'You two sharing a vision again ?' He fake mocked .

'Shush !' Rosalie slapped his chest , ' we're on an airport lower your voice .' She hissed at him , it was one of the first things she had said since we decided to leave to Volterra to get my Bella back .

'What is it ?' Esme asked curiously , ' Bella was reading a book , Sense and Sensibility , she read a thousand times when she was human .' I smiled at the memory of her old , torn books that she kept rereading every time .

'There's a character named Edward in the book .' Esem gasped ,' Oh my Lord ! She remembers you !' She almost yelled , a few people turned around , annoyed .

'No , she just remembers that Edward was from her past , she doesn't know who he is , she doesn't know anything apart from what Aro told her .' Alice hissed Aro's name , like it was a disease .

'We'll make her remember you my dear .' Esme patted my hand and she returned to Carlisle .

I really hope she'll remember me .

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