Let me love you - Friendzone

Emma O'Brian:
Never thought that one night could have changed my life as much as this night did.
but there must come something good out of all the bad right? but for now I'm done. Done with boys, done with friends, done with everything.
just didn't think that that night would have changed that too..

Niall Horan:
feeling lost, feeling alone and felling like I'm going to stay that way forever isn't what people needs to see. so hiding at my dads house was the only way to disappear for a while. at least until people knows I'm there.


8. This is not an ilusion

- Niall - 


So eloping wasn't the most brightest idea I've had but I didn't regret it. I've had an overwhelming urge to protect this girl, my wife. it was like she was my wife from the moment I saw her or even before that. Like my subconscious had known her in a past life or something. 

I was already awake but waking up next to her made the time stop. it was like I could have laid here next to her for forever and it still hadn't been long enough. 


"stop staring at me." she mumbled from the few inches our faces was apart. 

"just looking at my wife." I smirked.


her eyes fluttered open and a smile broke her face. she was trying to not smile though but even if she tried she couldn't hold that straight face.


"yeah well you shouldn't try to play poker that's for sure." I couldn't help but chuckle.

"what? I'm very good at poker thank you very much. one of the other few things I did with my dad." she said gasping to play offended.

"you have no poker-face darling." I chuckled again.

"I do to, I'll show you." she pouted and I couldn't help but kiss her lips just then.


they where soft and to me they are perfect. I pulled her closer to me to wrap my arms tighter around her. it was still pretty early considering our jet-lag. it was just before noon and just as I was going to deepen the kiss her stomach grumbled and she started to laugh. I laughed too because just a few seconds later my stomach sounded too and we ended up laughing for a few minutes before deciding on room-service.

Marc had promised to fix with the flight plans back to the UK so I could just relax now with her. 

A lot of people would probably think that this was a rush decision, that we were drunk doing it or that it was a bet gone wrong or whatever reason or rumor the media would come up with. a part of me didn't care but an other part did. Emma wasn't used to the media like me and the boys where or like our families had had the time to grow into it with us. 


"no matter what happens, you're more important." slipped my lips as the thought rushed through my head.

"we still barely know each other." she smiled.

"I know, but it's the truth. nothing else but family matters and you're a part of my family now." I whispered holding her closer to me.

"that is probably one of the most sweetest things someone has ever said to me." she smiled softly and laid her delicate hand on my cheek looking into my eyes. 


it was like I could see my whole future inside her eyes. all the promises and all the things that we would do together. I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with her. even though we practically just met and what we did was spontaneous I knew that we could do this. I needed her in my life. I needed someone to bring me back down to earth again. I had been way to lost for long enough time now and already she had grounded me more than management could ever do at this point. she was truly my savior.

I brushed a strand of hair out of her face and just as I was about to kiss her again there was a knock on the door and a voice letting us know that room service was here. 

Emma got up to go to the bathroom and left me to deal with the person serving our breakfast. it went rather quickly as the middle-aged man left the cart with the food and left right after he had gotten his tip. 


Emma came back into the bedroom just as the man left the suite. she started to open the different lids to reveal the food.


"let's eat, I'm starving." she said smiling at the food.


- - -


it was Saturday afternoon and we where getting ready to go to the airport. my twitter and instagram notifications had gone crazy since late last night and I kept pretty much ignoring it. I had no obligations to tell the world yet. this was my life and nobody had the right to decide over it. for now all the rumors about me getting married was just that, rumors. none of my family or management or the boys had said anything, partly because they didn't know that much. the only one who really knew was Marc. I sighed putting the last things into my bag and checked my phone for the text from Marc telling us to get down to the garage.

Emma was wearing a pair of black leggings and one of my old baseball-shirts, the yellow one with 'the eagles' print on. it looked a little big on her but everything she would wear would make her gorgeous, at least she was to me.

she was tying the laces on her pair of our matching converse. her hair was down in loose curls down her back and it was framing her face perfectly. she stood up and looked over at me. 

just like her I had my pair of our matching converse and a pair of black sweatpants, a plain long-sleeved shirt and grey hoodie. We should get going but I couldn't stop looking at her.


"why do I keep finding you staring at me?" she asked.

"uhm..." I couldn't come up with a really good answer to that without sounding stupid.

"never mind. You ready to go?" she asked sipping up her bag.

"yeah. let's go." I said grabbing our bags from the bed.


I let her lead the way out of the suite knowing that Marc was just outside the door to take us to the airport. Marc had gotten the car to get us in the garage that was under the hotel. like that we didn't have to get through the mass of young girls standing outside the doors of the lobby. it took us about a half an hour to get to the airport after finally getting into the car. 

some girls had hidden between some of the cars. I saw how they where filming and I was really glad to be wearing a pair of sunglasses and that Emma was too. I was holding her hand from the elevator all the way into the car. I wanted her to feel safe. I didn't care about fact that the girls had gotten photos of us or that they where sad they couldn't get any picture with me. 

they weren't the priority. Emma was. My Emma.


- - - 


it took longer than we wanted to get through customs. I didn't want to let her hand go at all but I had to for a little while just before we finally could board the plane. safely in our seats I finally could let out a breath I didn't even knew I was holding. 


"you okay?" she asked.

"just glad we made it to the plane without any.. serious accidents." I mumbled giving her a small smile.

"it wasn't that bad, I've been through worse."

"really? there where girls screaming really bad things to you, about you." I raised my eyebrows looking at her.

"it's kind of sad but after hearing some of the stuff that my mother called me or said about me during my childhood made me a bit tougher than I look, Even when I fought with Carter and he called me a lot of really nasty things I knew how to handle it. I mean it's not that I don't care at all but I know when to hold it in and when the proper time to deal with stuff." she mumbled playing with my fingers on the hand she was holding.

"nobody should have to deal with stuff like this. Especially from their own mother." I sighed pressing a kiss on her hand.

"I know." she whispered.

"are you okay?" I asked her, I really wanted her to be.


Some of the things some of the girls had shouted was so mean and I couldn't believe that our fans was capable of doing something like that to someone we cared about. I knew that the girls did get hate, so did our families from time to time but actually hearing it out loud was terrible. 

I sighed and kissed her hand again. 


"yeah, I'm fine." she smiled.

"I can't wait until we get home." I sighed again letting the subject go.

"me either." she giggled, her giggle making me smile widely.

"Mr Horan, Mrs Horan. welcome aboard. I'm Lucia, I'll be your stewardess for the flight. just let me know if I can get you anything." a young woman said giving us a smile.


I couldn't tell if she was a fan or not but she seams like a really nice girl. I gave her a smile and a nod before she left us. Emma and I got settled in in the big first-class chairs, with Marc close by in an other chair. the seat belt sign lighted and not soon after we all were fastened the plane started to get up in the air. 15 minutes later the sign turned if and Lucia came back into the cabin with a pair of champagne-flutes. one for me, one for Emma and a third one for Marc. 


"I want to make a toast." Emma said.

"Darling, you don't have to." I said but I was cut of.

"I never in my wildest dreams thought I was going to meet a guy like you. I never thought I was going to be the luckiest girl finding you so early in my life. I'm so glad I met you. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, getting to know you more, falling in love with you. build a home and a family with you. I couldn't find a better man than you even If I tried, I'm so glad you found me in the park that night. You where like an angel trying to rescue me and I don't really know what I would have done if I hadn't met you and for that I'll be forever grateful. To us." she smiled brightly and her eyes where tearing up holding the flute to mine in a salute.


she was falling in love with me? just like I was falling for her? I meant all that to her?

I couldn't believe how happy her little speech made me. I smiled just a brightly back at her in a lost for words. 


"To Mr and Mrs Horan." Marc chuckled lightly as he joined in the toast.


In this moment I don't think I could get any happier. I really had found the right girl to do this with and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with her.





I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a loooong while. I've been moving and then came Christmas and then new years. my resolution is to get better at uppdating. 

tell me your thoughts!! :)


- Sarah

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