what i want but cant have!!

my name is Joyce Tomlinson, recognise the last name, yeah I am Louis Tomlinson’s younger sister. Im turning 16 in about 2 months I have to live with 5 boys and 1 being my brother that I hate, okay I don’t really hate him but im just really annoyed with him he hasn’t spoken to me in a year and a half and now he wants me to move in with him. But there is a problem I like someone but I know they don’t like me back, but only like me as a sister figure, great.
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27. end of tour

joyce's p.o.v.

we are all currently on the plane back home, because we have finished thte tour in japan, now we are going home to london for a few months break, than we are starting up the tour somewhere in the middle of the year and its a stadium tour this time so t hat means they will be performing to over 100,000 people, which for me is scary cause i dont like big audiances.

******skip plane ride, and car ride home**********

after we had all unpacked we collapsed on the couch in the main room.

"im hungry!" i wined, everyone started laughing at me "what?" i wined again.

"okay us boys will go get you food what do you want?" louis asked

"ummmmmmmmm........" i think, "nandos, my usual please" i say to louis and the boys they nbodd and grab there wallets and keys and there off out the door to get mine and El's food.and probably nialls too.


****6 days later*****

the boys had an interview today, and i decided to stay home cause i wasnt feeling to well liam said he will check up on me, and El is staying with me cause she has a doctors appointment this afternoon to check up on her baby, oh and if i havn't told ya yet well louis and El are expecting a baby in 6 months. she is 3 months pregnant and has just started showing, she has  a little baby bump but not noticable that the paparazzi will find out yet, the only people who know are the boys and me plus mine and louis parents and el's mum.

"i cant wait next months i have another appointment and i get to find out the gender yay i cant wait!" El says, trying to cheer me up abit, she had invited me to go with her and louis to see the sex of the baby.

"yeah" is all i say

"hey are you thinking of taylor?" El asked, i nodd my head, if you dont know who we are talking about it was the babay that wasnt born becasue of the dickhead that killed it, me and liam decided to still name him or her and chose the name talyor cause it fits for a boy or girl and we didnt know what it was.

"anyway im gonna go for a shower!" i say to El finally getting out of bed and walking into mine and liams bathroom. i close the door before i strip off, as im about to get in the shower i see my calender on the back of the bathroom door, i quickly walk over to it and look at it, nothing wrtten down for this month and its almost over christas is in 4 days and louis birthday is in 3, oh well i think to myself, i walk back over andturn on the shower getiing in and washing myself, i wash my hair and shave.

I get out and reach for my towel wraping it around my boddie, i wrap one aroung my hair and look at myself in the mirror, would i have been a good mother, do i want to try for another kid with liam or will i be scared? i ask myself no i know if im pregnant again that the baby wont survive like the other, one something will go wrong. i know it. i dry myself off and put on my bra and panties, before taking out my hair and drying it with the towel as much as i can, i leave it and grab my clothes putting them on and apply some mascara.

i walk out back into my room to see El asleep on my bed, i laugh quietly and get into bed setting an alarm to wake us up at 3pm so El can get to her appointment. i fall asleep on the bed next to El.


i wake up to liam kissing me lightly on the lips. i yawn and rub my eyes, so i can see him

"morning" i say to him, he starts laughing at me "what?" i ask

"its the afternoon babe, not morning" he says wispering, i smile and hide my face from him embaressed, he silently laughs and picks me up bridlestyle and carry's me into the main lounge room where everyone is including little mix.

"Hey sleeping beauty" louis says to me, i get out of liams arms and balance myself before i go over to louis and hit him, all the boys and girls laugh at it. I sit don and talk with the boys. and girls until El gets up to go to her doctors appointment, we wave goodbye as the car leaves and go back inside.

"hey is that my hoodie?" harry asks me, my eyes widden and i shake my head furiously

"NO" i say a little to quick, he just laughs at me and we all sit down and whatch movies til dinner.


******************* 3 months later******************

today i woke up and ran tothe bathroom throwing up, liam was right behind me holding my hair back,

"babe you alright? he asks me , i nodd my head "babe maybe your pregnant again!" he says a little excited, i shake my head no the only time we had sex was 4 months ago and i would have been sick earlier.


"babe please take a test" he says

"fine" i say grabbing a test and walking into the bathroom and taking it.

****5 minutes later************

"its positive, and your 4 months pregnant" liam says, i smile and hugg him.


-Tayla x

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