No I'm Not Related To Zayn // Z.M

You don't really know who you'll spend the rest of your life with once you lay eyes on them. It takes an entire journey for you to finally realize, you make a few mistakes and confuse your feelings, but at the end the one who was always there is the one who wins your heart. Take Ashley for example, she met him first, made a few mistakes before going back to him. You wanna know what love is? Read this, and build a conclusion based on her story.

She was just moving to her dad's house, but ended up going through more than that.


13. Cheat On Me, They'll Fuck You Over

"Oh my god you guys are so amazing!" I screamed finally done with singing along their songs and jumping in excitement.

"Thanks babe, you're amazing as well" Harry said smiling at me.

"We should totally celebrate this day" I exclaimed excitedly.

"Yeah, Our first concert in America & Ashley's first performance ever" Liam agreed smiling. I looked around for Melody who was right next to me a minute ago, and she was all over Niall. They're cute and I love them, but we don't get to spend much time with each other anymore. I'm not mad at her, I understand! But I just miss our little girls talks.

"How about we go to the club?" Harry suggested & everyone cheered meaning that we really are going to the club.

"We're going to dance all night baby!" Typical Louis, I wonder how he is when he's drunk.

"Boys, remember you have to meet the fans, They're waiting outside" Paul came from... nowhere & told the boys, they all nodded as if saying 'let them in' I was actually excited to meet their fans.

The doors opened & three beautiful girls walked in, one of them had a confident smile, a blonde hair that looked as soft as cotton candy, she was wearing a shirt that had the boys' faces on it and she somehow made it look great, maybe because of her great body. & the other two just tried not to scream, the one in the right had black hair and dark eyes, she was wearing glasses and a snapback, with a sweatshirt and skinny jeans and a Supra! the other one was ginger, she looked a bit shy, and she was wearing a cute skirt with a grey shirt that showed just a small bit of her belly.

"Hello!" The boys all chorused and of course Louis was the loudest.

"I'm Louis, this is Zayn, Niall, Liam-" Before Louis could finish, Harry took the blonde girl's hand.

"Styles, Harry Styles" he said kissing her hand, she didn't look shocked at all.

"Nice James Bond impression" I joked sarcastically just to remind him his girlfriend is right behind, he turned around smiling at me

"You're just jealous I can use this line and you can't"

"And why can't I?" I raised an eyebrow smirking.

"Simply because you're a girl" He teased.

"Whatever" I giggled. Then Liam turned to where Melody was sitting.

"This is Melody, she's Niall's girlfriend" He introduced as Niall motioned for her to get into his arms, she did so shyly and he kissed her.

"And This is Ashley, Harry's girlfriend and one of our closest friends" I smiled & waved, the two girls said hi back but the blonde one didn't. Oh well.

"Oh really? They don't seem to stand each other" The blonde one said "By the way I’m Emily, this is Stefani & Ella" she said pointing at the other girls.

"What do you mean they don’t seem to stand each other?" Zayn asked, raising an eyebrow.

"They just had an argument because of the stupid James Bond line" She pointed out while smirking, she calls that an argument?

"Um.... that was not an argument, we were just joking" I corrected awkwardly, standing between Liam and Louis.

"Who talked to you?" She hissed looking at me with glares.... I just.. Um... What even?

"Excuse me?" I heard what she said but I wanted to make sure she's as confident as she claims she is.

"I said who talked to you. Damn! Not only fat, but also deaf" She exclaimed smirking as if knowing my weakness is my weight. I've always thought I was fat so what she said was true, complete truth.

"Look who's talking. Ashley is way better than you'll ever will be. So save your little comments and respect her if you want to stay here" Louis being the sassy one, I was going laugh but I was too confused to laugh. Confused to why she just said what she did?

"Whatever, I’m just here to see Harry" She rolled her eyes. Oh so now I get it, she hates me because I’m his girlfriend? Low. Speaking of Harry, he didn't try to defend his girlfriend nor to stop his crazy fan? Again, low. I glanced at him & he didn't seem to care, he was just watching while crossing his arms. Melody was staring at me with a reassuring look & I just fake smiled nodding to let her know that I’m fine, even though I’m not. She knew me better than anyone in this room.

I was just standing there trying to convince myself that I’m not fat anymore, that I went through a lot to lose all that weight, and that I deserve to love myself for that, but my feelings didn't seem to be much convinced. I could tell Louis, Liam & Zayn noticed, they would randomly turn to check on me & smile as if letting me know that they're there for me. The girls walked out after getting their autographs and pictures, & so did Harry, Niall wanted to go to the bathroom I guess & Mel joined him.

"Are you okay Ash?" Louis asked worried.

"Y-yeah I'm f-fine" I said fake smiling, but knowing myself, I probably failed miserably at that too.

"This is the worst fake smile I've ever seen in my entire life" Zayn shook his head not buying it.

"Erm.. Sorry"

"Is this about that girl? You could just give me one sign & I would go all vampire on her ass and suck all of her blood" Louis joked making me chuckle.

"You would do that for me to your fan?" I asked knowing that he wouldn't stand up against the person who pays for his bills.

"She's not a fan if she hates on my baby's mama" I smiled nodding. Then Harry walked through the door shoving a piece of paper in his pocket.

"Are we going to the club or not?" He asked smiling widely not noticing that his girlfriend is having a bad time.

"You guys go have fun, I feel ill" I said honestly, they all looked worried.

"I'll stay with her, don't worry" Zayn offered & they all nodded.

"Well see you later Ash" Louis greeted hugging me, Liam kissed my cheek & Harry just waved goodbye.

Here I am alone with the bad boy in a big ass tour bus.

"So what's wrong?" He asked giving me a look that clearly said 'Do not lie, I can tell.'

"Can I trust you?" I asked him back already regretting that.

"Of course you can. I'm offended now" he said placing his hands on his chest. Dramatic boy made me smile.

"It's about that girl earlier & about Harry" I admitted dropping my gaze.

"What about them?"

"Well she said I’m fat.... & I know I am but I still get hurt every time someone says it, truth hurts." I said tears beginning to form in my eyes. I hate opening up to people, it's so emotional and I hate being emotional.

"No no don't ever say that again Ash, you're so beautiful & you're the farthest thing from fat or ugly. Don't believe her, she's just jealous you hang out with us while she can't" He disapproved with my thoughts trying to convince me otherwise. Little did he know I've already tried to convince myself the same thing, but it didn't work.  

"No you don't understand! I was... A chubby kid... And I used to get bullied every day, I only lost my weight in High school, and that was the only time I felt acceptable, even though I still felt fat whenever I put any kind of food near my mouth" I explained not looking at his eyes because I know he probably had that sorry look. I don't like people feeling sorry for me.

"Ashley, look at me" He spoke bitter while lifting my chin, so I was looking at his face; surprisingly he had a... Proud? look on his face, which made me feel slightly better.

"I'm so proud to say my friend is strong enough to go through all of that and still put a smile on her face, and your face looks perfect when that smile is on it" He spoke making me smile widely at how sweet that is.

"Then there is Harry in the other hand, he didn't defend me or anything, he just kept watching like he doesn't even know me. A-and.... I kind of saw him taking that girl Emily's number" I said letting my hardest to stop my tears from falling, too tired to hold back. He wiped my tears away & looked at my eyes.

"You don't need someone to defend you, you're strong enough to beat her up. And what do you mean you kind of saw him taking her number? Did you see him or did you not?" Well I saw him slipping a piece of paper in his pockets after walking outside.

"I just saw him shoving a piece of paper in his pocket; after he went outside with those fans" I said wiping the tears away.

"Well you're not sure then, just chillax" He used my word impersonating my own voice which was a funny thing to witness. I just cuddled up to him, we stayed watching A Thousand Word. It's a great movie, funny because of Eddie Murphy but so sad when at the ending he went to his dad's grave and said the last three words he could say before dying; "I Love You". Those words seemed so deep and meaningful in this movie, like there is more between the letters than what we express, and you can't really define it. It's just a feeling that I haven't felt, because if I did, I would have said those words and meant them from the bottom of my heart to someone, not even my parents.

"Hey, you're a great cuddle buddy" Zayn randomly commented; I laughed realizing that by the end of this tour, I'll be a pillow pet to all these loners.

"Liam says that all the time"

"No wonder he likes sharing the room with you" He whispered softly making me blush. Then I felt my phone buzzing, I picked it up still smiling at what Zayn said, I dropped it to the floor & broke down after what I saw. How could he do this? with her? Out of all the girls he chose her.... Zayn kept asking why I was crying & I finally managed to move by pointing at the phone. He looked at the text in horror & I heard him cursing under his breath. He then hugged me & started calming me down. It was a picture of Harry and that Emily girl sucking each other's faces, they're probably at the club. I didn't feel jealous for some reason, I felt disgusted, how could he do this to his girlfriend? Maybe the boys were right after all. It's all my fault, everyone warned me & I just shrugged them off. I am not forgiving him after this one. We're over.

"I will beat the living fuck out of that asshole. I swear I won't let him hurt you anymore. You deserve much better and he's not worth your tears" Zayn yelled angrily after I stopped shaking and screaming, now I'm just crying. "That's if he comes back alive, I’m sure Liam and Louis will kill him already if they knew" He then added, oh no I don’t want to be the reason why One Direction are having a fight. A serious one. "Don't worry, you're not the reason why we'll be having a fight, it's Harry's stupid self's fault" I stared at him in shock, finally managing to stop the tears from drifting.

"How did you..... Never mind"

"I can read your mind" He winked & I giggled through my tears.

"That's great too" We heard some shouting coming from outside then someone telling everyone to be careful.... Louis and Liam. They entered the bus and Lou came running to me.

"Are you feeling better? Why are your eyes puffy and red? You were crying? Who hurt you?" I panicked as he attacked me with questions & Zayn just showed him the phone. Louis stared at it in disgust then showed it to Liam who looked pretty angry... Which is surprising considering the fact that Liam is the calmest out of everyone else. Goodness I so don’t want to see this. Then Niall & Melody showed up in the bus door, soon enough Harry was here too. I blinked then opened my eyes to see Louis punching Harry. what the hell did just happen! It was so fast! I stood up trying to pull them away when something solid hit my face, really hard. & everything felt dizzy, everything went in slow motion, the last thing I remember seeing was Liam picking me up whilst yelling at someone.


Ta Ta Daaaa !

Here you guys have another chapter, I started the drama. Well this was supposed to be longer but my dad decided to use the laptop, and since I'm such a dumb ass I forgot to save my writing, so he went and shut it off and I lost the entire chapter. But I tried to squeeze as much as I could out of my memory tape.


Anyway thanks for reading and commenting. I'll update another chapter right now as a thank you gift for the incredible support I've been getting!




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