Sad Beautiful Tragic

This is my personal past relationship story. Although I am not in that relationship in this time. I would like you all to understand that what I went through was real. This is not only letting me release how I feel but its also a warning on how girls need to watch the signs before falling for a guy.

I am at a place in my life where I am content and joyous! I have everything I could ever need in my life. I am hapy I am just out of the sick and twisted ride I was stuck in .


1. Chapter 1

As I sit here in front of my laptop wondering how I am going to go through this emotional journey with the rest of you, I hope you understand that who I am now, is no where near to what I was back then. I am different and changed, I don't think the same that I did back as a preteen. Just know that in one second, your life could be turned upside down. So with that said here you go...


It was around mid July 2008 I had just turned 14  a month before and I had woken up early excited to get to church camp. I'd been talking about it for months since we'd found out we were going. I packed my things and dressed accordingly with my sister. ON our way to church we forgot to stop by and get some drinks for the bus ride. It was about 10am and everyone sat in the small temple waiting for instructions on which team we were going to be put on. I was on the brown team and my sister on the red team. To my disappointment I had just realied I'd forgotten my comforter and pillow for my bed in the back of the car. Woops. I immediately called my step dad to come back and drop it off.


Now I don't live that close to church maybe a good 30 minutes or so but like my impatient self, I went outsie in the front of the church to wait. I sat for a little thinking about what activities we all were going to be a part of and of course then again because I can't stay still I decided to start pacing back and forth. I always look down at my feet when I walk, yes its a bad habbit, but I didnt even realize that I wasn't alone outside till I saw some guy's shoes pop up just ahead of me.


That's when I looked up, and saw him. (For now we'll just call him A) I saw 'A' and blushed. He was so cute, he was waiting for his mom to meet him outside as well. Now for everyone who doesn't know me, I'm a bad flirt, like so bad that I don't even know that it's happening to me and if I ever do realize it, I'm socially awkward. Anyway, he kept on staring at me and I felt my whole body become more nervous, so what did I decide to do? Nothing. Nothing but keep pacing back and forth, but now even faster then before like if I was in a race by myself. We didn't even look or talk or anything with each other. Just silence and the shuffling of my feet going back and forth.


When my step dad finally got there I was relieved. We all gathered back inside the church ready to go, the bus ride wasn't even that long to be honest. A lot of talking and singing helped pass the time. We were i the middle of nowhere, trees as big as buildings and plains stretched out far and wide. The only thing next to our campsite was a farm but other than the cabins everything was really outdoorsy. Situated in our rooms, I still kept thinking about 'A'...I had asked a close friend of his who just happened to be my friend if he had a girlfriend, and she said yes. This kind of bugged me a little but I decided to just forget all about 'A' and move on. All throughout camp I didn't even mention his name nor did he ever pop into my head again not to mention I didn't even see him.

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