Writing with love - Friendzone

Love letters are kind of dated, they are not really written anymore. a simple letter written by hand and not some words on a printed out word document or like any others would send in a email now a days. no a real one, a genuine letter that gets you intrigued. that makes you want to know the person behind the words.

Allison writes a handwritten letter, after some serious talking her into it by her best friend. When she sends it to her favorite band member she didn't expect to get an answer. not at all in fact, because what world famous boy have time to write a letter right?

Liam has changed after the breakup with Sophia, he uncomfortable in crowds and more shy than before. He wants to change back to his old self but he doesn't know how. The boys get a box of fan stuff sent to the office and Liams eyes gets caught on a simple envelope with a all handwritten letters.
he feels like he need to answer it, so without the others noticing it he hides it and takes it home.


15. I will keep you safe

- Liam - 


I felt bad, I wanted to explain. I wanted her to know why I had done that, why I had panicked like that. but then again I couldn't really explain why I froze when ever the crowds got to big or the feeling of being so small was overwhelming me. because I didn't know the reason myself.

We got out of the car after Paul had parked it and the girls walked towards the open front door. I turned back to the car and opened the passenger door. 


"Thanks again Pauly. Really." I said.

"I'm always just a phone call away Liam. you know that. don't worry about it." Paul smiled.

"I can't thank you enough for saving me so many times this year." I mumbled and felt the shame of being so helpless creep up on me.

"it's my job to keep you safe Liam and I don't mind. I care about you." Paul said.

"I still can't thank you enough." I smiled shaking my head.

"do you want me to stick around?" he asked.

"no, it's okay. Go home to your wife and kids. I'll call you later." I smiled tapping the top of the car shutting the door before making my way over to Allison and her friend.


the house was decorated with banners and all other kinds of new years decorations. the music was blasting through the speakers in the living room and the patio doors were open out into garden. even if it was a typical London cold night in December it was not that cold. maybe because of all the people hanging around, talking and mingling around the house. 

all these people were friends of us. people that Peyton and Harry knew. I took a deep breath and looked around. people were getting pretty wasted and it was still a few hours left until midnight. I felt my hands slightly shaking. even if I knew most of these people and I was in Harry's house I still felt uncomfortable. not like in the lobby of the hotel but nearly. 

then I came to think about what Allison did to help me calm down. how her breath had felt against my lips how her skin had felt against mine and how she felt in my arms. it made me smile, just the thought of her.


"there you are. want a drink?" a familiar voice shouted behind me, I turned and my smile went wider.

"hi." I just simply said as I turned to her, the reason I wasn't climbing the walls this second.

"here, have a beer." she smiled and opened a bottle for me. 


I hadn't really realized that I was standing in the kitchen by the sink that was full of ice and various bottles of alcohol. I took a generous sip from the bottle before I looked at her again.


"so how are you feeling?" she asked.

"Alli, I'm fine." I sighed and fingered with the label of the bottle.

"I'm just asking." she smiled and laid her hand on my arm just like Sophia had done when she had come to see me. 


but when Sophia had done that I felt like I wanted to throw up but now when Allison did it I wanted it to never stop. 


"I know. but I'm fine. I promise." I smiled sneaking my hand around her waist pulling her closer to me.

"promise?" she asked and held up her pinky. 


I smiled and interlaced my pinky with hers and nodded. she smiled back and I just held her.


"I want to apologize for earlier, I didn't want you to see me like that. I just get this.. I don't know how to explain it.. overwhelmed feeling sometimes and I can't breathe." I said to her but she shook her head and laid her finger over my lips.

"I will always be here for you Liam. Always." she looked serious as she said that and I could tell that she meant it. 

"I'll keep you safe and I will always be here for you too." I said looking into her eyes.

"I'll keep  you safe too." she gave me a nervous smile, she was so small that the thought of her keeping me safe was almost ridiculous but it warmed my heart that she meant that, that she wanted to keep me just as safe as I wanted to keep her safe.

"Allison." I couldn't say anything else then her name. 


she smiled and I leaned in and as our lips nearly brushed against each other there was a shout of my name. A slightly drunk Niall was shouting my name at the top of his lungs with his thick Irish accent when he saw me.

he stumbled over and slung his arm around my shoulders as he reached for an outer beer from the sink.


"how much have you had to drink?" I asked since I was suppose to be the responsible one.

"just a few, drowning my sorrows mate. leave it." he muttered and started to walk away.

"Niall, whats going on?" I got a hold of his arms before he had the chance to leave the kitchen.


Allison was standing next to me and Niall turned and looked between the both of us. he grimaced pulled his arm out of my hold and shook his head.


"What makes you think that you would understand? you have her." he said before taking a sip from the new beer he got and left.

"is he okay?" Allison asked me and I honestly didn't know.


I guess that the most of us had forgotten about him since we all had other things on our minds lately. Louis and Zayn had their steady girls friends and had for the last couple of weeks been closer than ever. Harry was so wrapped up with Peyton and the baby, they had gone to one of those ultrasound things. And I the supposedly responsible one that was suppose to make sure that we are all on the same page had all these unexplainable anxieties holding me back and meeting Allison. 

Niall was feeling lonely and there was perhaps nothing we could do about since nobody was really in his shoes anymore. we were growing up and starting our lives outside of One Direction. 


"I think he will be, within time." I whispered. 


Allison snaked her arms around my waist and I pulled her closer. she made me calm down, I knew that it was nothing I could do for Niall tonight anyway. everyone was to drunk. 


the time went so much faster than I thought it would go. Allison never left my side and I was grateful for that. she kept me sane. suddenly it was just a few minutes left until midnight and everyone was getting out into the garden to watch the fireworks.  

we were all standing there. Harry with his arms wrapped around Peyton holding their hand protectively over her small nearly unnoticeable stomach. Zayn and Perrie were also having their arms around each other. Allison's friend Miranda was flirting with one of our former producers I think. Louis and Eleanor was talking to Lou and Tom over by the barbecue and Niall the poor thing had nearly passed out on one of the sun loungers by the pool. 

I grabbed Allison's hand and pulled her into arms. I needed her to be close now. everyone was starting the countdown now. 




I looked into her eyes and I couldn't believe my luck.




how could I have been so lucky to find this girl?


"8... 7..."


she was the most beautiful girl I had ever met. she had come to mean so much to me, in so little time.




it should have scared me, that I fell for her so fast. I had never fallen this fast for a girl before. 




she was smiling and that was brightening up my world. she was my sunshine.


"4... 3.." 


the light I needed in my darkness, the one that was going to help me get back on track.




And that was the time I realized that she was so precious to me. It hit me like a tone of bricks but she was the love of my life and I had only just met her. but that didn't matter. Love works in mysterious ways and you can't choose who to love. that my heart had chosen her, I was completely okay with that.


"1... Happy New YEAR!" everyone shouted and the sky erupted into various colors and bangs as the fireworks started. 


"I love you." I smiled and lean in to kiss her before she could say anything back.


I didn't want her to say that it was going to fast or that this was not what she wanted. but then when she kissed me back I knew that she felt the same way I did. she didn't need to say it, she felt it too. 

this was the perfect ending on this year. i knew that everything was going to be okay. I was going to get better and I felt like I could do anything as long as I had Allison next to me. 

the kiss deepened and we were practically making out there on the patio with everyone around us but it didn't matter. 

right now it was just me and her. us against the world. the others didn't say anything, they were to busy with their own new years kiss to bother about mine.




hello my friends. this chapter might be a bit messy but its just a filler for the next one. what to you think about Liams realization? how about poor Niall? tell me what you think.

- Sarah

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