It's A Lost Cause

17 year Rosalie has a secret and she only has one person who understands her. Alec her best friend who has been there through everything. Until Alec dies in a tragic accident. Rosalie now writes to Alec even though she knows he will never read it.


1. One

Dear Alec,

October 7th, 2012

I should have been the one to die. I don't deserve to be the one that's alive. Your better than me, smart, funny, popular. Truth is I miss you and I need you more than I thought it could be possible. So much has happened since you where gone. I'm the one everyone blames for the star quarter backs death. I wish you were here, mom is still abusive and now I have no one. Not a single person. I can't even look at your parents. I haven't even talked to them since your funeral.  I can't bring myself to, considering it's my fault your dead. You never should have tried to protect me. You should have been walking home from me. Your dead because I was afraid to walk home by myself. Now look what happened. Your dead and all I have is scars. That night in the hospital they told me you were going to make it... five hours later I'm told your dead. I tried so many times after that to kill myself. But I didn't because I knew that's not what you would ever want for me to do. I just felt so guilty.

I'm Sorry Alec

I love you<3


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