Writing with love - Friendzone

Love letters are kind of dated, they are not really written anymore. a simple letter written by hand and not some words on a printed out word document or like any others would send in a email now a days. no a real one, a genuine letter that gets you intrigued. that makes you want to know the person behind the words.

Allison writes a handwritten letter, after some serious talking her into it by her best friend. When she sends it to her favorite band member she didn't expect to get an answer. not at all in fact, because what world famous boy have time to write a letter right?

Liam has changed after the breakup with Sophia, he uncomfortable in crowds and more shy than before. He wants to change back to his old self but he doesn't know how. The boys get a box of fan stuff sent to the office and Liams eyes gets caught on a simple envelope with a all handwritten letters.
he feels like he need to answer it, so without the others noticing it he hides it and takes it home.


11. So we finally meet


I was so nervous. it had gone for a few hours when I went to bed last night and I didn't really think of it at breakfast. no I actually ignored it as long as I could. but now it was just a few more minutes and I was actually about to meet her. 

since her first letter back in the late October her name and everything about her had been on my mind. I just couldn't for the life of me let her go for some reason. I took a deep breath and let it out slowly. 

Apparently I had picked up the bad habit of biting my nails too. the sting of pain flashed when I bit in the skin on my thumb. I needed to stop that. I needed to get my self together. 

I felt the panic gaining in my chest as I slowly walked into the park by the hotel that she had said they stayed at. I had no one with me and I was scared as hell. I couldn't believe that I actually had gone out by myself again. after all this time, ever since the first attack I hadn't left my apartment or the the buss or venue by myself. I had either had one of the bodyguards or one of the boys with me. it was strange, how much the thought of her gave me so much confidence. how the thought of her eased the feeling of panic. 

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly and watched the air turn into a white cloudy puff and tucked the hood more over my face. the leather jacket was a bit on the thin side since it was snowy and cold outside but I wasn't cold. I was sweating and felt it drop down my back. my shoes was almost soundless against the gravel on the path. I picked up the pace and made sure nobody was following me. the bench that we had decided to meet by just near the water was coming into my sight. it wasn't empty. 

there was a girl sitting on it. she had long brown hair that curled slightly by the ends by her waist and she had a red coat on. she was overlooking the water and seemed to be in deep thoughts. she was sitting on the far end of it so I took small steps and sat down in the other end of it. 

we didn't speak, we just sat there and looked over the water. the birds were singing flying above us. it was actually a pretty nice day out, despite the cold. I inhaled quickly and turned to face her.

she was doing the same thing at the same time as I did so when our eyes met our breathes hitched. I don't know why but it was like the air was drained out of my lungs and all I could see was her. the color in her eyes, the faint show of a dimple in her cheek and how her face was framed with the brown half-curls on her head. 

she was absolutely breathtaking. she was the most beautiful woman I had ever laid my eyes on. 

she inhaled and her eyes got bigger slightly before she exhaled and a smile broke onto her beautiful face. it was catchy and I soon felt my cheeks hurt from the genuine smile I gave her. she was intoxicating. I couldn't stop looking at her. 


"Hi." she smiled.

"Hi." I said. 


it was as easy as that, like we had known each other for ever and not just met in person for the first time. I thought about our letters and I couldn't believe how much they meant, how much she meant to me already. 

I reached my hand towards her and smiled again as she looked at it before looking at me again.


"I'm Liam." I said and smiled.

"I'm Allison, nice to finally meet you." she said and shook my hand. 


it was like a strike of lightening went through our hands and electrified my whole body. the air felt warmer, the sky seemed bluer and every other color had seemed to intensified by the double just by us touching. 






"I'm Allison, nice to finally meet you." I said and took his hand. 


what happened next was nothing I had been prepared for. It felt like my whole body was on fire, everything seemed brighter and for some reason I knew that he was the reason for it. 




Liam, my Liam. I could feel how my whole body was reacting on him. it was like my grandmother had said. 'When you meet him you'll know'.

she was right, I knew it now. I had felt it through our letters really but had ignored it because that just happens in fairy tales but now when I had actually met him it was different. we both knew, I could see it in his eyes too. 

I couldn't do anything else but smile. I had found my match, my future and I knew it in the matter of minutes of meeting him. It was so unreal, this doesn't happen in real life right? soul mates and love at first sight doesn't happen for real right? 

but why did it feel so right then? even if I didn't really know him yet I knew more about him than anyone did. 


"Did you feel that?" he breathed.

"yeah." I said simply. 

"I have never felt something like that before in my life." he whispered, like he didn't think I could hear it.

"neither have I." I whispered more to myself. 

"it's getting cold, want a cup of tea? I don't live far from here." he said. 


I thought about it for a few seconds. Could I trust him? I looked into his eyes and knew that I could. 

he was nothing like Jaime and I could tell that by the way Liam blinked and then looked down on our still joined hands. 


"you don't have to if you don't want to. if it's to soon.." he trailed of and stopped talking.

"I'd love a cup of tea. I trust you." I said simply and squeezed his hand. 


his eyes darted up and a smile broke on his face. he stood up and helped me get up to. a small giggle left me as he started to drag me out of the park. 

I couldn't stop smiling that was for sure and I could thank Liam for that. I knew that it was probably to early to say it but I knew that I had found the love of my life.


- - - 


it was silent in the elevator going up to his apartment. we where standing next to each other after he had pressed the button for his floor. number 5. 

the elevator started to rise and the floors ticked by as the lights behind the numbers light up. then it pinged and we where there on his floor. 

we stepped out and Liam fished his keys out of his skinny jeans. he had opened the leather jacket when we stepped into the lobby and the hood lowered as we stepped in as well. 

we walked up to his door and he opened it, holding it up for me to come inside. 

it was big, open planned and I must say I kind of liked it. it wasn't how I would have decorated it but it felt like a home even if it looked a bit like a stage home. 


"it's a nice home you got." I said as I kept looking around.

"thanks, I still think about getting a house though." he said as he showed me into the kitchen area.


he pointed at the breakfast bar for me to sit as he walked around in the kitchen getting cups and tea and put the kettle on. I slipped out of my coat and laid it on the stool next to the one I hopped on to. He kept smiling as he made the tea. the kettle signaled the water was warm and he poured the hot water into the cups.


"hope you like forest fruits, it's all I got home at the moment." he said as he handed me the cup.

"it's fine by me." I said and gave him a smile. 

"come, lets sit in the living room." he said and pointed at the big sofa in the other end of the open planed kitchen /living room. 


we sat down and embraced the silence that fell over the living room. sure we could hear the slightest sounds from the traffic outside but other than that it was a comfortable silence. 


"it feels like I have known you for longer than just a few short moths." he said after a while. 

"I know." I said. 

"why is that? I have never felt like this before and we only just met." he said and put his cup down on the coffee table. 


I sat mine down too and turned to look at him. how to you tell a guy you practically just met about the tale of love stories in my family? just blurt it out or maybe just not say it at all? I don't want to lie to him, I can't do that.


"it might have something to do with this 'love at first sight' thing that goes in my family." I whispered and looked down at my hands.

"Love at first sight?" he stuttered and sank back into the pillows of the couch. 


I had to let it sink in before telling him the hole story, the one my grandmother told a while ago. I needed him to believe in it. I needed him to understand and to not push me away. but if the stories of our families were true that would probably never happen. 

I knew that Liam was the love of my life, I just needed him to understand that I was his. then there was the faint thought of what Jamie could possibly could do if he found out about Liam.




shit, I have been putting this chapter of for so long.. it still isn't as perfect as I want it to be but its better than nothing.. 

please tell me what you think?

- Sarah

Join MovellasFind out what all the buzz is about. Join now to start sharing your creativity and passion
Loading ...