what i want but cant have!!

my name is Joyce Tomlinson, recognise the last name, yeah I am Louis Tomlinson’s younger sister. Im turning 16 in about 2 months I have to live with 5 boys and 1 being my brother that I hate, okay I don’t really hate him but im just really annoyed with him he hasn’t spoken to me in a year and a half and now he wants me to move in with him. But there is a problem I like someone but I know they don’t like me back, but only like me as a sister figure, great.
Read to find out what happens.


9. may 1st "surprise!!!" PART 1

Louis' P.O.V. 'april 30th 2013'

its been 2 months since we last took off for tour again, Joyce had been ignoring me for the past month and 3/4 and only started talking to me about 3 days ago, but its still only a little bit. anyway her birthday is tommorrow and all the girls(littlemix,eleanor,stacey,tilly,chloe and bella) decided that for her sweet 16th birthday she should get a surprise  masquerade party,where evryone wheres mask's for the night.

its going to be amazing.

I walk over to my bed to see El already asleep,i smile at her,she looks so peaceful. i get into brd next to her wrapping my arms around her and i instantly fall asleep.


joyce's P.O.V.

I smile to myself as i quickly walk out of my room and walk right into the next room which is liam's we got a massive hotel room here in america (A/N sorry i dont actually know where they were at this moment)

"hey babe" liam says as i walk through the door of his room.

"hey sexy i say and wink, while walking over to him on his bed

we stay up and softly talk with each other about random things and how we are gonna still keep it secret from the boys, well except niall and zayn but i know i can trust them, harry not so much he will let it slip.


i quickly grab my phone to see a remindder that it is officially now my birthday 'yay' as it is now 12:05am on the 1st of may. i was too concentrated on my thoughts to relise liam had now gotten up off the bed and walked to his dresser, and now was standing infront of me hidding something behind his back.

"babe?" liam said

"oh sorry what? i ask

"do you want your birthday present now?" he replies with a question, i get all excited and jump up off the bed nodding my head furiously

"ok, okay settle down and here" he said moving a little box out from behind him and passing it to me.

I quickly grab it thanking him as he sits down next to me where i took my place back on the bed, i slowly opened it to reveal one of the most beautiful neclaces ever (this is it)

"this is the best present i have ever gotten li thank you so much!" i say and give him a kiss

"i got the teddy bear cause it reminds me of you, your my teddy bear, cute and cuddly" he says

i smile at him and give him another kiss "i love you so much li" i say between kisses

"l love you so much too" he says back, as he pulls away,i look into his eyes and i cant help but make my smile grow wider if thats even possible, but as i was looking into his eyes i realised that im definetly ready to move on to the next stage of our relationship, im ready to give myself to him even after my last encounter with someting like this, i had totally forgotten about that for now and was ready.


(okay this is where it get a little inapropiate so 14+ )


i quickly got onto li's lap crashing my lips against his taking him by surprise a little, but not long after he kisses me back and it turnd into a heated make out session, i find the hem of liam's shirt and lift it up slightly, i let my hands explore his chest as he lets out a quiet moan only load enough for us to her and nobody else., i grab the bottom of his shirt and pull it up over his head and drop it to the ground next to us.

i push him back so he is lying on the bed and im still stradaling his hips, i start to rub my crouch against his as he lets out another little moan before flipping us over so he is now the one on top.

"are you sure about ths joyce?" he asks softly

"yes im sure this time" i say, remembering last ime we tried about a month ago and i got scared.

"okay but if you want me to stop tell me okay" he states i nod my head before wrapping my arms around his neck and slightly pulling him down to connect our lips. About 5 minutes later we were both naked with him now positioning himself at my entrance

"remember if you dont want to do anymore just tell me and ill stop" he tells me for the 5 hundreth time in the time span of 10 minuts.i nodd my head and he slowly pushes himself inside me and i gasp at how big he is.


half an hour later we lay sprawled out next to each other trying to catch our breaths, i turn to look at liam to see he is already looking at me

"best birthday sex?" he asked

"only birthday sex" i say and giggle a little, after about another hour of talking and cuudling i decide its time to return to my room before everyone wakes up and i kinda need sleep to cause lou is taking me out to dinner just me and him because apparently the boys have a urgent meeting with simon tomorrow night, so ya.

after getting dressed i give liam one more kiss before saying goodnight well good morning and going to my room and quickly jumping in my comfotable bed,not long after i fall straight asleep.




-Tayla x

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