Lost

This is the final part of the Cyber Louis triology, check both out before reading. After years of torture and distress Reiss has finally made a better life for himself, with his sister Rae and Louis. But even he can't escape his darkest thoughts and his unforgettable past. Rae has found love and he wants so badly to let go and be free, but is it really that simple, is he too lost to be found?

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13. Chapter 13

Rae and Louis were home today and I had finally finished the painting. I smiled satisfied as I stood up finding a place for it on the living room wall. It wasn't a picture of such, in a way it was a sort of mess, but it was how I felt, and how I see our life. 
"In a weird sort of way that's perfect" Lily said as she stared at the wall. 
I smiled pulling her close to me "it is" eventually I said. It may not be Picasso perfect, but I couldn't have done any better. Lily sat down and patted the seat, joining her I rested my head on the sofa. 
"Do you ever think you'd move away from here?" Lily asked. 
I shrugged "I hope so, Louis always promised me we would, but him and Rae are happy here. All their friends are here so I can't really blame them I guess."
"I would do anything to move, this place it's slowly killing me. I'm not sure how much of it I can take."
I smiled "tell me about it"
"Then why don't we just do it, go away, travel?" she said suddenly excited.
"I can't leave Louis and Rae" I shook my head.
"They will always be here Reiss, they're happy like you said. But what about you? They've found their life, you need to find yours."

Lily left me to dwell over that while I waited for Louis and Rae to come home. I'm not sure how Rae took seeing Kyle, personally I know nothing about it. But the look in her eye when she came into the living room, reminded me of the way she looked at me when mum wanted something. I shuddered thinking of my mum, where she could be. Rae told me she's in prison for psychiatric patients. I couldn't care less where she was, as long as it was away from me. I never told Rae what is was like when we were apart, and some of it I never will. Because it's something I can't bare to talk about, let alone think about it. I felt the contents of my stomach rise as I thought of her, the way she looked at me when she was angry, or when I had done something bad. It involved in a punishment of course, but some I never expected and will haunt me for the rest of my life. The harshness of my mothers word's you know what this means Reiss. Get down on your hands and knee's and grovel. She would spit at me, and I would obey because that's all I could do. Months I wish she'd just kill me, get it over with so I could find peace. But I knew I had to hold on for Rae and Louis, I knew they were looking for me, and they found me. 

The door opened and I saw Rae in Louis' arms as he kissed her. This time I didn't cringe, I stared at them and how happy they are. I want that for me, and I know that being here won't do that. Rae pulled away from him and looked at me "aren't you going to give me a hug?" she smiled. Rolling my eyes I ran to her pulling her into a hug "hope you had a good birthday sis" I whispered. 
"You should have seen it Reiss, it was beautiful" she beamed and Louis smiled kissing her head. "Somewhere you belong" Louis whispered and this time I cringed, but watching Rae blush made me smile. I held her hand and pulled her into the living room, she looked around aimlessly until her eyes landed on the canvas. 
"Happy birthday" I said and I watched a tear fall from her eye as she stared at the painting. I didn't have a second to breathe before she was wrapping me in her arms "it's amazing Reiss."
How could I leave her and Louis, it was meant to be us forever. But they don't need me here, not really. And like Lily said, they will still be here, and clearly my life doesn't belong here. I left that thought alone for now, I didn't want to ruin the moment. 
"So tell me about Rome" I said leaning on my hands, interested in whatever she had to say, because she was happy. 

It was 7PM and Lily knocked on my bedroom door, I smiled and patted the bed. She jumped on next to me and lent her had on my chest. I rubbed her cheek and noticed it was wet from where she had been crying. Pulling her up off me I said to her "tell me about it."
She laughed "am I that obvious?" 
I shrugged "I've gotten pretty good at reading people, now what is it?"
"Kyle" she said and tears welled up in her eyes. "He's going to extremes to get me back home, he's done something" she looked at me cautiously. 
"What?" I said and she held out her phone which contained a picture of Rae. I gasped as I looked at it, she was standing there naked and defenseless, as people laughed at her. "Where did you get this?" I fumed grabbing the phone from her. 
"It's gone now don't worry, that's where I've been all day. I've been ripping down the pictures from school."
I had lost it and nothing anybody said could make me calm down.
"That son of a bitch" I shouted running down the stairs and out of the house. Lily tried to come after me but I was too fast, from years of running it always helped. Thankfully I knew where she lived and it wasn't hard to find. It was smaller and rougher than I thought, and if I wasn't so worked up on adrenaline I may have hesitated banging on the door. A man answered the door, as soon as he smirked I recognised him to be Kyle. I held up the phone to his face "do you think this is funny?" I growled. He shrugged making me angrier, and it took over me as I pushed him against the wall. "Run home little boy, you don't belong here" he mocked me as he grabbed my shirt. He was too strong for me, and I could do nothing but stand here as he held me. "Do you want to know when I took that picture?" he asked. I shook my head as tears poured out of my eyes. "It was at a party, finally she decided to show her face after the embarrassment I caused her. But god damn it did she deserve it refusing me like that, I could have had her you know, but I pitied her. One moment of weakness and she was gone leaving me standing there, that little whore."
"Don't speak about her like that" I gasped as he wrapped his hands around my throat. 
"Now what I want you to do, is run home and get Lily here for me. Or there's more of where that came from" he let me go pushing me outside. 
"Why do you want her so badly?" I asked out of curiosity, after abandoning her for years, why now?
"Rae's not the only little bitch who refused me, and something you need to learn about me Reiss. I don't like being told no."

Lily met me halfway as I walked back slowly so I could take my time. She was crying and so was I, she ran up to me and hugged me tightly. "Why didn't you wait for me Reiss, I would have come with you" she huffed.
I grabbed her face between my hands "I'm not letting you anywhere near him have you got that?" I said panicked and she nodded. I looked down at her lips and kissed her roughly, I'm not sure if I was comforting her or me, either way I wanted her. She kissed me back keeping her arms around my waist. Thinking about what Kyle had said I pulled away "he hurt you didn't he?" I said softly. She didn't have to say anything to confirm the answer, the look in her eyes said it all. "Come on let's go home" I said holding her hand. 

Rae raised her eyebrow at me as I walked into the living room "what on earth" she began to say when I stopped her. 
"What did Kyle do to you?" I said and her eyes widened. 
"I don't want to talk about it Reiss, it was a long time ago."
"You should have told me" I shook my head, but I can hardly talk. 
She frowned pulling me in for a hug "you've had so much shit in your life, this in unnecessary." But it is, she just had no idea, and I wasn't going to tell her.
"I'm going to bed, I love you" I said kissing her forehead.
"I love you too" she smiled and I went upstairs. Lily was sitting on the bed with her head buried in her hands. 
"Have sex with me" I blurted out and she looked up at me stunned.
"But you're not ready?" she said.
"No and part of me never will be, but in this moment it has never felt more right" I said moving closer towards her. She stood up slowly as she looked at me, we both stood still before I pulled her closer towards me, kissing her neck. She groaned as I pulled off her top leaving her topless, and looked at me for permission which in turn I nodded as she took off my top. We took it step by step before we were both naked, I let her take the lead as she lay on top of me. Luckily she was the one with the condom, I've never been prepared for a situation like this. She pushed in and out of me, first it was painful, and I tried my hardest not to shudder away from her. But throughout I looked at her, letting me know it was her, no one else. I remember her words sex is a powerful thing, if it is used right. I smiled as my orgasm hit me and she collapsed on my chest, our breaths heavy. 


 

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