Lost

This is the final part of the Cyber Louis triology, check both out before reading. After years of torture and distress Reiss has finally made a better life for himself, with his sister Rae and Louis. But even he can't escape his darkest thoughts and his unforgettable past. Rae has found love and he wants so badly to let go and be free, but is it really that simple, is he too lost to be found?

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11. Chapter 11

I felt Lily's hand touching mine as we lay there still looking up at the ceiling. Her breaths were heavy as time wore on. I searched for her hand and intertwined my fingers with hers. She turned to face me, frown lines appeared on her forehead. "How many relationships have you been in?" she asked.
I turned around so we were facing each other "none."
Her eyes widened "seriously?"
"I haven't really had time for a relationship. I've never liked anyone before I met you" I said honestly.
"Can I ask you something?" she asked.
"You're going to anyway" I smiled resting my head back on the pillow.
"Who did you lose your virginity too if you weren't in a relationship?"
"People don't need to be in a relationship to have sex" I stated.
"True, but you don't look like the type of person to have sex at random."
"Well there's a lot in my life I had no control over" I sighed and she fell silent.

Throughout the night I woke up in a series of sweats, and as it turned 5AM I gave in and got out of bed going over to my English book. I looked down at what I had written and wrote some more, cringing at parts. This is a secret I have told no one, a secret I can't even admit to myself without throwing up. I felt my stomach turn and I bolted to the bathroom throwing up the contents of yesterday's food. My legs gave in and I fell to the floor resting my head on the toilet seat. After sitting there for an hour I got up off the floor and went over to the sink, wetting my face with water. I caught a glimpse of my reflection and frowned, dark circles lay under my eyes, my skin had grown pale, and stubble had formed round my face - I need to shave. I found a razor nearby and coated my face with foam which allowed me to shave without cutting myself. The blade to the razor cut through my skin and I felt an electric buzz shoot through me. Closing my eyes I relished the pain of the cut and smiled a little. Louis' voice brought me back and I turned to face him, his expression was unreadable.
"Reiss" he began to say, and for a second I thought he would notice what I was doing. "You look like shit, have you slept?" he asked.
I laughed and shrugged "too busy thinking about Rae's birthday" I lied.
"Me too, that's why I'm up, I've got some planning to do. Want to help me?"
I nodded "yeah what do you need me to do?"

It had turned 10 and both Rae and Lily were still in bed. Louis and I had finished decorating the living room and had successfully made Rae a cake.        
Louis smiled "we've done good buddy" he clapped his hands and jumped on the sofa.
I sat down next to him "I wanted to say something to you."
He looked up at me "what's up?"
"Is there something you've wanted to say to me, but don't know how?" I asked hoping he would say no.
"Reiss I've learnt from past experiences that it's none of my business, only when it gets too much will I step in the way."
I looked down "I can't help it"
"Yes you can, you just don't want to and that's okay as long as you admit that to yourself."
The door to the living room opened and in came Lily looking around the room impressed "wow."
I smiled "you like it?"
She nodded "this is incredible, you should have woke me up I would have helped."
"I didn't want to disturb you, and besides me and Lou make a great team" I smiled at him and he chuckled.
"Lily I heard about Kyle, Reiss told me I hope you're okay" Louis said and for a second I wanted to punch him before Lily sat down next to him.
"He says he knows you and Rae, and that you went to the same school. He also says you were bad news and I should stay away from you."
Louis shook his head "that's just what he want's you to believe, but I promise I'm a decent guy. Rae, she is the most down to earth person you will ever meet. But he's your brother and you love him, no one will get in the way of that just be careful will you?"
She nodded "I don't understand why he's come back, why now?"
"Something tells me he will make it clear when he want's people to know" Louis rolled his eyes and got up when Rae came in.
"Happy birthday" we all chanted and she blushed. 
After looking around she hugged us "I love you both so much."
"We love you too" I whispered to her and sat back down with Lily.
"Today's going to be a good day Rae, I can feel it" Louis smiled.

Rae's POV

Dinner with everyone was the best surprise, and normally I don't like surprises. But I have to admit this as a good one, and quite frankly my favourite birthday. I thought nothing could top last year when Louis took me to Rome for the weekend. He told me he want's to take me to the most romantic places in our life time. I hoped he would plan something this year, but this is enough. 
"Happy birthday Rae, we all love you so much" Selena raised her glass and I hugged her. 
"To Rae" Nat shouted and everyone chanted.
I looked over at Lily and Reiss who were in their own conversation, I'm happy he's found someone.
Someone knocked on the door and I smiled getting up, who else had Lou invited? My stomach came through my mouth as Kyle stood there, a grin plastered on his face.
"Kyle" I managed to spit out as I clung on to the door for support. 

 

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