my old bullies boyfriend (famous Niall Horan fan fic)

Sarah-Jayne got bullied alot through out primary school by the same girl and when she got to high school she thought that everything would be different, a fresh start. what happens when she meets her old bully 4 years later? does what she thought was burried deep in her mind, all the tourcher, and fear come back? or will Sarah forgive her and become friends? what happens when she meets a new guy, but she finds out that it's her old bullies boyfriend? find out in My old bullies byfriend (famous Niall Horan fan fic)...
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15. Singing for you

Sarah’s P.O.V.

He scared me and caught me playing the piano. I WAS about to sing but now he’s here and I am nervous.

"I um, didn’t see you standing there."

He just came out of nowhere and scared me. I like Niall. I want to sing but I can’t because what if he laughs at me because I’m bad then goes and tells everyone that I’m horrible. I don’t trust people because everyone judges each other. That’s just how it goes, isn’t it?

"sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. So are you?"

I am sweating now and I can’t talk because I’m nervous to do anything. He makes my brain melt everytime I’m near him. He’s just that hot!

"I um, don’t know what to, um, sing."

I say to him hopefully he’ll leave me alone and will never find out how bad of a singer I actually am.

"well then. We will have to work on that."

He says walking over to me and sitting next to me on the piano. We are sitting so close it feels claustrophobic. But the good kind, where I never want to leave this moment.

"who is your favorite artist?"

"well I’m not singing a song from you guys so, my next would be either, Adele, Birdy, Bruno Marz, Olli Murs, Pink or Ed Sheran. There all my favorites. Well besides you guys"

we both laughed with each other for a little bit.

"ok so, can you sing me an Adele song? How about Someone Like You? Then Skinny Love by Birdy?"

"I’ll try. Oh then can I do Classic by MKTO?!"

"haha ok that sounds good."

I don’t know what it is but my doubt just went away, just by sitting next to him and him laughing with me and his smile, I relax a lot more when he smiles. When we’re touching I feel so much better, like I can do anything. So I closed my eyes and put my hands to the keys and get ready to play.

"ok here we go. I might be a little rusty."

I start playing the tune.

"I heard, that your settle down, that you’ve found a girl and you’re married now.

I heard that your dreams came true. I guess she gave you things, I didn’t give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy? Ain’t like you to hold back, or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, but I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it,

I’d hoped you’d see my face, and that you’d be reminded that for me, it isn’t over.

Never mind I’ll find, someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you two.

Don’t forget me, oh babe I remember you said ‘sometime it last in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead. Sometimes it last in love, but sometimes it hurts instead.’

You’d know, how the time flies. Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.

We were born and raised, in a summer haze, bound by, be suprized, of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, but I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it,

I’d hoped you’d see my face, and that you’d be reminded that for me, it isn’t over.

Never mind I’ll find, someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you two.

Don’t forget me, oh babe I remember you said ‘sometime it last in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead.’

Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regrets and mistakes, there memories made.

Who would of known how, bitter sweet, this would taste.

Never mind I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you two.

Don’t forget me, oh babe, I remember you said, ‘sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead’

Never mind I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you two.

Don’t forget me, oh babe, I remember you said, ‘sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead. Sometimes it last in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead’"

He just sat there looking at me. was I really that bad?

"How was I? What did you think? Did I do good?"

"did you do good?!"

I just sat there waiting for him to tell me it was horrible

"you were amazing!"

he said to me hugging me tight. God I never wanted to let go.

"so should I do another one?"

"YES! I would love to hear another one!"

he says to me bouncing on the seat like a child on Christmas.

"ok. Which song was it again?"

"umm. Skinny Love by Birdy. Then Olli Murs."

"ok. How about Dear Darling by Olli Murs?"

"yep!"

"ok cool. Ready?"

"hell yes!"

I start to play the notes for skinny love.

"come on skinny love just last the year.

Poor old little soul, you were never here,

My, my ,my. My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my.

Staring at the sink of blood across from me.

Tell my love to wreck it all

Cut down all the ropes and let me fall

My, my ,my. My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my.

When did the moment, do as all it’s told?

And I told you to be patient and I told to fine

And I told you to be balanced and I told you to be kind

And in the morning I’ll be with you, but it will be a different kind

Cause I’ll be holding all the tickets and you’ll be holding all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here?

Suckle of the hope and light brassiere,

My, my ,my. My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my.

Said a load is full, so slow on this bit

And I told you to be patient and I told you to be fine

And I told you to be balanced and I told you to be kind

And now all your love is wasted and who the hell was I?

Cause I’m breaking at the bridges and at the end of all your lies.

Who will love you?

And who will fight?

And who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love

My, my ,my. My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my.

My, my ,my. My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my."

By the time I finished he was sitting on top of the piano clapping. Luckily this is a sound proof room. So no one can hear me or hear Niall’s cheering. The last time I sang was for my mother when she was in hospital. I sang her favorite song right before she died. She died just after her favorite part in the song, unbreakable by Westlife. I also sang it at her funeral, the same song.

"ok. Now dear daring!"

I laughed at him. He felt like he was at a concert. Sober by P!nk.

"ok. Just let me get ready."

"dear daring, please excuse my writing

I can’t stop my hands from shaking, cause I’m cold and alone tonight

I miss you, and nothing hurts like no you

No one understands what we went through

It was short and it was sweet and we tried

And if my words break through the wall, and meet you at your door

All I can say is, boy I mean them all

Dear darling, please excuse my writing

I can’t stop my hands from shaking, cause I’m cold and alone tonight

I miss you, and nothing hurts like no you

No one understands what we went through

It was short it was sweet and we tried, and we tried

Been thinking, about the bar we drank in

Feeling like the soul full of sinking

I was warm in the hold of your eyes

So if my words break through the walls and meet you at your door

All I can day is boy I mean them all

Dear daring, please excuse my writing

I can’t stop my hands from shaking, cause I’m cold and alone tonight

And I miss you, and nothing hurts like no you

No one understands what we went through

It was short it was sweet and we tried

Oh I can’t cope

Please come home, home sweet home

And I miss you, nothing hurts like no you

No one understands what we went through

It was short it was sweet and we tried, we tried."

He was whistling by the time I finished and he was like my biggest fan. I’m glad he likes my voice, although I think it’s crap.

"anything else you’d like me to sing?"

he sat there thinking

"you said P!nk was one of your favorite artists right?"

"yeah, why?"

"can you sing Sober?"

"I’ll give it a go, I haven’t really played it much, but I’ll try."

I walk over to the computer and put in the instrumental version of sober and get ready to press play

"ok I think it’s set up."

"I don’t want to be the girl that laughs the loudest

or the girl who never wants to be alone

I don’t want to be that call at 4:00 in the morning,

Cause I’m the only one in the world that won’t be home

Ah Ahh sun is blinding, ah Ahh I stay up again

Oh ohh I am finding, that that’s not the way I, don’t want my story to end

I’m safe up high, nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this body’s over?

No pain inside, you’re my protection

So how do I feel this good sober?

I don’t wanna be the girl that has to feel the silence

The quiet scares me, because it screams the truth

Please don’t tell me that we had that conversation

I won’t remember, save your breath, cause what’s the use?

Ah Ahh night is calling, and whispers to me softly ‘come and play’

Ah Ahh I am falling,

And if I let myself go, I’m the only one to blame

I’m safe up high, nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this body’s over

No pain inside your like perfection

So how do I feel this good sober

Coming down, coming down, coming down,

Spin around, spin around, spin around,

I’m looking for myself sober

Coming down, coming down, coming down,

Spin around, spin around, spin around,

I’m looking for myself sober

When it’s good, it’s good, till it goes bad

Till you try to find the you, you once had

I have heard myself cry, never again

Broken down in agony and just trying to find a friend

Oh, ohh,

I’m safe up high, nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this body’s over?

No pain inside, your like perfection

So how do I feel this good sober?

I’m safe up high, nothing can touch me

But why do I feel this body’s over?

No pain inside, your like perfection

So how do I feel this good sober?

how do I feel this good sober?"

"ok, ok. No more. I need water!"

"aww! One more please!"

"No! you said that the last time!"

"aw, ok then. Later."

"aw ok"

We sat on the couch that was in the music room for a little while just daydreaming when I spoke up and seemed to of scared him and snapped him out of his daydream.

"you know. You are the first person I have sang to since my mothers death? I don’t know what it is, but when I’m with you I don’t feel afraid anymore. I feel confident and happy again. The last time I sang was when my mother was in hospital. I sang her favorite song for her just before she died. Then I sang it at her funeral. That was 2 years ago. I haven’t sang since. That’s why I’m rusty."

He sat there looking at me and his eyes started to tear up when mine did. I can’t hold it in and I burst out crying. I just miss my mum so much. She didn’t deserve to die.

"hey. Shhh, it’s ok. I’m glad I make you happy again. I don’t like it when you cry because it makes me cry to. You’re to beautiful to cry."

I continue to cry in his arms, I look up at the clock and it said 7:20am, then I end up falling asleep in his arms. Damn time zones, it’s all mucked up. It’s only morning. I’ve already slept! Dame it! At least I’m in Niall’s arms where I feel safe. I think I will be spending a lot more time in this room than I originally thought…

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