Boy Meets Boy

This story is based mainly on my past, which is all true and has happened.

My Name is Leon zane,
I am a gay teenager in today's homophobic society, I didn't choose to be gay, what is it really like to be gay?

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5. The Bedroom

Dylan dragged me into his room as fast as possible. “She is so embarrassing for fuck sake” he said, “oh my god, no she’s not! I wish my mum was like yours” I said. He looked at me as if I was crazy, and we both just laughed.

Usually in awkward situations I’m pretty quiet and awkward or I do this thing where I talk about something completely random which make doesn’t sense just so we can have a conversation. Which is exactly what I did with Dylan, he realised what I was trying to do. “I know you are nervous” he said, “which there is no need to be” he looked into my eyes, and we had a moment of silence. We both lean in slowly “your eyes are so perfect, you’re so perfect” he repeated, “shut up!” I said, “make me” which then we started kissing, he pushed me onto his bed, I just knew there was something too good about this boy, as if it was too good to be true.

He was on top of me while we were making out. It was just perfect. He fell on to one side of the bed and we just laid there, staring into each other’s eyes, “I don’t understand how someone can be so perfect” he said, “um, sorry if I seem to act like a dick or anything it’s just I don’t know how to react when people say I’m perfect because I know I’m not.” He looked at me and wondered, “Why don’t you think you’re perfect” he said, “well honestly I’m not ok, can we change conversation now” I said, he started kissing me again, at this point we are both in our boxers.

I went to the bathroom and I have had left my phone ion his room charging, which was a bad idea, my friend had texted me saying “Leon, I love you and everything and u know you want to end your life but please don’t do it” now at this point you are probably thinking wow, why haven’t I already mentioned this in the beginning of the story, well honestly I didn’t know how to put it in words, I have suffered from depression for a while now, and I cover it up pretty well, but I didn’t want Dylan to know because I’m scared that he would look at me in a different way.

Now obviously like I said he was next to my phone and he saw the text, I walked back in and he was holding my phone up... “what’s this?” he said “I was going to tell you after you were sure you liked me, id dint want to lose you over this” I said “look Leon you are perfect and I love you, I know love is a strong word but you can talk to me about anything okay, if dealt it these problems myself” he said.

I knew this was the one, like he said, I could call him every day when I was down, which I literally did, I used to go out in my garden and call him at night and he’d make me better, he helped me a lot over the month.

now I’m speaking ahead of myself and forgetting what tense I am in which will happen a lot throughout this movella, but overall the day was perfect it was time for me to go and he walked me to the station. Before I left I kept telling myself that he’s going to run off with another boy when I’m on holiday because he is perfect and who wouldn’t want him, he said “babe of course I wouldn’t do that to you! After the summer holiday we will be officially together, I just don’t want to make it official now in case something happens!” if I didn’t already mention I was going on holiday the week after which was a 5 week holiday to Portugal. But yeah I stopped worrying and new he wouldn’t run off with anyone else it was just perfect.

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