"Inside" is about a kid who has a double life and is stuck in a love triangle. She doesnt know what to do and in the end she reveals a huge secret no one was supposed to know...


6. Double-Sided

             It's been a month since my sister got in the car crash. She's still in a coma.. I haven't gone to see her. I'm scared that when I get there she'll die and it'll all be my fault. The doctors say there's 50/50 chance that she'll live. But there's also the possibility that she'll die. I don't know if I'd be able to handle that.. Things have been so complicated. Zayn knows my secret. He kissed me, and then saw me crawl into bed with Roy. Roy actually acts like any other human around me nowadays. He's been taking care of me so much. Ushering me to go see my sister. And my dad.. Well, he's all over the place. Most of the time he's at the hospital with Katie. Other times he comes home buzzed. I have never seen him like this, not even when my mother died. Broken out of thought, Roy chimes in, "​Hey baby girl, You're up.. You ready to go see your sister today?"  I had forgotten that I agreed to go today. "I guess I don't really have a choice anymore.. Do I?" "As a matter of a fact, you don't. Look, I know you're worried that once you show up something bad is gonna happen.. But think about this way, it'll do her some good when you go. Doctors say that even when their body is unconscious they can still feel your presence. Maybe that's why she hasn't gotten any better. It's because she wants you to show up..." ​I sighed, "You know? I liked you a lot better when you pretended not to care."​ I began to glare at him. This entire time my back had been against his chest, but when I turned to face him he kissed me ever so gently.​ ​​​Roy and I have gotten so much closer these past week and a half. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy it.. But we aren't dating and he's explained nothing to me. He won't talk to me about us. He won't tell me how he knew that I'm Clarice. And he refuses to even blink for five minutes when I bring up the subject about why he actually back in town.

             I'm getting really tired of all his secrets. "Roy we need to talk. Because I'm not budging until you tell me what's going on." "What exactly do we need to talk about?" ​I sighed, adding as much effect as I could. "Well for starters.. I wanna know what we are. We kiss. And cuddle. And sleep in the same bed but we're not together." "I have a small confession.." I raised an eyebrow in question. "I actually have a girlfriend... I had been meaning to tell you, I just couldn't. I love you with all my heart. I truly do and I really wanna be with you. I don't wanna lose you. I just, She makes me happy. And when I first started dating her I thought I had actually gotten over you but then I saw a picture of you and everything came flooding back into my memories. You're the reason I came back. I missed you so much..." Without a single word I quickly pushed Roy on the floor. "This is absolutely ridiculous. You can't play with my feelings like that. I love you Roy. But really? You lost me because you lied and cheated. And now you're cheating on another girl with me? How do you think that makes me feel? Just answer my last question, How'd you know I was Clarice?" "The day I came back into town and stopped by at your house, I went in for a hug and you smacked me across the face. Then you ran up stairs into your room like you'd been living here for years. It made perfect sense.."

             ​​I looked down at my lap, feeling the tears beginning to form. Through small sobs I managed to choke out a few words. "Get. Out. I never wanna see you again. Don't go anywhere near my friends or family. And stay the hell out." "Jace please.. Don't do this." "I said get out! I never wanna see your face again! Get out! Get out!" ​Roy hurried out of the room.​​ Just before he closed the door he gave me an apologetic look. I vigorously threw several pillows in his direction. Luckily hitting him in the face once before he finally left. I broke out in major sobs. Screaming words I couldn't even comprehend. Tears consistently rolling down my face. Hyperventilating like it was the end of the world.. Because in a way, it was, he broke my heart again. This time far worse than any other time. And I hated it so much.​​


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