You've Changed 2

Juliet Payne has been gone for almost two years.She was promised to only be gone for one,but plans change.People change,she changed.In more ways than one.
Harry hasn't changed though.He's been looking for her for the past two years.But he doesn't know that she left for a good reason.He just thinks that she stopped loving him.But boy is he wrong.

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3. Chapter 3

Harry's POV

 

Where do I start? I barley remember half of my teenage years.I was always drunk.

Lets start off when Liam left.I was head cheerleader,I was popular,I had great friends,and I had all the boys following me around like lost puppies.But as soon as Liam left,I fell into depression.He was the reason I was still living up until that point.So I started to cut,and I gained a lot of weight.I was bullied for the whole year.Then in summer break,I looked into the mirror and I was disgusted. So I started to make myself vomit.I didn't care how bad it was for my health,I was just so disgusted with myself that I just didn't care anymore.I lost so much weight that you could almost see my bones.Mum found out about me being a bulimic and took me to a doctor.But thats a story I don't want to get into.After I got better,I started to act out.I dyed my hair and bought a whole new wardrobe.I wasn't the same girl I was a year ago.I was different,better.I learned how to skateboard and I got a whole new group of friends.And thats where I met Rick.He was my first,and I loved him.During that time,I would party every night,and I would get drunk.I also got into drugs to the point where I had to be pried away from it.Rick had to drag me all the way out of the club to a park or something just to cool off.The next two years consisted of partying,drinking,drug use,being raped and 'killing' Sam.This brings me on to Mason.Mason was one of our close friends.But,Derek,being the idiot he is,knocked up his sister.So Mason started threatening him by using me.Derek is like an older brother to me.He doesn't want anything to happen to me.Derek had enough of Mason.So he grabbed his gun,told Mason to meet up with him in the park to 'collect me'.No one actually knows why Mason's sister was there with them in the park,but she was.So as Derek was aiming to shoot Mason,someone pushed Derek and the bullet hit Mason's little sister Kat instead of Mason.Derek tried to take her to the hospital,but it was too late.She had died,and so had their little girl.Mason was a complete mess.Derek hasn't ever been the same after that night.He's too hard on himself.Mason has been after me for the past few years.Its insane how much I have to hide just to keep the people I love safe.If Mason finds me,he won't only kill me,he'll kill everyone I love.Liam,the boys,my parents,you.I just can't take it.

I know you want to know why I was gone for two years.I've been hiding.Rick and Nathan took me away and hid me.It was only supposed to be for a year.Just one year.It wasn't supposed to be this long.It was torture.It was torture not seeing you everyday,not seeing your dimpled smile,not being able to kiss you.Because the truth is,I can't live without you Harry.My life is horrible with you,but its also horrible without you.With you I seem to always be thinking about how I could be better.And without you I'm a mess.You are the love of my life.You made me believe in love again. Love was something so foreign to me before you.I'm glad my mum sent me on tour with you guys all those years ago.Because if she didn't,I would never have fallen in love with you.I love you so much Harry.

 

Tonight we taught

you said you were frustrated 

and you didn't know why 

         

                                         It pains me simply because

                                        I blame myself

                                       for your frustration

         

                                                                       But that's okay

     

                                                                                               I still love you

                                                                                              possibly more than I did

                                                                                              one second ago

 

                                                                                                                          and though we argue 

                                                                                                                           it will never come between 

                                                                                                                          the strong bond we've built

                                     

 

                                                                       I love you

    

                                                                                                      I love you

 

                                                                       I really do

 

                                                                                                                                                           Love you

 

Love Juliet xx

 

 

 

I ran across the hall and barged into her room.She was pacing with tears rolling down her cheeks.I walked up to her and made her face me.She was about to say something,but I cut her off by cupping her cheeks and kissing her passionately.I have been waiting two years for her lips to be on mine again.We pulled away and she smiled the biggest smile ever.

"I love you so god damned much Juliet Payne."I told her and smiled down at her.She wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me a sweet kiss.

"I love you so god damned much Harry Styles."She said as she ran her fingers through my hair.

"I've missed you so much."I told her softly.She leaned up and kissed me on the lips.

"You have no idea how much I've missed you Harry.It was torture."She said softly and laid her head on my chest.I kissed the top of her head and hugged her tightly.

"You are the love of my life."I said more to myself than her.She looked up at me.Before she could even say anything,I kissed her again.She grabbed my collar and dragged me away to the bed.

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