Don't Be Afraid

This is a fanfic about Adam Levine and Christina Aguilera. Based on their relationship at The Voice.


4. Chapter 4

He looked at the watch: 3 AM. Since 2 he was trying to sleep, but all attempts failed. Because he couldn’t stop thinking about that night, how beautiful it was, how incredible, how perfect. But most of all, because he couldn’t stop looking at her, right there, laying on his chest, asleep, wearing nothing but the necklace he gave to her, so peaceful, so beautiful…

He fell asleep for a moment, but when he opened his eyes again, she was already sitting and putting on her panties and bra. He looked at the watch once more: 3:30AM.

“Hey… Where are you going?” he said, sounding a little more desperate than he wanted.

“My driver! I totally forgot… I have to go” she said standing up. He put his boxer and got up. He started laughing.

“What?” She asked.

“He left like two hours ago” he said still smiling.


“Yeah” he started moving closer to her.

“I… I’ll call him” she said picking up her phone. She was clearly embarrassed.

“No” he said, gently taking it from her and placing at the desk. She tried to reach it again but he grabbed her hand. “Hey…”he said softly and touched her face “it’s ok… Stay with me”

“I can’t-” Then he kissed her softly.

“Please” he whispered. She kissed him back, what Adam understood as an acceptance. So he took both of her hands and leaded her back to bed. She leaned on his chest again and started laughing.

“He must be so mad with me right now” she said, referring to her driver.

“Oh, for sure he is” he said and embraced her. “You better raise his payment”

“Haha, that’s a good idea” she laughed again.

Then he started stroking her hair. She sighed and closed her eyes.

A few minutes later she called his name.


“What” he answered.

She looked up at him and stared deep into his eyes. She took a deep breath. He could feel her heart beating fast against his.

“…I love you..” She said and instantaneously a huge smile appeared on Adam’s face. She chuckled.

“I love you too” he said, still smiling. He gave her a soft kiss, she leaned back on his chest and both fell asleep…


Adam woke up with the sunlight entering his room. He felt good, but he missed something. Then he ran his hand to the other side of the bed… It was empty.

He imediately opened his eyes and looked across the room. A huge pain hitted his chest. The room was empty, she was gone, as well as her clothes and bag.

He felt really bad. For a moment he taught it was just a dream, but it couldn’t be. He could feel her skin, mixed with his, he could feel the way she had rested on his chest, the taste of her lips. He could still hear she saying the words, that words he wanted so bad… It wasn’t just a dream.

So he quickly standed up and left the room. He passed trought the the other rooms looking inside every one of them. He was almost running when he reached the living room. An immense sense of relief came to him…

She was there, sitting on the couch. She was looking at the TV but it was turned off. She was thinking.

“I thought you had gone” he said.

She looked at him, surprised.

“I…I’m going now, I was just waiting for you to wake up” she said standing up and grabbing her bag.

He ran to her. “Wait” she stopped by the door an turned to him.

“Can we talk?” He asked.

She looked at him and he could see that she had been crying. She shaked her head, clearly holding the tears.

“I’m sorry” she said and turned to the door again.

“Hey” he said and grabbed her hand. “What’s wrong?”

She chuckled. “Do you really have to ask?”

“Well, yes… I mean, I know is about what happened but… I thought-“

“I never cheated on anyone Adam” she said, barely holding the tears. “I know I’m not doing well with Matt, but it still wasn’t fare to him”

“I thought you had changed your mind… You know… About us” he said

She sighed. “You’ll never understand, will you?”

“No… I’ll never understand why you keep fighting against this, I know you want it as much as I want, I can see it in your eyes” he smiled sadly. “You said you love me”

“And I do” she ran her hand through his hair.”I really do, as I already did when we first talk about this”

“So why you keep ignoring it?” He grabbed both of her hands. “What are you afraid of?”

“I’m not afraid, i just… Listen Adam, season 3 ended and I’m out of season 4. But I’m planning to go on tour this semester and I’ll be very busy. And I need someone by my side, helping me with Max… That’s what I need right now and that’s what Matt have.”

“That’s not fare, you know I’m not able to do this, I’ll be going on tour as well”

“I know, I’m not asking you this, I just want you to understand that this is not the right time for us, we wouldn’t even see each other” she said.

After that they remained in silence, just looking at each other. Adam finally realising that he could not have her… At least not now…He sighed.

“You know I’ll wait for you, don’t you?”

“You don’t have to-“

“I will”

“Adam, six months is a long time, I’m not asking to do this, you don’t have to wait”

He stroked her hair. “You don’t believe me when I say that I changed. But I did… You’ll see” he said.

She smiled slightly at him.

A few moment later they heard a car horn, outside.

“Oh.. It’s my driver” she said looking at the window and then back to him “I have to go…I better don’t let him waitting too much” they laughed.

“Yeah, you better have a good excuse for him” he said.

“I’ll figure something” she said walking to the door. He oppened it for her.

“Bye” she said

“Bye” he said. “And Chris..” He called before she left. She turned to him and he got closer.

“Just… Just promisse you’ll come back for season five” he said .

A huge smilled apeared on Christina’s face when she saw the he had finally understand.

She pulled him closer and kissed him.

“I promisse”

And he watched her left. Sad. But relieved to know that she will come back. Already counting the days till season five.

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