Sad Beautiful Tragic

This is my personal past relationship story. Although I am not in that relationship in this time. I would like you all to understand that what I went through was real. This is not only letting me release how I feel but its also a warning on how girls need to watch the signs before falling for a guy.

I am at a place in my life where I am content and joyous! I have everything I could ever need in my life. I am hapy I am just out of the sick and twisted ride I was stuck in .

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4. Chapter 4

About a few weeks after we had our first kiss, we were in my moms car on our way to drop 'A' off back home. We had spent the whole day together in the pool of my complex and just had a blast. For some reason 'A' was acting a little nervous back. He and my sister kept looking at each other and giggling. I kind of felt a little jealous. But decided not to care. Once we got out of the car, he hugged both my sister and mom first before me last. I hugged him tight and as I was doing to he came and whispered in my ear "I love you".

As soon as those words came out of his mouth, I froze. I serously did so that I didn't say it back, I just sayed there looking at him blanked face and my mouth was probably opened. When I did speak all I said was "OK" and that's it. As soon as I hit the car sit, I started to bawl like a baby. No they were not tears of sadness but of happiness. I couldn't believe that he said I love you to me back and that I felt the same way too and that someone in this world actually fell in love with me. I was in cloud nine. My mom quickly asked if I had said it back, I didn't because I was stunned by it that I texted him fast afterwards...

 

Me: Oh my gosh I love you too, I'm so sorry that I froze, I didn't know how to respond to you telling me. It was just a big surprise that I wasn't ready for. I love you.

A: It's alright, don't worry about it, I knew you were gooing to be nervous. I was, but I love you so much I really do.

 

From the moment we said I love you, something shifted in me. I didn't ever realize it but I was thinking to myself wow he's perfect...and yea, we all get that moment when we think that because hello who wouldn't but after our little lovey dovey moments of saying I love you dulled down a bit is when I started to notice a little bit of what was to come later on.

 

Every chance we had we were constantly together, always kissing and sending each other cute notes and so forth. He would occasionally tell me how he felt about his family and such but one thing I remember clearly was how when I was younger my mother would always tell me "If you want to know how a guy is going to treat a girl, look at the way he treats his mother and sisters."

Then again, I didn't know what she meant. I thought that all families fought  and that it was normal. So whenever 'A' would get into big fights in front of me with his mom I would freak out but put an excuse up as to why and that it was okay. This was another warning that I chose to ignore. My mind kept seeing him as this perfect person who loved me and constantly throughout taking and dating thats how I saw it. That he loved me.

 

About 2 months after my 15th birthday, he asked me to be his girlfriend. Of course I said yes. Afterwards we dated and talked for what was about another 8 months. During that time I started to change..of course I didn't know I was changing, it was only after everything that I saw myself and who I'd become.

Everytime I was around 'A' and other people he would ask me to change into certain things to "cover up" because I was either wearing a certain pair of jeans or a shirt he thought was too tight. I just agreed to everything he said and did as I was told. I didn't know any better. There would be some ranom nights where he would call me and tell me he wasn't sure about us and making me cry and then apologizing saying that he was just not sure about us.

 

Still we kept on dating. Around the end of my sophmore year, 'A' started getting jealous when other guys woud talk to me or if I wasn't with him always he would get mad. I didnt understand why, I just knew that he loved me. Well anyway, by the end of my sophmore year, 'A' sent me a text asking me why I was dressed in shorts, and if it was to impress other guys?

I got so mad at this because he knew the way I felt for him and no one else. I'm in dance so whenever we practice we have to wear shorts and it wasn't like I wore them on purpose so guys could look at me, they just did that because they were guys.

My mom took my phone a week later and showed my dad my saved text. So both my parents sat us down and looked at both of us and told us we weren't allowed to be together for the summer..we both cried and freaked out. I was so depressed and sad because I couldn't believe my parents would do that but somehow in the bak of my mind I knew that my parents meant good.

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