Lost

This is the final part of the Cyber Louis triology, check both out before reading. After years of torture and distress Reiss has finally made a better life for himself, with his sister Rae and Louis. But even he can't escape his darkest thoughts and his unforgettable past. Rae has found love and he wants so badly to let go and be free, but is it really that simple, is he too lost to be found?

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10. Chapter 10

I sat down on my bed, with my music on quietly as I stared down at my English book. Deep down I know that doing this essay will help me, mentally anyway. It means that a piece of me has moved on and grown, and that I can speak up. It threw me when Lily asked me if I was a virgin, I said no because that was the truth, but I'm not ready to talk about that either. My sheets smelt of lavender, Rae must have washed them whilst I was out. I held the pen in my hand as I doodled on the piece of paper, maybe I can draw my painful experience. Closing my eyes I thought about my mum, my dad and Rae. So many memories but which one do I write about? Do I write about something that no-one knows, not even Rae? No one has to read this, I thought to myself. I took a deep breath and began writing.

Rae's birthday was coming up and Louis and I planned to do something special for her. I can't believe she is going to be 23, time seems to have gone so quickly. I remember when I was 10 and I used to think time went slow to taunt me. As I got older it wasn't time I had a problem with, it's the people that surrounded me. I want to give her something special, but my mind is completely blank - for once. Louis was downstairs in the kitchen eating a bowl of cereal, he noticed me and smiled patting the seat next to him.
"I don't know what to get her Lou" I moaned sitting down next to him. 
Louis couldn't agree with me, as he has been planning this for weeks. He still won't tell me what he's do, in case I tell her. 
"Reiss it's Rae, you could get her a card and she's be happy" and that was true, Rae has never cared about money or gifts. 
"I want this year to be different" I told him "for once I want to get her something that will make her cry."
He chuckled "do you know what you can help me out."
I lent forward "I'm listening"
He rolled his eyes "well I've planned a surprise party" he began to say. I'm surprised he's planning this, Rae has never been the one for surprises.
"I know what you're thinking" he said reading my mind. "It's not that kind of party. I've invited the boys, Stuart, Nat, Selena and Lucy."
"Have Selena and Harry made up yet, I know things were pretty intense last time I heard" I said taking an interest in the gossip.
"Yeah Harry was being an ass, but he made it up to her" he said. "Anyway, I was thinking we could have a meal here, I'll cook you can invite Lily" he raised his brow to me making me smile. "Then I want to take her away for the night"
"Oh?" I said, thinking I'd actually have the place to myself for once. 
"Don't act to happy about it, or do you anything stupid for that matter. I trust you to leave you alone, we'll be back the following day."
I nodded not paying attention, I've got shit compared to him. 
"This is where you come in, Rae has been on and on to me about getting a painting for the living room. You are talented at art, whether you like to admit it or not, maybe you could do that?"
"Good one, and hang it up for when she gets back?" 
He nodded. Rae's birthday was tomorrow, so today will be nothing more than stressful. I went upstairs and searched for the canvas I bought a year ago in hope I would have some inspiration. I noticed my phone lying on the bed and I picked it up and text Lily. It's my sisters birthday tomorrow and she's having a thing, wondering if you wanted to come? I've never been good at this stuff, dating. Although Lily and I haven't made that step, we both know it's inevitable. I feel strongly about her, even thinking about her sends tingles down my back. Part of me says it's a bad idea, but I'm choosing to ignore it for now. I'll be there she text me back. The place will be free for the rest of the night, so if you want to stay over you can. I'm hoping she wouldn't get the wrong idea and think I want sex, because I'm not ready for that. Can I come round now for a bit? Which wasn't the text I was expecting but I agreed. 

"Hey" Lily smiled as she stood outside the door. Her eyes were blotchy and a red scratch was across her left cheek. I opened the door wider so she could come in and she went up to my room. Once there I sat down next to her and gently touched her cheek. "Does it hurt?" I asked. 
She shrugged not bothering to speak, instead she looked at me and put her hands either side of my face. I gulped as she came closer to me bringing her lips to mine, and I pushed myself away from her. Kissing won't solve the problem or answer any questions.
"Lily what happened" I demanded and she sighed. 
"It's my brother" she said shakily. "I don't know how or why but he's back, and I told him about you, and I don't know he flipped. It's like he knows you, but I don't know why, Louis and Rae know him right?" she asked.
"I guess so, I've never heard of him to be honest."
"Well he doesn't like them I can tell you that, he told me if I stepped foot in this house he would hurt you" she said.
"Well bring it on" I shrugged as if it was no big deal. Although Louis has warned me about him, many times.
"I was wondering if it's okay with you, Rae and Louis if I could stay here tonight" she asked sweetly. 
One thing's for sure I can't tell Rae about Kyle, not before her birthday. I refuse to ruin this for her. I nodded and kissed her on the cheek "I'll be right back" I told her going back downstairs. 
"Louis I need to talk to you" I said noticing him and Rae were sitting in the living room. He nodded and joined me out in the hallway, but this didn't feel private enough. I went out into the garden and he followed curious "what Reiss?"
"I need to tell you something, but so help me god if you tell Rae."
"Woah got it don't tell Rae, you're scaring me what is it?"
"It's about Kyle" I said and that was enough to make his face redden.
"What about him?" he spat through his teeth.
"I don't know the details, but he's back and he's warned Lily not to come here and to stay away from us."
"Maybe that's best" he began to say.
"Stop it" I snapped at him "you found your girl, let me find mine."
He sighed "Reiss there's a lot you don't know about Kyle, he's dangerous."
"I'm not giving up on her Lou, I won't do that. She's staying here tonight and I said it was alright."
"Does he know where we live?"
"I don't know" Lily didn't mention that part to me. 
"Tell Lily not to tell him, that is very important have you got that?"
"Yes" I said exhausted with his tone, and he frowned.
Patting me on the shoulder he went back inside and into the living room. His mood had completely changed and he was back to his happy self. I joined Lily back upstairs and lied down next to her. She was asleep and I didn't have the heart to wake her up. After taking off my trousers and changing them to shorts I settled down next to her and closed my eyes. 

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