No I'm Not Related To Zayn // Z.M

You don't really know who you'll spend the rest of your life with once you lay eyes on them. It takes an entire journey for you to finally realize, you make a few mistakes and confuse your feelings, but at the end the one who was always there is the one who wins your heart. Take Ashley for example, she met him first, made a few mistakes before going back to him. You wanna know what love is? Read this, and build a conclusion based on her story.


She was just moving to her dad's house, but ended up going through more than that.

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20. Planning To Stop Caring.

"Uh... I was... Talking about Harry... I love Harry" I lied quickly looking away nervously. Let's hope he didn't hear what I said before.

"Um, okay. Liam sent me to tell you that we're in New Jersey now, so pack your things so we can go to the hotel." He announced smirking, I nodded slowly, I already packed before so I just sat in my room praying that he didn't hear anything but the smirk on his face was my only cue to panic.

"What was Zayn doing here?" Harry asked once he walked into the room.

"He told me that we're In New Jersey so I have to pack." He lied next to me putting his arms around me.

"But we've already packed" I turned to face him.

"I know" I cuddled with him.

I unlocked my phone logging into Twitter, since it was the only application on my phone. Like usual, negative tweets caught my eyes.

LizaStyles: I hate it how @AshleyMalik is acting all sweet & kind while she's nothing but a fame chasing whore.

I decided to reply to her, she didn't hurt me at all, it takes more than that to hurt me. I've been called worse.

AshleyMalik: @LizaStyles Oh I can't remember meeting you, so stop acting like you know me because you have no idea what I've been thru.

I hesitated to send the tweet, I just glanced at the 'tweet' button not sure if that's a good idea.

"Don't send it babe" I turned to see Harry looking at my phone.

"But why? I'm just defending myself"

"I know, love. But she's doing this to get attention, & if you give it to her she'll never stop" He explained & I smiled at his sense, I looked at my mentions again to see all the hate such as 'You don't deserve Harry' or 'You're a fame chaser' or 'I hope your eyes stay green forever' I opened a new tweet sighing.

AshleyMalik: Stop hating on me, I'm not a fame chaser/ whore/ bitch/ slut or any of the names you all call me. I'm not a beard. Sending me hate is not going to break us apart. Thank you.

I tweeted it seeing all the mentions I've got, some of them were supportive & others were hateful as always.

Harry_Styles: Real fans can never hate on my girlfriend, we love each other & if you really support me then you'll be happy for me. @AshleyMalik I love you & don't let them hurt you xxx

I smiled reading it, soon enough I got more mentions.

Louis_Tomlinson: Ashley is not just my best mate's girlfriend, she's my baby's mama AND shopping buddy. So please leave her alone xxxx

JustinBieber: I'm so happy to announce that @AshleyMalik is going to be Maria in my next music video. She's so kind & sweet so stop the hate #StopHatingAshley

Seconds later, it was the second world wide trend. Wow things go so fast in this fandom, Beliebers and Directioners together... They can make everything possible.

"Hey Ashley, you have a great voice, why don't you take your musical career seriously? Make a couple of songs you know" Harry suddenly asked as I turned furrowing my eyebrows.

"I don't know... I can't really cope with that." He chuckled at my low self esteem.

"Of course you can, you're Ashley Malik you can do anything you want" I giggled at how wrong he was. Harry doesn't really seem to know me much, Zayn knows a lot more about me than Harry, telling him middle school experience really helped him into figuring my personality, while Harry is still working on it.

"I'll think about it" My eyes landed on my laptop that was resting by a table, I rushed to pick it up. Then walked back to where Harry was sitting, getting wrapped in his arms again.

"We're going to watch your X-Factor videos" I announced grinning widely. I have already seen those videos, the diaries are the best, spin the Harry, and mega mind.

"No I wasn't good looking back then!" He bagged as I laughed shaking my head.

"You're always good looking for me Harry, so shut up & let me enjoy it" He closed his eyes sighing. I typed Harry Styles & the second search that came out was 'Harry Styles & Ashley Malik' I clicked on that fan made video.

"Harry, look at this" I pointed & he opened his eyes again.

"Fan made video of us?" He raised his eyebrow laughing, the video loaded and started playing; it turned out to be shots of paparazzi, and interviews I've been to with Harry, all beautifully put together to form one emotional video, with Over Again playing in the background.

"Aww babe why are you crying?" Harry cooed wiping my tears away, I haven't even realized my state.

"This is so sweet, I love this video so much" I exclaimed as he hugged me.

"And I love you so much" I cried even more, feeling guilty for having feelings towards Zayn. I have an amazing boyfriend & all I think about is that dickhead who keeps hurting me. It's time to finish this & I will try my best to get over Zayn.

Harry pulled away looking at my eyes, he flashed his breathtaking smile.

"Your eyes are blue, so you're happy to be with me"

"Of course I am, I'm so glad I have you" He kissed me but we pulled away as someone knocked on the door opening it.

"Uh... sorry, I just wanted to say that we're at the hotel now, pick your suitcases & let's go to our rooms" Zayn informed while picking one of my suitcases, Harry picked the other one.

"Harry, I'll pick it myself, don't worry" He smiled at me.

"What kind of boyfriend would I be, then?" I smiled shaking my head, I was still wearing the Superman outfit which I only noticed as I walked past a mirror to Melody's room.

"Mel, I need to talk to you, I really need you" I frowned showing my need as she looked deadly worried.

"Don't tell me you're pregnant!" I chuckled at how worried she seemed and how silly her thoughts were.

"No you silly goose! Not now, we'll talk later" Then I walked out of her room, Louis was struggling with his suitcase-as always- I chuckled as he noticed me.

"Don't you dare tease me about this" He warned making me laugh harder.

"I wasn't even going to talk" I defended laughing & getting out of the bus. I glanced at the hotel, it wasn't as big as the last one but it was pretty lovely, I walked to the reception where Liam was talking to some girl that I only considered to be a fan.

"Hey" I greeted as he turned around.

"Oh there you are Ashley!" He exclaimed moving so I could see the person he was talking to.

"Oh hey famous Ashley, I'm Danielle" She introduced herself smiling. Her curly hair went perfect with her look, her body was to die for and she was incredibly gorgeous.

"Oh my god finally!" I exclaimed happily as she laughed along with Liam. She then pulled her hand out for me to shake.

"Screw shaking hands, let's hug" I shouted laughing, we hugged each other & I winked at Liam, he blushed madly knowing what I meant. Harry walked in while I pulled away.

"Oh Hey Danielle, long time no see" He smiled while kissing her cheek.

"Oh my Harry! you grew up so much" She mimicked old women's voice which I couldn't help but laugh at.

"Shame on you Harold, you never told me about your girlfriend" She shook her head disappointedly.

"But me, being the gentleman I am, I told her everything about you Ashley" Liam proudly said.

"Danielle!" Niall screamed cheerfully hugging her, as he introduced her to Melody, I couldn't help but admire how she's loved by everyone, she must as pure and innocent as everyone says.

"Liam, where's our room? I need to talk to Melody... About something" I eyed Melody & she nodded understanding.

"Here, you have your own room with Harry" He handed me the key. No more cuddling? That sucks more penises than the sluts in a strip club.

"You coming babe?" I asked Harry & he shook his head saying "No, I'll stay & chat here, you go with Melody" I smiled at him taking Melody's hand, we walked to my room & it was pretty big, it was almost like an apartment, I didn't really care about details, I just closed the door and headed to the bed pulling Melody with me.

"Okay, before you say anything. I just want to apologize for not talking to you that much since I became Niall's girlfriend, I really miss our little talks, it's just that Niall likes to have alone time with me, & I'm really so sorry-"

"It's fine!" I laughed at her "I understand, I wish you two the best & I am so not mad at you" She smiled hugging me.

"Okay, now tell me what's wrong?" She got serious again.

"Alright, umm.... I don't know how to say this" I looked around biting on my bottom lip nervously.

"Just spit it out already!" She yelled looking stressed out.

"I think I'm falling for Zayn" I announced in a rush & her eyes widened.

"You... How? When?" She managed to say still looking shocked.

"I don't know, a long time ago.. But I also really, really care for Harry & I don't want to hurt him, so I need your help"

"With what?"

"I need to get over him, please help me. I'm so happy with Harry, Zayn has been hurting me & I don't want to like him anymore, he's like a disease! Liking him is giving me mental, emotional and physical pain!" I explained & she sent me a warm smile.

"Don't worry Ash, I know you care about Harry a lot, I know he makes you happy & I know how to make you get over Zayn"

"What's on your mind?" I wondered grateful to have a smart friend.

"You have to go back to New York" She shared her plan & I looked at her surprised. "I chose New York because it's where Justin & Selena are, plus the shooting of the music video. But you have to leave everyone for a while, in less than two months. I promise you're going to be completely over him"

"But what about Harry? & what about the others?" I questioned not really bearing with the idea of leaving them.

"You're doing this for Harry, just go live with Selena. I'm sure she'll be okay with it"

"And what about opening for their concerts?" I asked her frowning.

"Don't leave now, leave next week. They won't have any more concerts, only signings & meeting fans" I nodded sadly.

"I have to do this. What should my excuse be then?"

"Tell them that you have to film for Justin's video. That's all" I smiled hugging her. She's the best at giving advices, she always had been.

"Thank you so much." She hugged me back, she was so tiny and cute and I just love her to bits.

"That's what best friends are for." We pulled away.

"So te-" I was cut off by Harry walking in.

"Danielle wants to go shopping with you two tomorrow" He announced wrapping his arms around me on the bed, I held his hands.

"Sounds fun, we'll be there" I approved.

"I'm going to find my Nialler" Melody winked walking out of the room.

"What did you two talk about?" Harry curiously asked.

"We just didn't talk for a long time, & I missed it"

I really hope getting away from here for a while is the right choice, I hope to get over Zayn. I want to give Harry all happiness he deserves & I don't want to feel guilty anymore. I do love Harry but Zayn has a part of my mind... and heart. But it won't be for long, I hope... This has to end here.

 

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Don't worry guys! She isn't going to end up with Harry, it's just a way of creating drama you know :)

 

 

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